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More on the Internet Fight - 8/14/2007
I wasn't going to elaborate on the picking internet fights thing, because I didn't want to be one of those people who uses the internet to write about things that happen on the internet. But I'm...
Last - 8/14/2007
Having people over was fine. It was enjoyable. I guess I shouldn't have been nervous. It served its main purpose surprisingly nicely too. Julian was there, and he was beautiful, and he talked...
A Short Entry About Being Slightly Anxious - 8/13/2007
I should resolve not to pick internet fights. I also really need to get cracking on some college stuff. I am also not sure how prepared I am to have Julian in my house. That is all.
I Hate Parties - 8/12/2007
I have decided that I am having people over. I have decided to suck it up and call them on the phone. I am freaking out a little because I hate the phone. I am also freaking out a little becau...
Six Days - 8/10/2007
Molly's Harry Potter party is tomorrow. It does not look like anything is planned. I guess we will just hang around for a while in Harry Potter costumes. I guess this is okay. I am trying to ...
I Hate Logistics - 8/8/2007
On a few occasions in elementary school, I was made to read bus schedules. Sometimes, there were even bus schedules on tests. On these occasions, all of the other kids seemed to deal with the b...
Ten Days - 8/6/2007
That's how long it is before I leave for college. This is the most terrifying thing I think I have ever heard. It also kind of makes me want to laugh. The days go incredibly quickly. Wakefuln...
I Hate Feminism... I Think. - 8/5/2007
My life has been very depressingly uninteresting lately. I am still up to my neck in Harry Potter and can't pull myself out. I have not left the house too much. Since I can't really write abou...
Fan Art, etc. - 7/30/2007
I will not give Umbridge's pen to emo kids, especially if they are bad at poetry. Harry Potter is still eating my life. I am still drawing fan art. I have fallen behind on practicing again. I...
Introversion, etc. - 7/26/2007
Molly came over the other day. And it was fine. It was good. Well... It was weird. It was like it used to be - we melded, to the point where it felt like she wasn't even there anymore. It di...
Me and Snape - 7/23/2007
Spoilers. But really, if it's spoiled for you at this point it's your own damn fault for reading slowly and being on the internet. I finished Deathly Hallows at ten o'clock Saturday night. I w...
List Party - 7/20/2007
Greetings again from the wee hours of the morning! As expected, I have been violently obsessing over Harry Potter for several hours now. But it is okay, because tomorrow is almost a holiday, so...
An Entry Mostly About Sex. But Not Really. - 7/18/2007
I am really not doing well right now. I suppose two or three years ago I would have called this "depression." But over time I have kind of gotten sick of that word and that mindset. So I don't...
Stalkin' - 7/16/2007
I have been bored recently. I have not been able to think of interesting things to do. I have been spending too much time on the internet. The internet only has so much to offer. It is not an...
Nastiness, Hate, and Harry Potter - 7/12/2007
I wrote this in my First Draft Before the Internet Notebook last night. Today has been a weirdly eventful day. Especially when compared with yesterday. I couldn't think of anything to do yes...
Making Up, Apparently - 7/9/2007
The hardest part of going to Molly's was walking from my car to her house. Driving there was fine, but once I got out of the car it was an effort to move my legs. It was especially weird becaus...
Awkward Phone Conversations #473 and 474 - 7/6/2007
I have been in this crazy obsessive mode for three days now, and it is making me really exhausted. Pretty much all I have done all day for the last THREE DAYS is read nerdy crap on Harry Potter ...
I'm a Coward, Part II - 7/2/2007
Fuck. I still haven't done it. I still can't do it. I'll do it tomorrow, I guess. After I get home from work. I guess. I'm sorry Molly. I wish I could just call you and tell you how I feel...
I'm a Coward, Part I - 7/2/2007
I'm scared. I have to call her, soon, but I don't know how I'm going to do that. And I still, still, still don't know what I'm going to say. I found this on another diary the other day, [vide...
Awkward Phone Conversation #472 - 7/1/2007
Well, Emma called. It was a pretty bizarre phone call, considering that the last time she called me was several months ago to tell me that I'd been a disappointment to her as a friend. Here's h...
Early Morning Panic - 6/28/2007
Molly called yesterday and left a message on my answering machine. She said that she wants to see me again and is sorry for the way she has treated me. She was crying. She said that I could cal...
I Still Don't Understand This. - 6/26/2007
Speedy got a facebook. I have been checking out his profile a few times a day. Why have I been doing that? Why on Earth have I been checking out Speedy's profile a few times a day? I have als...
Thoughts on My Imaginary Ethnicity - 6/24/2007
Another interesting thing about Molly: She had the uncanny ability to realize very unpleasant, very important, completely true things that no one else realized because they were just too unpleasa...
My Forgotten Love of the Matriarch of the Nerds - 6/22/2007
Here is an interesting figure from my past: Emily Sophrona. Mrs. Sophrona was a Latin teacher at the middle school I went to. She was maybe fifty-five or sixty years old. She was a witty, bitt...
Good Morning. - 6/20/2007
It is currently 1:45 a.m. I have just finished Kurt Vonnegut's Mother Night. It is my favorite Vonnegut so far. A manic episode is creeping up on me. I am out of sleeping pills. There are no...
Book Description
This is where I will repost all of the entries I wrote on Open Diary between the ages of 15 and 18. Please bear with me while I flood the front page with whiney teenage girl entries.
Since I want an accurate record of how I was back then, I’m choosing not to fix my spelling errors. I might, however, edit out some of the entries devoted to surveys, Harry Potter crap, etc.
Here is a picture I drew of myself when I was 18:
And here is a character guide I wrote for my diary just after high school. These are the people I end up talking about the most. WARNING: SPOILERS, if that applies here.
