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So we did end up going to the beach afterall. It was kind of confusing - so it'll be confusing to write out. Will's friends were going to the beach early in the morning - and we would meet up w...

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The biggest hump of the crampness is over. My sister got some test for the baby where they measure the neck skin? Weird but it gave her a chance to see the baby again. She asked that they sca...

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I bought some veggies and nice stuff and plan to make a nice dinner. I dunno what I wanna make yet. Today was OK at work. Sometimes I feel like... I have to do a lot of things and when things...

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I totally forgot that with my birthday gift card in June I paid for July's cell bill - so I have some money to go grocery shopping. Thing is, I figured that out at 8 pm so I'm not going now. I ...

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My sis has 1 cat, 1 bearded dragon lizard, 2 fish tanks and 1 hedge hog. And she's basically planning on getting rid of all her pets because she's pregnant and foresee taking care of them all a...

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Last Friday was officially my 1 yr anniversary at my job. Kinda went by quick! Today my co workers got me cupcakes - it was nice that they remembered. But no raise. And I don't have the balls to...

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Nothing unusual about that. Yesterday was cool. My sis came over and we looked at cribs without my mom... My mom is being really childish. Then we got Mani Pedi 's. I feel so fancy when I get t...

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I was talking to Will about his parents about how we're gonna tackle this debt thing. I can't leave it alone. He said his parents each have $ 75, 000 life insurance policies. So by the time they...

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I dunno what the loan was for. It was taken out in 2002 or 2003 Will says. Most of my noters think it must have been a house thing cause of the large amount but I couldn't exactly say. I feel ba...

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and I haven't written in so long that I don't even know what happened. This weekend was really good. Friday I got another mani and went out to dinner with some friends. Birthday giftcards carrie...

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Ordinary day here. No Will drama - been a while since I haven't had anything to complain about. Finally saw all 0's on my credit card balance. The money went through, I'm free. I met up with T...

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That other people are commenting to me that princesscupcake is cray cray.. Yesterday was awesome. Will's family came over to gawk at the giant TV and give me belated birthday gifts. $ and bed b...

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I've got the most complicated man on the planet. Ok from beginning to end, here we go. OH - I blocked that PrincessCupcake, what a nutter! OK so I got up before Will, showered, did my hair, dr...

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As I'm going through this hard time in my marriage and letting it all hang out on PB, I get this note: I've left you numerous notes. I live in (* the same state as me *) and my husband and I don...

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Well tomorrow is... Oh, and to answer a few notes: *I have been with Will over 6 years total but married to him a little over 1 year. *If I asked Will to choose between me or work I'm not confid...

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Will might have Friday off. I already told my sis I'd be with her but of Wils off then obviously I'm leaning towards ditching my sis is right. My heart says go be with him but my head says: yo...

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Blah Like every morning, I got up alone - cause Will's asleep. Get dressed alone, eat alone. Go to work where everything is normal. Today my sis was at my mom's house so I hung out for an hour....

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With my marriage, I guess. We had that argument about his sleep apnea test, etc. on the way to the movies. So when we got to the theater we decided to suck it ip, stop fighting and enjoy the mov...

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I realize that I wrote that last entry on my phone in the heat of being upset and didn't fully explain. I think I have talked more than enough about the working on Sunday's issue: Monday throug...

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I'm unhappy in my marriage. I complain about it here and then I get over it but it's often that I have to 'get over 'things. earlier in the week i tried to suggest that maybe if I picked the 2 ...

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I owed about $450 on my credit card and have gotten about $350 so far! I don't expect to get anymore but all I need is my 7/4 pay check for the last $100 and then I AM DONE with my credit card. ...

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I cried because I couldn't clasp a necklace. I mean fucking melt down sobbing. I hate my period. I also hate thinking that everyone has it better than me. Thing is, I was in a wonderful mood ...

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Sunday's rarely are nowadays. I got my period around midnight last night but full on cramps didn't start till about noon today. The meds took a LOOONG time to kick in so I was in agony much of t...

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Felt anti social today. Had to fake like I was laughing along with the jokes but I basically stayed at my desk and got work done. I don't spend a lot of time goofing off on a normal work day but ...

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I wonder if he thinks of us at all. How could a man produce children and let them disappear? He left when we were .... 5 and 8? We loved him. I know he knew this. Esp. me. I relished being nea...

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