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Hey all, So with O.D being down a lot so far I've really been able to update but finally we're up and running, hopefully smooth sailing from this point onwards and all that :) I wanted to drop ...

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Me The first year; the year of firsts, it is the most difficult part of grief people tell me, the first birthday, the first Christmas etc, it is the most difficult time in all of it. I agree to...

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I'd never have guessed that the year I finally remember your birthday is the year you're not here. In August you were meant to be pestering me to help you save up some spending money for your ho...

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Hey all, My family and me will be going to visit my mum's grave site for the first time since we buried her in July today, her birthday is tomorrow and with people at work etc we've decided to g...

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Hey all, It has been a while since I wrote anything I know, there have been numerous times I've come here to O.D to write and typed out empty, meaningless words on the page, or just looked at it...

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Hey all, So today was an interesting day. I spent it cleaning, no that's not the interesting part although it turns out once I start I can't seem to stop, so kudos to me on that one. At one stag...

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Hey all, So nothing much has happened over the last few weeks aside from clearing the house and rooms. You know it's bad when you're semi lying to yourself don't you? The past few weeks have be...

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Hey all, Been a while since I wrote I know and thanks to a few notes asking for an update I felt I should keep you apprised of my current status. I've plodded along since the funeral to be hone...

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That moment when you are alone. Hi all, So the funeral was this past Tuesday, a difficult day to say the least, my aunt was the one I think who took it the hardest emotionally, when we entered ...

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I haven't decided whether or not I will be reading the eulogy. I'll decide that tomorrow when we've edited it and added a few bits in. I have written the eulogy myself, having to keep it short du...

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lUkcKOq6HOM Today I admit seems harder than yesterday and the day before. My days have all been blurring into one with a lack of sleep and my thoughts wandering to...

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Hi all, I wanted to give an update to let people know that my mother passed yesterday morning. A lot has happened this week and I'm still processing a lot of it. I would like to thank those of ...

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4KEEXyRL0qE Silence. I sat on my stairs earlier today and I couldn't hear anything, no T.V, no music, no annoying sounds from a Facebook game, no kettle, no washi...

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Hi all, I'll post what I gave to my best friends in a message here: Tonight has been a difficult night, after all the cancer treatment and the success in my mums lung, she had a C.T Scan last w...

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Hi all, Apologies for not updating this sooner, we went for my mum's results close to a week ago now, well in fact today marks a week, the results were promising, she has had a 50% shrink on the...

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Hey all, So tonight was an interesting night. Matt, Stu, Simon and myself went out for a meal, we watched 'Man of Steel' a totally awesome and fantastic film in my opinion, true to the comics an...

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So tonight seems to be a rare night where I am in a good mood, no idea why really, just seems to have ended up as such. I'm happily replying to a ton of messages on face book regarding all sorts...

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How many of us have felt that overwhelming urge just to do something? Something so controversial by society's standards that they could be locked up in an instant for carrying out such an act? T...

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Hey all, So, as the title suggests, within the space of a month (a week to be exact) I've managed to crash two cars, thankfully the second accident have stuffed me royally but what is to be expe...

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So the last few weeks have been a bit hectic and have all culminated in somewhat of a stopping point for me from last night, I have a couple of friends only entries hence my lack of not writing s...

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While writing this I listened to: Sam Haine and The Bloodflames - Amethyst Hey All, I thought I would try distract myself a little from recent events but sadly as much as I try to my thoughts a...

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Mum Update Hey all, I think I'm actually up to date on note replying and entry replying, if I've missed you out then please don't take offence it isn't anything personal, just poke me and I wil...

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Hey all, It has been a while since I have written, I didn't particularly want to go so long without writing but sadly my mind set has limited my ability to write anything in honesty. I find it d...

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Hey all, So Monday came around, sadly the news I expected was confirmed, my mother has lung cancer. I called her to find out whilst at work, I only had an hour left on my shift and my manager s...

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Hey all, Today has been a somewhat stressful day, work wasn't the best and people in general have just been pissing me off, that will be sorted by tomorrow in fairness when the report I've issue...

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