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I'm just me. I suck at relationships. I suck at picking people. I'm good with animals.

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22 hours ago

Good Weekend... in 2018

It was kinda long but also not long enough.... I went out with my sister and some people on Friday night for Mexican food. Had margaritas and a shot of tequila. It was yummy. Next morning my ani...

4 days ago

Brain just stop... in 2018

Well I went to the Dr and got antibiotics and steroids. There was a goof up and she only sent in a prescription for 3 pills on the antibiotics so had to call back there today. Then the stupid in ...

6 days ago

Still Sick... in 2018

I’m still feeling sick. I stayed home Friday, but back at work this week but focusing is a bitch. In other news… had twin goats born Friday evening, unfortunately one was stillborn… we tried but...

March 08, 2018

Damnit... in 2018

So I’m pretty sure I’m coming down sick. I was exhausted all day Tuesday. Crashed that night hard and still exhausted all day Wednesday. Tried to nap last night but that wasn’t working so well… e...

March 05, 2018

Trying to Kill Me... in 2018

So pt was a bitch… added new exercises… things that look and sound easy, and they are for most people, but for me it’s nearly impossible. Those muscles just haven’t been used in a couple years at...

March 04, 2018

Dent... in 2018

I have finally made a dent in the laundry. Not done, but I got a pretty good chunk of it done between yesterday and today. If I’m lucky I’ll finish by Tuesday. I know I still have 2 more comforte...

March 03, 2018

Turn Off Brain... in 2018

I need it to turn off so I can clean this house… it’s going a mile a minute and I probably need to eat at some point. I need a maid or something to get back to normal just long enough…

March 02, 2018

Bom...Bom...Bom... in 2018

I am kinda messed up right now… But at least I’ll apparently get laid soon. I thought about texting F for a few minutes before telling myself no don’t be stupid. Watching Th he beautician and t...

March 01, 2018

The Winner Takes It All... in 2018

I don’t wanna talk About things we’ve gone through Though it’s hurting me Now it’s history I’ve played all my cards And that’s what you’ve done too Nothing more to say No more ace to play The win...

March 01, 2018

Focus... in 2018

Does anyone else ever feel like they need some good sex in order to just focus? Cause that’s how I feel right now.

March 01, 2018

Hmmm... in 2018

It’s Thursday. I wish it were Friday. I had weird dreams involving F last night and didn’t want to get out of bed this morning. I don’t really remember at this point. I just know I woke up sad. ...

February 26, 2018

Sad... in 2018

I guess I spent way too much time this past weekend daydreaming about F. I had messed up dreams all weekend. One even involved a guy I know from college. We had a bit of a falling out a couple y...

February 25, 2018

I really... in 2018

…need to be doing stuff, but damnit I’m tired and a bit high. My house needs serious cleaning and I need to give a cat meds again. But I’m high so let’s be honest… all I really want to do is ge...

February 25, 2018

Survey... in 2018

DO YOU LIVE IN A HOUSE OR AN APARTMENT? House WOULD YOU SAY IT IS BIG OR SMALL? Fairly big… Like 3200 square feet. DO YOU HAVE A WELCOME MAT? I used to… but a pig ripped it in half… need to buy a...

February 16, 2018

Crazy... in 2018

So I told M about last weekend and he told B who then told J… like the fuck guys… And then J basically told me I’m crazy and that he thinks I’m really going down the wrong path etc and that my cu...

February 12, 2018

Play... in 2018

So it’s been an interesting weekend. Friday I met my sister and we got pedicures, then we went and ate hot chicken for dinner, then back to my house. We cleaned up what had to be cleaned and fed ...

February 09, 2018

Tired... in 2018

I swear ever since I had surgery I’m just tired all the fucking time. I don’t know if I’m just not sleeping well or what, but I need to feel well rested soon. F told me something at the beginnin...

February 07, 2018

😢 in 2018

Last night my newest baby goat died. She was just shy of a week old. I had been bottle feeding her to help supplement, but I think she was premature and possibly had something wrong with her inte...

February 05, 2018

Boys Suck... in 2018

So this weekend sucked. Let’s set the scene here.... I talked to JM on Wednesday and we made plans to get together on Friday. We hadn’t seen each other in 2 weeks because I had the flu. And I ha...

February 03, 2018

Mmmm... in 2018

So I haven’t written about M in a hot minute… I honestly don’t remember and I don’t feel like looking back. We were very at odds with each other for a good while after everything with F. Eventual...

February 01, 2018

Trying... in 2018

I’m going to try to be more positive but no promises. For starters… I found out why he’s been completely avoiding me… he got back together with bar slut. So if that’s what he wants he can have it...

January 30, 2018

Epic Failure... in 2018

Today was an epic failure. I was more forced to talk to F at work about a work thing. The conversation was short, but basically I learned that he’s perfectly happy with me not talking to him and ...

January 30, 2018

Stupid... in 2018

I’m considering doing something stupid… sadly I know it’s stupid but I can’t seem to help myself. I haven’t spoken to F since before my surgery, so December 13th… I haven’t really said anything ...

January 14, 2018

I Shouldn't... in 2018

… but I really miss him. I haven’t actually spoken to him since before my surgery. So more than 4 weeks… same with texts… he never responded the night before surgery and I have refused to text hi...

January 09, 2018

Bad Mood... in 2018

I am just in a really bad mood today. I am so sick of work… And it’s not the work that’s the problem, it’s the people. Like I’m sick of a certain person wanting to micromanage everything and I’m...

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