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May. 10. 2019
I ended things with my boyfriend and one of my bestfriends. Do you know how emotionally, mentally and physically draining this is? My boyfriend.. well I’ve known I didn’t want to be with him for ...
May. 09. 2019
You found out. I slipped and didn’t clean up my tracks.. I just wanted to save the pictures that you had on your phone. The pictures you have of my mom, sisters and both the dogs. Pictures of me ...
May. 08. 2019
Today is a new day. Today I have realized that I don’t want to check your location or your snapchat constantly. The need to do all of that is starting to ease down.. I made a playlist. It’s a pl...
May. 07. 2019
You’re talking to someone. You’re talking to the girl who I knew you’d start talking to. To the one who knows who I am. To the girl you see everyday (Monday through Thursday) at school. To the o...
May. 06. 2019
We talked. Briefly. But it was something. HAHAHA Something that I am literally holding onto and hoping that, that SMALL, TINY, MICROSCOPIC interaction meant SOMETHING to you. But E V E R Y O N E...
May. 03. 2019
I have been trying to be considerate of your feelings. Even when I know you’re not looking at my things. I offer you to take OUR dog (that you no longer want anymore..) I KNOW you miss her. I KNO...
May. 02. 2019
I still miss you punk ass. I keep watching all your snapchat stories and I keep wondering if and when you will ever watch mine. But you literally don’t care if I post anything or not. “I’m lost”...
The message I want to send, but won't. Yet.
Do you think I can have one more kiss? I’ll find closure on your lips, and then I’ll go. Maybe also one more breakfast, one more lunch, and one more dinner. I’ll be full and happy, and… we can pa...
April. 29. 2019
You yelled at me. Full on yelled at me. You got so angry that your head was literally shaking. You got so angry your teeth were grinding. You got so angry you punched your passenger seat and your...
April. 24. 2019
We haven’t talked in over a day. The last time this happened was before I met you. My stomach is eating me alive. My throat has a mind of its own. I can’t tell if I’m hungry or cramping. Either w...
April. 22. 2019
I am feeling a mix of emotions. I’m upset. Hurt. Annoyed. Over it. Sad. Depressed. Lost. Lonely. Why? Because we are in a limbo stage. We agreed. Right? Is this your excuse for kissing me, holdin...
April 16. 2019
It has been four days. Four days since we broke up. Four days where I am constantly contemplating “this is for the best” and “you were and still could be the best”. Four days of saying, “I’ll be ...
Book Description
Just a girl ranting over a boy who she loves. Wrong timing, amazing man.
The one who got away, but hopeful to find the better one that is waiting and fighting for her at the end.
Pulling on God’s love, my own strength and a prayers around myself to keep me going on everyday.
