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I'm just me. I suck at relationships. I suck at picking people. I'm good with animals.

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September 28, 2019

I Miss Her... in 2018

I miss her so much. I opened a drawer today looking to see if I had any more pill poppers for the cat to find an entire unopened box of flea and tick meds for her. She had her own because she wei...


September 12, 2019

The Day... in 2018

I brought her home bbq yesterday. She ate it, but threw it up several hours later. She wasn’t feeling badly yet, but she was at a day without really keeping food down and she hadn’t pooped in at ...


September 10, 2019

Out of Time... in 2018

Today we took my baby to the vet. Her levels have more than doubled since November. She’s 4x the norm. I don’t have much longer. And I don’t know how to deal. I want to stop functioning. Not quit...


September 06, 2019

Boys are Dumb... in 2018

For real and I have too much other stuff going on that is stressing me out without him. My baby dog… she’s my oldest, but also my baby. Well she’s in kidney failure and has been for over 6 month...


August 31, 2019

Long Weekend... in 2018

It’s been a long weekend already. I have Monday off for the holiday, but I ended up having to take Friday off as well. On Wednesday one of my dogs just wasn’t himself. I figured he had a tummy ...


August 25, 2019

I'm Not Sure... in 2018

I’m really not sure where I’m at currently. We had already fought about stuff and then the other night we were laying in bed and I was trying to kiss on his neck but he was obviously more intere...


August 19, 2019

I Guess... in 2018

I guess everything is mostly back to normal. For now.... we’ll see… I spent most of the weekend cleaning and doing laundry and just organizing stuff and throwing away stuff. I plan on continuing ...


August 17, 2019

Blah... in 2018

We kinda had it out yesterday. To preface why… Last week he came home late 2 days in a row without letting me know. He came home late bc his ex gf/friend needed help bc her car is broken down an...


August 13, 2019

Shutting Down... in 2018

Is shutting down an option??? It really needs to be an option. I’m stressed about money. Been fighting with James more than usual. I’m just bleh. My house is a wreck. I just don’t care. And it’s...


August 04, 2019

I Need to Write More... in 2018

I guess it’s been busy… The babies are a little over 3 weeks and running around everywhere. I’ll try to sell most of them in about 5 weeks. I went to a book convention in Savannah last weekend....


July 13, 2019

Hell Day... in 2018

After everything on Wednesday.... I got up Thursday morning and got ready for work. I was running behind but decided I had to take the time to go check on the goats before I left. I get in the ba...


July 10, 2019

So... in 2018

So this afternoon I called my sister. Her hubby answered and I just assumed she was taking a bath or something. Until he said he was taking her to the hospital because he didn’t know how many sle...


July 06, 2019

Down... in 2018

I really shouldn’t scroll through YouTube videos. I’ve been taking these pills in an attempt to help get pregnant. I started yesterday and I’m probably way sadder than I should be. I tried to no...


June 30, 2019

Again... in 2018

Again it’s been a while… guess I’ve been kinda antisocial lately. Even with my friends. M6 house is a wreck. I don’t really want to do anything about it but I kinda have to. No goat babies yet....


June 12, 2019

Just Blah... in 2018

I feel like it’s been forever since I’ve written and I simultaneously have too little and too much to say. Over Memorial Day weekend we put in new flooring in my bedroom. It came out super nice....


May 22, 2019

TMI... in 2018

Ok… so fair warning this is going to be probably tmi for some people, but I really would like comments/opinions/whatever… So on Saturday I was horny and wanted sex and James wasn’t particularly i...


May 16, 2019

Am I The Weirdo??? in 2018

I’m just not sure. I mean, at least we have had the conversation, but past experience has told me conversation doesn’t change anything. Let’s be real… I know I’m a horndog, but it’s not like I’m...


May 14, 2019

Sore... in 2018

I’m clenching my teeth in my sleep too much. I probably need go follow up with my dr and tell her I think I need a stronger dose of xanax or something else. Things are good. James is at work unf...


May 09, 2019

Finally... in 2018

So finally hitting tonight and I was to RIP out my uterus. Fucking body. After my last post, the next day I got home and James had gotten me flowers. I am so not a flowers person, but it was a ni...


May 07, 2019

Really... in 2018

So I’m not entirely sure how to feel right now. A. I’m hormonal. I’m like 6 or 7 days late and I know when it hits, it’s going to be terrible. And yes I’ve taken a test and it was negative. B. S...


April 28, 2019

Survey... in 2018

Write the first paragraph of your obituary. “Found partially devoured by her menagerie of animals…” What is the best TV theme song ever? Hmmmm.... I’m gonna go with old school My Little Pony. Whe...


April 25, 2019

I Survived... in 2018

Well I made it through Easter weekend. I cleaned despite my back hurting. James helped some and my ex hubby helped some when he got there. I cooked everything. My sister made mojitos and brought ...


April 20, 2019

Stressed... in 2018

So I feel super stressed out currently and don’t want to do anything. I took 2 xanax and some aleve for my back and I’m hoping that will all kick in soon. I feel bad… like earlier we were trying ...


April 05, 2019

Mixed Bag... in 2018

Ok so currently I feel like hell because I started yesterday and I’m still stressed about work, though I did accomplish a fair bit today. Next week is going to be rough, but I’ll manage as usual....


March 28, 2019

Wedding... in 2018

So the wedding went pretty well. I haven’t seen his sister since probably high school but it was a pretty good weekend. We got along well and we all had fun. On Friday I ended up staying home to...


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