June. 07. 2019 in Process of a Brokenhearted Woman

I FINALLY got to see my friend that I haven’t seen in a long time! He picked me up from my house and we were just driving around until we decided on the mall. He’s such a sweetheart.. and we have always had a thing for each other. However, when he’s ready, I’m not. When I’m ready, he’s not. Or one of us is in a relationship and the other is not. Funny how that works. The whole time we hung out, we kept making comments about if we ever dated.. But to be honest, I felt weird knowing he has a girlfriend and he is making these “plans” with me in the future.. I don’t know.. But I thought we were going to hang out all day, and he ended up going with his girlfriend.. So I called up Uber and we went to a few stores to shop for bathing suits and then got wings. We went back to his house..
I tried leaving around 11:45.. Well I ended up leaving around 12:30.. I started feeling uncomfortable because I didn’t want to continue whatever that was. Plus, he kicked my dog off the bed (on accident) but still.. yeah no. Again, nothing happened but kissing and touching.
I don’t think I want to go back though.
Here goes to another round of pretending he was you.. didn’t work out that well though.

Last updated June 20, 2019