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I'm just me. I suck at relationships. I suck at picking people. I'm good with animals.

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2 days ago

I Guess... in 2018

I guess everything is mostly back to normal. For now.... we’ll see… I spent most of the weekend cleaning and doing laundry and just organizing stuff and throwing away stuff. I plan on continuing ...

4 days ago

Blah... in 2018

We kinda had it out yesterday. To preface why… Last week he came home late 2 days in a row without letting me know. He came home late bc his ex gf/friend needed help bc her car is broken down an...

August 13, 2019

Shutting Down... in 2018

Is shutting down an option??? It really needs to be an option. I’m stressed about money. Been fighting with James more than usual. I’m just bleh. My house is a wreck. I just don’t care. And it’s...

August 04, 2019

I Need to Write More... in 2018

I guess it’s been busy… The babies are a little over 3 weeks and running around everywhere. I’ll try to sell most of them in about 5 weeks. I went to a book convention in Savannah last weekend....

July 14, 2019

Hell Day... in 2018

After everything on Wednesday.... I got up Thursday morning and got ready for work. I was running behind but decided I had to take the time to go check on the goats before I left. I get in the ba...

July 11, 2019

So... in 2018

So this afternoon I called my sister. Her hubby answered and I just assumed she was taking a bath or something. Until he said he was taking her to the hospital because he didn’t know how many sle...

July 06, 2019

Down... in 2018

I really shouldn’t scroll through YouTube videos. I’ve been taking these pills in an attempt to help get pregnant. I started yesterday and I’m probably way sadder than I should be. I tried to no...

June 30, 2019

Again... in 2018

Again it’s been a while… guess I’ve been kinda antisocial lately. Even with my friends. M6 house is a wreck. I don’t really want to do anything about it but I kinda have to. No goat babies yet....

June 12, 2019

Just Blah... in 2018

I feel like it’s been forever since I’ve written and I simultaneously have too little and too much to say. Over Memorial Day weekend we put in new flooring in my bedroom. It came out super nice....

May 22, 2019

TMI... in 2018

Ok… so fair warning this is going to be probably tmi for some people, but I really would like comments/opinions/whatever… So on Saturday I was horny and wanted sex and James wasn’t particularly i...

May 17, 2019

Am I The Weirdo??? in 2018

I’m just not sure. I mean, at least we have had the conversation, but past experience has told me conversation doesn’t change anything. Let’s be real… I know I’m a horndog, but it’s not like I’m...

May 14, 2019

Sore... in 2018

I’m clenching my teeth in my sleep too much. I probably need go follow up with my dr and tell her I think I need a stronger dose of xanax or something else. Things are good. James is at work unf...

May 09, 2019

Finally... in 2018

So finally hitting tonight and I was to RIP out my uterus. Fucking body. After my last post, the next day I got home and James had gotten me flowers. I am so not a flowers person, but it was a ni...

May 07, 2019

Really... in 2018

So I’m not entirely sure how to feel right now. A. I’m hormonal. I’m like 6 or 7 days late and I know when it hits, it’s going to be terrible. And yes I’ve taken a test and it was negative. B. S...

April 28, 2019

Survey... in 2018

Write the first paragraph of your obituary. “Found partially devoured by her menagerie of animals…” What is the best TV theme song ever? Hmmmm.... I’m gonna go with old school My Little Pony. Whe...

April 26, 2019

I Survived... in 2018

Well I made it through Easter weekend. I cleaned despite my back hurting. James helped some and my ex hubby helped some when he got there. I cooked everything. My sister made mojitos and brought ...

April 20, 2019

Stressed... in 2018

So I feel super stressed out currently and don’t want to do anything. I took 2 xanax and some aleve for my back and I’m hoping that will all kick in soon. I feel bad… like earlier we were trying ...

April 05, 2019

Mixed Bag... in 2018

Ok so currently I feel like hell because I started yesterday and I’m still stressed about work, though I did accomplish a fair bit today. Next week is going to be rough, but I’ll manage as usual....

March 28, 2019

Wedding... in 2018

So the wedding went pretty well. I haven’t seen his sister since probably high school but it was a pretty good weekend. We got along well and we all had fun. On Friday I ended up staying home to...

March 21, 2019

So full... in 2018

I just ate Arby’s and that was a lot of food. I know I haven’t written as often lately. Work is keeping me busy as hell. It’s stressful and I’m just annoyed with stupid people. That about sums i...

March 13, 2019

Crazy... in 2018

My animals are going to drive me completely crazy. I just want to sleep but right now one is whining, another is growling and just jesus. Everything has been going really good with James. He has...

March 03, 2019

Yes... in 2018

So the week has continued to suck but there are some upsides. Quick recap on sucky. After not being involved enough operationally on Monday, on Wednesday I get an email basically saying “hey we’r...

February 25, 2019

Just Stop... in 2018

I am so sick of everything, but especially work. Today I got to listen to how I’m not involved enough because I didn’t answer an email at 7pm on Friday. I admit I’m not involved enough, but when...

February 23, 2019

Funk... in 2018

I’m just in this incredible funk currently. I know what the problem is, but doing something about it is easier said than done. Basically, I haven’t kept up with my house as well as I should, so ...

February 20, 2019

Birthday Boy... in 2018

So Monday was his birthday. I stayed over Sunday night even though he was working. I would say he woke me when he got home, but I heard his truck before he ever got in the house. We cuddled. I of...

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