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Fantasy Life... in Book of M...

My daydreams have gotten a little out of control… It’s late. You text me. Almost illegibly. Drowning your feelings in fireball. Wanting to talk to someone. But not a guy because then you couldn’t...


2 hours ago

Gah... in Book of M...

Ok… so I’m so just done and bored with C. When I describe the sex as boring and mediocre at best… and oh so vanilla. Not that I’m a total freak in bed, but just gah… I’ve been super busy at work...


I’m incredibly stressed out. A lot of it is work related, but the more I stress, the less I seem to accomplish. My dating life is also a source of stress. I need to give up. On everything. Curre...


March 09, 2017

Catch Up... in Fresh Start...

It’s been just a bit since I’ve written. Lots of stuff has happened. First… I went on a date with C. I honestly expected it to be awkward and just not go all that well. I mean, at that point I’d...


February 28, 2017

Just embarrassing... in Fresh Start...

So yeah… I was feeling stressed most of the weekend. Between still being sick and mother nature and not wanting to deal with work and not being able to just have sex for stress relief it was pret...


February 26, 2017

Cough... cough... in Fresh Start...

I’m so sick of coughing. Asthmatic bronchitis can go to hell. I’m finally feeling better, except the whole not being able to breathe thing. Then of course mother nature decided to make an appeara...


February 22, 2017

Survey... in Fresh Start...

Be honest; name of the last person to text you? V… that’s all you’re getting. This time last year what was your relationship status? I was attached, for over 2 years actually. What is the 15th te...


February 21, 2017

Sick again... in Fresh Start...

I’ve been in bed sick since Friday afternoon. I felt off on Thursday, then woke up Friday with awful chest congestion but went to work anyways. By the time I got home on Friday I was done and I b...


February 09, 2017

Long Week... in Book of M...

It’s just been very long so far. Been busy at work catching up on a bunch of evaluations and stuff. No M to make the day go by faster. Haven’t heard from him at all actually. H texted me the othe...


February 06, 2017

Motivation... in Book of M...

I have none… I pretty much accomplished nothing at home today. I did get a spreadsheet thing at work finished at least. I almost feel like I need to get up and clean but sleep. It’s going to be ...


February 04, 2017

Just Argh... in Book of M...

Ok seriously… what is wrong with guys??? V came over last night. We pretty much did nothing. Like we messed around and he got his twice but me not so much. I went around and fed all my animals an...


February 02, 2017

Weekend Plans... in Book of M...

So far my only plans are V coming over tomorrow night. It’s been a little while since I’ve had anyone stay the night and he’s said he’s staying. I need to do things around the house. I need to s...


February 01, 2017

Also... in Book of M...

V asked me if I’ve ever been to a swingers club and said I might like it. I’m not sure how to take this, but I’ve never even gone to a club/bar and picked a guy up or gone home with a guy, so fuc...


February 01, 2017

I'm not sure... in Book of M...

Of anything really… I’ve been in a super funk recently. Last week I fostered a dog. I took him to the adoption event on Saturday and a nice couple took him home for a foster to adopt trial week. ...


January 29, 2017

Goals... in Fresh Start...

● Get my butt in gear and restart doing my physical therapy exercises. Also need to focus on eating a lot less carbs. I lost almost 25 lbs in the past 6 months. I would like to lose about 25 more...


January 27, 2017

Still Catching Up... in Book of M...

I have no idea where to begin. Hmmmm… ● I got a new tattoo on the 16th. It’s mostly healed up now but still occasionally itchy. It’s on my right side. Hurt like a motherfucker. It’s a deathly hal...


January 23, 2017

Where to start... in Book of M...

Been a little bit since I wrote. Have a lot to catch up on. I’ll start with the fun stuff. Not this past Friday, but the Friday before, V came over. I was still cleaning when he got here. He came...


January 10, 2017

Productive... in Book of M...

My weekend was fairly productive. On Friday I got to leave work early because of the snow. I stopped for beer and chocolate covered pretzels and spent most of the evening knitting and watching mo...


January 05, 2017

Birthday... in Book of M...

Tomorrow is M’s birthday. Today I made him a birthday lunch. Meatloaf, mashed potatoes and gravy, and green beans. He doesn’t even like meatloaf, but he loves my meatloaf. Followed by a reese cup...


January 04, 2017

Blah... in Book of M...

So it’s a new year… I don’t really do the resolution thing, but I have decided that I absolutely have to be more diligent in doing my PT exercises. I need to do them a minimum of 3x a week. So fa...


January 04, 2017

New guy... in Fresh Start...

So I really thought that V understood that I wasn’t looking for anything tangible… however, come Tuesday morning I was getting good morning texts. And that kinda became a daily thing. So we made ...


January 04, 2017

Break up... in Fresh Start...

Well… I called things off with JM. I felt terrible about it bc I knew I was breaking his heart. I went the nice route. I was originally intending to be brutally honest, but after I said the dread...


December 26, 2016

Got to go... in Book of M...

Ok for starters, JM has got to go. I’m waiting until after the holidays, but he’s just way obsessed with me and we aren’t sexually compatible and it just sucks. Like he’s a really nice guy, but p...


December 17, 2016

WTF? in Book of M...

I’m not sure… the other night I made plans to go to this Science of Beer thing as part of a 21st birthday party. I thought oh I’ll have one drink at home before I go and loosen up and have a grea...


December 09, 2016

More Needs... in Book of M...

To continue… On Tuesday I stayed late at work. M was here after 2pm and B was covering a shift so he was here all day. That afternoon B wanted me to give him a massage which is nothing new. I rub...


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