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From Under Castle Keep
Barf. Just had to spend 400 bucks to get something fixed on my car. That definitely puts me in the hole a bit. As long as I work my ass off the rest of the month, I’ll be fine. In fact, I have no...
Something Hurts In Time
I felt so frustrated earlier. Somehow, I ended up going to where I was supposed to drop off a passenger for an Uber ride, only I never picked them up in the first place. I was convinced I was goi...
The Hell We Share
I’m out and about, doing Lyft driving. Quiet night so far. Nevermind. It picked up just as I was starting this. And now it’s quiet again. I wouldn’t bother on a Thursday, but rent is due and my r...
It's About Time
I fail to keep a presence here because I don’t have enough time. Time. It’s such a precious commodity. When I was younger, I would have given it away in spades. Boredom was the biggest enemy, a r...
New Way Rocks
Well, tonight is a weird night. I actually haven’t had a lot of free time lately, though I am still terrible about catching up. I always want to read every entry I’ve missed from my favorites bef...
Blank Page
Shit, I went a whole month without updating. I certainly thought about it, but I need to catch up on entries, so I kept waiting for a night to do that at home. Before I was reading them while wai...
Find A Way
I’m broke. It’s annoying. I feel like I don’t spend that much, and I definitely don’t really go out and do anything fun, but I’m still a little short for my car insurance after rent. I did a litt...
Commit or Acquit
Out trying to drive. No luck so far. I did my first couple Uber rides last night. Pretty similar to Lyft, though not as convenient. The first ride was a really cool and cute chick, probably shoul...
Recover
I’m finally basically better after being sick for two weeks. I returned to the gym last night, felt amazing to be working out again. I slept a lot last night and this morning. I had intended to g...
Still Counting
It’s early Tuesday morning. I’m still sick…it feels as if nothing has changed since I really started feeling off Friday. I cough so much I get headaches, and it makes it hard to sleep. I called i...
The Sadness of the Swamps
Thank you for all the notes. They have been helpful. Quite a few of my friends in Medford messaged me also asking how I was doing. They all knew her too, though most weren’t as close to her as I ...
Gone
I’m still really sick. I struggled through work without letting on. I’m doing my best to keep up appearances. A couple people asked me if I was okay, I lied of course. Although, that will be hard...
Blindsided
Ugh. My brain is melting. I’m eating all the goddamn breakfast Hot Pockets and no one can stop me. I’m definitely getting sick. My throat hurt this morning and it’s only gotten worse. I have a ma...
Scardust
Today was stressful. It was busy all day. I’m a supervisor, but lately all I do is do phlebotomy. Like, 100% of the time unless I’m doing closing management stuff. I feel like I should do other t...
We Can Rest Our Bones
It’s another lonely night parked on the side of the street, waiting for life to happen downown. Only one ride so far. I’ve only made 40 bucks in 4 or 5 hours this week. Seems the Lyft well is dry...
Everlasting Light
Don’t think I’ll be able to sleep tonight either. It’s the opposite of last night. Instead of dread, doubt and anxiety, I feel crazed euphoria. I feel like I’m full of energy. I didn’t end up get...
Waiting For Magic
Things seem bumpy. Today was to be my first day of class. I got to school at 2, thinking my class was at 230, but it started at 2. Whoops. No matter,,the bookstore was a fucking ZOO. At least a h...
Pink Mist
I’ve been chased out of bed by anxiety. I slept for a couple hours, but then the thoughts started rolling in. Lately, it’s been about my ex. It’s hard not to feel like I’m regressing. A year ago ...
Trouble
I’m getting back to business. I worked out last night(it’s still Sunday night to me, dammit!) after getting back from Medford and then also this morning. Getting up really early sucks, but this i...
Ahead On Our Way
I am drunk. I had a fair bit to drink earlier. I hung out with the friends I’m staying witj while down in Medford and a couple other friends. They have a channel they just started where they do L...
