Down the rabbit hole...

Entries 52

Page 1 of 3

Been a little bit since I wrote. Have a lot to catch up on. I’ll start with the fun stuff. Not this past Friday, but the Friday before, V came over. I was still cleaning when he got here. He came...


January 11, 2017

Productive... in Book of M...

My weekend was fairly productive. On Friday I got to leave work early because of the snow. I stopped for beer and chocolate covered pretzels and spent most of the evening knitting and watching mo...


January 06, 2017

Birthday... in Book of M...

Tomorrow is M’s birthday. Today I made him a birthday lunch. Meatloaf, mashed potatoes and gravy, and green beans. He doesn’t even like meatloaf, but he loves my meatloaf. Followed by a reese cup...


January 05, 2017

Blah... in Book of M...

So it’s a new year… I don’t really do the resolution thing, but I have decided that I absolutely have to be more diligent in doing my PT exercises. I need to do them a minimum of 3x a week. So fa...


January 05, 2017

New guy... in Fresh Start...

So I really thought that V understood that I wasn’t looking for anything tangible… however, come Tuesday morning I was getting good morning texts. And that kinda became a daily thing. So we made ...


January 05, 2017

Break up... in Fresh Start...

Well… I called things off with JM. I felt terrible about it bc I knew I was breaking his heart. I went the nice route. I was originally intending to be brutally honest, but after I said the dread...


December 27, 2016

Got to go... in Book of M...

Ok for starters, JM has got to go. I’m waiting until after the holidays, but he’s just way obsessed with me and we aren’t sexually compatible and it just sucks. Like he’s a really nice guy, but p...


December 18, 2016

WTF? in Book of M...

I’m not sure… the other night I made plans to go to this Science of Beer thing as part of a 21st birthday party. I thought oh I’ll have one drink at home before I go and loosen up and have a grea...


December 10, 2016

More Needs... in Book of M...

To continue… On Tuesday I stayed late at work. M was here after 2pm and B was covering a shift so he was here all day. That afternoon B wanted me to give him a massage which is nothing new. I rub...


December 10, 2016

Needs... in Fresh Start...

I need to catch up… it’s ridiculous. Nothing much has changed with JM. Sex still isn’t really happening. I’m still trying and still getting no results. It’s frustrating. I did sorta make him cry...


November 27, 2016

New Guy... in Fresh Start...

I have continued to see JM. He’s a nice guy. We get along well. We enjoy each other’s company. He is super into kissing and making out which is nice. However, sex has still not really happened in...


November 27, 2016

Old Wound... in Fresh Start...

I broke up with my ex sometime at the end of March or beginning of April. To recap… He started drinking in secret and doing harder and harder drugs. By that point he’d already lost 2 good jobs an...


November 27, 2016

Over... in Book of M...

I think this book is over. The last few weeks have been tense and very back and forth. We talk, I flirt, he either ignores it or recently just texted back “stop.” I find it really difficult to s...


November 03, 2016

Crying While Driving... in Book of M...

I’ve done too much of this lately. It’s like I feel the need to get the tears out before I get home, not that there’s anyone there to see me. I just don’t even know how to explain it or if I eve...


November 03, 2016

Sleepy... in Fresh Start...

I’m currently sleepy. I should have one to bed earlier last night. My house needs cleaning along with a laundry list of other stuff. Had a meeting at work today. People really enjoy hearing them...


October 31, 2016

Figured It Out... in Book of M...

I think I figured it out. Why I like M so much. I think it’s because he’s a rare combination. He’s rugged and handsome and a manly man type, yet he has similar interests that don’t quite fit the...


October 30, 2016

Friend Zone... in Book of M...

Lots to cover… I’ve still been hanging out with M a fair bit at work. We still flirt with one another. But there have been a few strained moments. On Wednesday I had a Dr appointment. Yearly obg...


October 30, 2016

Catch Up... in Fresh Start...

I’m a bit behind. I meant to catch up earlier. I met up with POF guy again… let’s call him JM. He came over on a Wednesday afternoon around 3:30. We talked and eventually moved to the bedroom. I...


October 21, 2016

Just Argh... in Fresh Start...

I was right about Monday. It was this continual giving me a hard time about my date. J didn’t believe that all we did was make out. In his world, I fucked some random guy in the park. B I think...


October 17, 2016

Who Knows... in Fresh Start...

Ok.... so I made a date with a guy from POF. Realistically it was just us meeting and having a couple drinks. The couple of days prior to the date were just not so great. Been on an emotional ro...


October 14, 2016

Ugly Cry... in Fresh Start...

Today was a long day. I was exhausted last night but couldn’t go to bed until I fed everyone. Of course by the time I got done I had hit my 2nd wind and knew I wouldn’t get to bed anytime soon. ...


October 13, 2016

Exhausted... in Book of M...

I really just want to go to bed right now, but unfortunately that’s not really an option. I at least have to get everyone fed. I have to go to this fashion show thing with K tomorrow night bc I ...


October 12, 2016

Stupid... in Book of M...

If you haven’t heard the song you should check it out… Kacey Musgraves. I think it’s interesting. I’m tired today and a little sore. My shoulder from the touch up. Just a small spot so no big de...


October 11, 2016

Always trying... in Book of M...

This weekend wasn’t terrible but I also didn’t get nearly enough accomplished. Friday was fun bc M was working a double that day so normally I don’t get to see him on Fridays but instead I got h...


October 01, 2016

Better I Guess... in Book of M...

Friday was better than the last several. I stayed at work a little later, but then I stopped at chickfila to get dinner. Not the best thing to eat, but I only ate like half the fries so that’s be...


Books 2


21 Entries
Public

31 Entries
Public

Sidebar content coming soon.