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2 days ago

Survey... in Fresh Start...

Be honest; name of the last person to text you? V… that’s all you’re getting. This time last year what was your relationship status? I was attached, for over 2 years actually. What is the 15th te...


I’ve been in bed sick since Friday afternoon. I felt off on Thursday, then woke up Friday with awful chest congestion but went to work anyways. By the time I got home on Friday I was done and I b...


February 09, 2017

Long Week... in Book of M...

It’s just been very long so far. Been busy at work catching up on a bunch of evaluations and stuff. No M to make the day go by faster. Haven’t heard from him at all actually. H texted me the othe...


February 07, 2017

Motivation... in Book of M...

I have none… I pretty much accomplished nothing at home today. I did get a spreadsheet thing at work finished at least. I almost feel like I need to get up and clean but sleep. It’s going to be ...


February 04, 2017

Just Argh... in Book of M...

Ok seriously… what is wrong with guys??? V came over last night. We pretty much did nothing. Like we messed around and he got his twice but me not so much. I went around and fed all my animals an...


February 02, 2017

Weekend Plans... in Book of M...

So far my only plans are V coming over tomorrow night. It’s been a little while since I’ve had anyone stay the night and he’s said he’s staying. I need to do things around the house. I need to s...


February 01, 2017

Also... in Book of M...

V asked me if I’ve ever been to a swingers club and said I might like it. I’m not sure how to take this, but I’ve never even gone to a club/bar and picked a guy up or gone home with a guy, so fuc...


February 01, 2017

I'm not sure... in Book of M...

Of anything really… I’ve been in a super funk recently. Last week I fostered a dog. I took him to the adoption event on Saturday and a nice couple took him home for a foster to adopt trial week. ...


January 29, 2017

Goals... in Fresh Start...

● Get my butt in gear and restart doing my physical therapy exercises. Also need to focus on eating a lot less carbs. I lost almost 25 lbs in the past 6 months. I would like to lose about 25 more...


January 27, 2017

Still Catching Up... in Book of M...

I have no idea where to begin. Hmmmm… ● I got a new tattoo on the 16th. It’s mostly healed up now but still occasionally itchy. It’s on my right side. Hurt like a motherfucker. It’s a deathly hal...


January 24, 2017

Where to start... in Book of M...

Been a little bit since I wrote. Have a lot to catch up on. I’ll start with the fun stuff. Not this past Friday, but the Friday before, V came over. I was still cleaning when he got here. He came...


January 11, 2017

Productive... in Book of M...

My weekend was fairly productive. On Friday I got to leave work early because of the snow. I stopped for beer and chocolate covered pretzels and spent most of the evening knitting and watching mo...


January 05, 2017

Birthday... in Book of M...

Tomorrow is M’s birthday. Today I made him a birthday lunch. Meatloaf, mashed potatoes and gravy, and green beans. He doesn’t even like meatloaf, but he loves my meatloaf. Followed by a reese cup...


January 04, 2017

Blah... in Book of M...

So it’s a new year… I don’t really do the resolution thing, but I have decided that I absolutely have to be more diligent in doing my PT exercises. I need to do them a minimum of 3x a week. So fa...


January 04, 2017

New guy... in Fresh Start...

So I really thought that V understood that I wasn’t looking for anything tangible… however, come Tuesday morning I was getting good morning texts. And that kinda became a daily thing. So we made ...


January 04, 2017

Break up... in Fresh Start...

Well… I called things off with JM. I felt terrible about it bc I knew I was breaking his heart. I went the nice route. I was originally intending to be brutally honest, but after I said the dread...


December 27, 2016

Got to go... in Book of M...

Ok for starters, JM has got to go. I’m waiting until after the holidays, but he’s just way obsessed with me and we aren’t sexually compatible and it just sucks. Like he’s a really nice guy, but p...


December 17, 2016

WTF? in Book of M...

I’m not sure… the other night I made plans to go to this Science of Beer thing as part of a 21st birthday party. I thought oh I’ll have one drink at home before I go and loosen up and have a grea...


December 09, 2016

More Needs... in Book of M...

To continue… On Tuesday I stayed late at work. M was here after 2pm and B was covering a shift so he was here all day. That afternoon B wanted me to give him a massage which is nothing new. I rub...


December 09, 2016

Needs... in Fresh Start...

I need to catch up… it’s ridiculous. Nothing much has changed with JM. Sex still isn’t really happening. I’m still trying and still getting no results. It’s frustrating. I did sorta make him cry...


November 26, 2016

New Guy... in Fresh Start...

I have continued to see JM. He’s a nice guy. We get along well. We enjoy each other’s company. He is super into kissing and making out which is nice. However, sex has still not really happened in...


November 26, 2016

Old Wound... in Fresh Start...

I broke up with my ex sometime at the end of March or beginning of April. To recap… He started drinking in secret and doing harder and harder drugs. By that point he’d already lost 2 good jobs an...


November 26, 2016

Over... in Book of M...

I think this book is over. The last few weeks have been tense and very back and forth. We talk, I flirt, he either ignores it or recently just texted back “stop.” I find it really difficult to s...


November 02, 2016

Crying While Driving... in Book of M...

I’ve done too much of this lately. It’s like I feel the need to get the tears out before I get home, not that there’s anyone there to see me. I just don’t even know how to explain it or if I eve...


November 02, 2016

Sleepy... in Fresh Start...

I’m currently sleepy. I should have one to bed earlier last night. My house needs cleaning along with a laundry list of other stuff. Had a meeting at work today. People really enjoy hearing them...


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