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April 20, 2021

About yesterday.. in Firestone

You are blowing my mind. In a good way. I realized I only write on here about you when it’s bad.. or when my emotions are negative. But I want to write about the things and times that you make my...


Today has been so hard for me. From my anxiety getting such a tight grasp on me, for god knows why. To my thoughts literally soaring to any thought possible. My thoughts are fighting with each ot...


I have heard you say “I don’t think I can love you the way you want to be loved” a few times now.. And at first I didn’t think anything of it. But then you said it a few more times. And then a fe...


April 15, 2021

Our Agreement in Firestone

We agreed that you’d try these things for one month: 1. No talking bad about our arguments, or about me. 2. When I ask for something, give it to me. 3. Write 5 things that you are grateful for ev...


What you are doing is absolutely not okay. You have gone almost 12 hours without talking to me. And I don’t think it’s fair that you know I have anxiety, and yet you still do this to me. You know...


April 14, 2021

About That Comment in Firestone

I told you last night “There was a time that you told me about your parents. You said that your mom would always share her emotions and feelings and you feel like she stopped doing that because y...


April 14, 2021

I Feel Conflicted in Firestone

My thoughts are taking control of me and I feel like I am literally fighting to get back to myself. And I don’t understand why I am fighting with myself. I know it is because our fight hasn’t bee...


I am going to start writing to you the things I wish I could say to you, but can’t because I am too hurt with you. First off, last night did NOT need to continue on to today. I’ve realized a cert...


April 01, 2021

A Week Ago in Firestone

A week ago, it feels like everything was so different. I flew to you, and at this very moment, we were getting our food and eating with your family. And everything seemed perfect. I didn’t have w...


April 01, 2021

Taking a Stand in Firestone

Today I said to you, “I will NOT continue a pattern, lifestyle, generational curse or way of living the negative ways we are becoming accustomed to. We will respect each other, we will communicat...


I did it. I never really put much thought into you after a long time. If I’m going to be honest, you were really hard to get over and I don’t even know why. I thought of you until before my recen...


Today I told my coworker all the things I want to plan for my future: - My super cute coffee shop/bar. - My future husband journal. - My little purple journal. - Going to the gym and losing my lo...


March 17, 2021

I Don't Deserve This in Firestone

I don’t deserve feeling like I am not enough for you. I don’t deserve feeling as if what I do doesn’t deserve all your attention or even 100% efforts from your side. I don’t deserve feeling like ...


March 11, 2021

I Knew It Was You in Firestone

I have always known it was you. There was never a doubt in my mind about my love for you. I knew I loved you before I knew what your face looked like. I have prayed for someone like you my whole ...


Are you serious? Like.. I guess I shouldn’t be surprised. We called it before it even happened.. But I didn’t want to be right. I’m freaking pissed. Especially because I got really close to you w...


@1:50pm “Someone once told me “I don’t care what it takes I’ll go see you” not once have I seen that person .” What is this..? You’re testing me to see you? What about all the texts and snaps tha...


October 19, 2020

Go Away in Food For Thought

I thought I finally got rid of you and you’re still finding a way to stick around. GO AWAY. You’re not understanding that I would have loved to keep you around in such a civil way, but dude, you ...


October 16, 2020

I Miss My "Friend" in Food For Thought

I’m not going to lie. I miss my friend a lot. A lot. I’ve been trying to get you off my brain but I CAN’T. I just want to talk to you. What makes me upset is that you told me I was just your fr...


September 20, 2020

Inner Demons. in Time To Leave

I can’t stop saying “I can’t wait to leave”. I know it’s something I like to say in the moment BECAUSE it’s coming to the time where I am actually going to leave the nest.. And as excited as I am...


I told you today. It was kind of nerve-racking, scary, relaxing and relieving all at the same time. It’s kind of funny because when I was thinking about the idea earlier, I was thinking that I wo...


You responded.. at 12:36AM “It’s not that I don’t have anything nice to say it’s just I dont know what too say, cause this kinda came out of the blue. But nah I getchu. Life is changing cause of ...


Hello there, I’ve been thinking about you a lot. I keep having dreams of you and I don’t know why my brain keeps having me think of you while I’m asleep and yet still has me think about you in my...


July 01, 2019

Fotos y Recuerdos in Song Lyrics

Pictures and memories Fotos y recuerdos “I have a picture of you, oh whoa oh Tengo una foto de ti, oh whoa oh I kiss every night before sleeping (oh whoa oh) Que beso cada noche antes de dormir (...


July 01, 2019

Brain in Song Lyrics

“This house ain’t no home This king left his ring on his throne I left you a ring on your phone He left you to be on your own I know how this goes Girl I see you have no one to hold I know that y...


We didn’t talk much yesterday. And when we did it was because you showed me how handsome you looked in your shirt and we were talking about your stubble.. how you look like a man, yes, but you lo...


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