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I'm just me. I suck at relationships. I suck at picking people. I'm good with animals.

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14 hours ago

Conflicted... in 2020

I’m having some conflicted feelings lately. Don’t get me wrong… I love my bf and it’s not about him. I think I just haven’t really ever fully gotten over my previous bf. It’s hard to do that when...


1 day ago

Good Weekend... in 2020

It was a pretty good weekend. I got out of work early on Friday for whatever reason. Came home and my dad was here cutting the grass. It needed it terribly. Then I spent like the next 5-6 hours c...


September 11, 2020

1 Year... in 2020

I’m feeling really grouchy. It popped up on my newsfeed today. I knew it was coming… but still… tomorrow will be a year since I had to let my bestest puppy go. I miss her so much. I was looking a...


September 03, 2020

Old... in 2020

I’m officially old. On Tuesday I ordered a thumb brace on Amazon bc I think I have arthritis in my thumb and it’s been hurting a lot the last couple days. I’ve been on RA meds for a few months no...


August 23, 2020

Good... in 2020

The bf started his new job. He was hating it a little bit for the first 2 weeks but it’s gotten better. He’s currently working Monday through Friday 6-2 but that will most likely change after his...


August 04, 2020

Annoyed... in 2020

I am so freaking annoyed with everything. I guess I had fun at the convention. I enjoyed some food. I enjoyed getting books. I did not enjoy my bff annoying the absolute fuck out of me. I know s...


July 25, 2020

Kittens... in 2020

Well for starters, I was super worried and stressing that the momma cat (Trixie) was going to wait until I was out of town to have her kittens. Plus she’s such a tiny cat in the first place (prob...


July 13, 2020

Really... in 2020

As if today was not stressful and crazy enough.... I found out earlier that my ex that I work with apparently knocked up his side chick. I hate hearing about people being pregnant, but idiots li...


July 13, 2020

Work Stuff... in 2020

Ok, so I got a new boss.... for all of a week before he apparently up and said fuck it I retire. So now everything is super crazy no idea what is going to happen next. All I know is now I have to...


July 13, 2020

Work Stuff... in 2020

Ok, so I got a new boss.... for all of a week before he apparently up and said fuck it I retire. So now everything is super crazy no idea what is going to happen next. All I know is now I have to...


July 10, 2020

Sorry... in 2020

First of all… sorry to anyone that just got a million updates from me where I was moving entries into different folders because I realized all my entries were in the 2018 folder. I really just w...


July 10, 2020

Sorry... in 2020

First of all… sorry to anyone that just got a million updates from me where I was moving entries into different folders because I realized all my entries were in the 2018 folder. I really just w...


March 16, 2020

Plague... in 2020

Yeah so first a tornado and now coronavirus. My work is seriously considering quarantining operational only staff at work for 2 weeks or more. I got a call from my boss last night saying to stay ...


March 04, 2020

Twister... in 2020

So just in case anyone is wondering, I’m fine. Tornadoes really did a number on Nashville but I live northwest of the city. My parents and sister live like a mile from one of the touchdown spots ...


February 24, 2020

Spaz... in 2020

So the pupper is now just over 11 weeks old. She was born December 7th. She’s gotten all her puppy shots and should be ready to be spayed in another week or two. Last Wednesday at the vet she wei...


January 30, 2020

Just Did It... in 2020

So I found a puppy I liked on cl and just went to see it and ended up liking her sister better and brought home a puppy. The bf went with me. Of course my dogs are still being jerks to her bc the...


January 10, 2020

Again... in 2020

It’s been forever again. I haven’t exactly bounced back and am still in a perpetual funk. Grieving sucks and it hasn’t gotten any better. The holidays were bleh. My sister’s dog had bone cancer ...


November 23, 2019

Sorry... in 2019

Sorry I missed all of October and most of November. I’ve still been kinda down in the dumps and finding it difficult to motivate myself to do anything. My ex hubby’s car has some issues, so he’...


September 27, 2019

I Miss Her... in 2019

I miss her so much. I opened a drawer today looking to see if I had any more pill poppers for the cat to find an entire unopened box of flea and tick meds for her. She had her own because she wei...


September 12, 2019

The Day... in 2019

I brought her home bbq yesterday. She ate it, but threw it up several hours later. She wasn’t feeling badly yet, but she was at a day without really keeping food down and she hadn’t pooped in at ...


September 10, 2019

Out of Time... in 2019

Today we took my baby to the vet. Her levels have more than doubled since November. She’s 4x the norm. I don’t have much longer. And I don’t know how to deal. I want to stop functioning. Not quit...


September 06, 2019

Boys are Dumb... in 2019

For real and I have too much other stuff going on that is stressing me out without him. My baby dog… she’s my oldest, but also my baby. Well she’s in kidney failure and has been for over 6 month...


August 31, 2019

Long Weekend... in 2019

It’s been a long weekend already. I have Monday off for the holiday, but I ended up having to take Friday off as well. On Wednesday one of my dogs just wasn’t himself. I figured he had a tummy ...


August 24, 2019

I'm Not Sure... in 2019

I’m really not sure where I’m at currently. We had already fought about stuff and then the other night we were laying in bed and I was trying to kiss on his neck but he was obviously more intere...


August 19, 2019

I Guess... in 2019

I guess everything is mostly back to normal. For now.... we’ll see… I spent most of the weekend cleaning and doing laundry and just organizing stuff and throwing away stuff. I plan on continuing ...


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