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I'm just me. I suck at relationships. I suck at picking people. I'm good with animals.

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5 days ago

Last Week Blew... in 2018

Yeah… so last week I either got food poisoning or a weird stomach bug. Like I never threw up, but I had a terrible headache and felt super nauseous and was just so sick. I started feeling bad Mon...

May 10, 2018

An Hour... in 2018

It’s been a weird week. On Tuesday, right after shift change, I was sitting in the breakroom talking to J while he ate. Then B came in there and yelled at F to come in there. B then told me “Thi...

May 05, 2018

I Dunno... in 2018

I have done absolutely nothing today. I know its bc I’m semi depressed from yesterday. M has been flirting with me all week and yesterday was terrible. He stayed late and I was fixing to leave b...

May 01, 2018

Dumb... in 2018

Yeah so M has been flirting with me again today and randomly groping me and letting me hug on him etc. And like 20 minutes ago he may have had my nipple in his mouth… and he just came to say bye ...

April 26, 2018

M... in 2018

Today was unexpected. M basically spent all day flirting with me and let me hug on and touch him way more than usual. Like he groped me multiple times today. He even walked into my office and stu...

April 25, 2018

Wednesday... in 2018

I slept so hard last night. I don’t even remember falling asleep. And I definitely didn’t want to get up this morning. I had this stupid long meeting today. Yesterday I had to go meet with a th...

April 22, 2018

Lonely... in 2018

I just feel lonely… for something or someone I can’t have or see. I dunno… I’m just not really excited about anything. I miss having someone here. I miss having him here. I miss that feeling of ...

April 20, 2018

Vacation... in 2018

So I’m on a mini vacation currently. My sister and her hubby rented a cabin in Gatlinburg and they invited me to come along. It’s been nice so far. A few days off work and away from everything. ...

April 09, 2018

Friday Night... in 2018

Ok so drunk me makes bad life choices ya’ll. On Tuesday night I was drunk and I told JM we would hang out on Friday bc drunk me is nice. However, sober me realized on Friday morning that it was ...

April 08, 2018

Weirdness continues... in 2018

So Friday afternoon J and I went to Sonic to get slushes. On our way back J got a text saying that my boss’s boss was there… fun… so we get back and go upstairs. F is on the desk and asshat and t...

April 05, 2018

Almost Friday... in 2018

I’m still sore from all the walking on Monday. I should probably take a hot bath at some point… maybe tomorrow. On Tuesday I went to my fertility appt. K went with me… I’m sure the nurse practit...

April 02, 2018

Behind... in 2018

I’m so far behind… I have to finish at least this book by Wednesday and I want to read the second one too but I don’t think I’m going to be able to find the time. I have work tomorrow… and then ...

April 01, 2018

Can't Let Go... in 2018

March 29, 2018

Overwhelmed... in 2018

I just feel really stressed… My sinuses are bothering me. I just finished a round of antibiotics and steroids like a week ago. Obviously that didn’t stick. Of course next month will be 5 years si...

March 19, 2018

Good Weekend... in 2018

It was kinda long but also not long enough.... I went out with my sister and some people on Friday night for Mexican food. Had margaritas and a shot of tequila. It was yummy. Next morning my ani...

March 15, 2018

Brain just stop... in 2018

Well I went to the Dr and got antibiotics and steroids. There was a goof up and she only sent in a prescription for 3 pills on the antibiotics so had to call back there today. Then the stupid in ...

March 13, 2018

Still Sick... in 2018

I’m still feeling sick. I stayed home Friday, but back at work this week but focusing is a bitch. In other news… had twin goats born Friday evening, unfortunately one was stillborn… we tried but...

March 08, 2018

Damnit... in 2018

So I’m pretty sure I’m coming down sick. I was exhausted all day Tuesday. Crashed that night hard and still exhausted all day Wednesday. Tried to nap last night but that wasn’t working so well… e...

March 05, 2018

Trying to Kill Me... in 2018

So pt was a bitch… added new exercises… things that look and sound easy, and they are for most people, but for me it’s nearly impossible. Those muscles just haven’t been used in a couple years at...

March 04, 2018

Dent... in 2018

I have finally made a dent in the laundry. Not done, but I got a pretty good chunk of it done between yesterday and today. If I’m lucky I’ll finish by Tuesday. I know I still have 2 more comforte...

March 03, 2018

Turn Off Brain... in 2018

I need it to turn off so I can clean this house… it’s going a mile a minute and I probably need to eat at some point. I need a maid or something to get back to normal just long enough…

March 02, 2018

Bom...Bom...Bom... in 2018

I am kinda messed up right now… But at least I’ll apparently get laid soon. I thought about texting F for a few minutes before telling myself no don’t be stupid. Watching Th he beautician and t...

March 01, 2018

The Winner Takes It All... in 2018

I don’t wanna talk About things we’ve gone through Though it’s hurting me Now it’s history I’ve played all my cards And that’s what you’ve done too Nothing more to say No more ace to play The win...

March 01, 2018

Focus... in 2018

Does anyone else ever feel like they need some good sex in order to just focus? Cause that’s how I feel right now.

March 01, 2018

Hmmm... in 2018

It’s Thursday. I wish it were Friday. I had weird dreams involving F last night and didn’t want to get out of bed this morning. I don’t really remember at this point. I just know I woke up sad. ...

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