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December 25, 2018

Merry Christmas!!!

Merry Christmas Everyone!!! I had a pretty good holiday. A little drama but not too bad. On Christmas eve at my aunt’s house, my other aunt wasn’t feeling well and about passed out and we ended ...


December 23, 2018

Argh...

Let’s preface this with only argh because tonight will be the first night I sleep at my house since Wednesday night. It was a good week. On Thursday I made plans to go hangout with James. I just...


December 17, 2018

Good Weekend...

Another good weekend down… On Friday my bff called out because she didn’t want to get stuck for an extra shift, so we hung out and went to Costco and Petsmart and then back to my place. She craft...


December 12, 2018

Meow...

On Monday I hung out with my ex hubby. I got some house cleaning done. He left early to pick up our friend from work. Originally the Carson guy had said something about getting together on Monda...


December 10, 2018

Sunday...

So after spending like all afternoon with James on Saturday I didn’t really anticipate seeing him again very soon. But then we were talking Sunday morning and he said company would be nice so I w...


December 08, 2018

Repeat...

So I suppose it was a fairly eventful week. To make it short… • M told me that if I slept with B then he’d be my 3rd… it’ll never happen, but it was funny. • F when I insisted he give me a comple...


December 01, 2018

Fresh...

While it’s fresh on my mind… So earlier today I messaged James who I mentioned in the last entry. Not his real name of course. So I asked him if he maybe wanted to grab dinner or something later....


November 28, 2018

Bleh...

My life has just been stressful lately. My house isn’t a complete wreck but it could use some attention. I still have a few animals to feed. I did manage to catch up with laundry this past weeken...


November 22, 2018

Ok...

I have a fair bit to write about, but not much time currently. So my baby dog is in kidney failure. They gave her fluids to flush her kidneys and gave me meds to give her daily to help her get s...


November 15, 2018

Thursday Was Worse...

This morning my ex hubby took my dog to the vet. Like a month ago they all went for their checkup and my vet wanted to check her urine because I had told him that she couldn’t hold it like before...


November 15, 2018

Wednesday Nonsense...

So I go back to work after being slightly disappointed on Tuesday.... Then M mentions to me casually that he and his gf are expecting. It took pretty much everything I had to say congratulations...


Here I was worried about it potentially snowing… Nope… Mother Nature said hey I’m running about 4 days behind, torrential downpour of blood, you’re welcome very much. Let’s start at the beginni...


November 09, 2018

4 Days...

So I went to work today, but decided to still make it a 4 day weekend and took Tuesday off instead. Now I’m probably jinxing it. It’ll probably snow or some other bullshit that keeps me from gett...


November 07, 2018

Down...

I’m feeling just down. I know why, but it doesn’t make it suck any less. So the guy I’ve been talking to from Bumble… still seems nice. We made plans earlier in the week to meet tonight. I got a...


November 02, 2018

Halloween...

It’s been a long week. Last weekend I decided what the hell and started talking to a guy on bumble. We have messaged back and forth a fair bit and talked on the phone. We are planning to meet at ...


October 25, 2018

Insert Scream Here...

I am ridiculously stressed out. I think a lot of it is lack of sex and physical contact. I just feel alone and miserable and I’m so done with everything. It sucks. I asked F if he was going to en...


October 24, 2018

Not F...

I was rubbing his back… he pulled a muscle yet again. We were flirting. I tickled ever so slightly. I hugged him and he hugged me back while I kissed on his neck and nibbled his ear just a bit. H...


October 21, 2018

Ballet...

So I went to the ballet last night. It was freaking awesome. They were doing this show called Seven Deadly Sins. The live music during the performance was amazing. I even bought a CD after. On t...


October 14, 2018

Bumble...

So I tried this whole bumble thing… I have fucking issues. I swear I swipe left on everyone. I’m not into guys who shave their heads. Then if they’ve got fucked up teeth.. nope. Then if their pi...


October 13, 2018

Another Saturday...

My everything hurts! Just fuck my uterus right now. I’ve pretty much laid in bed all day. My house is a wreck. I have a long list of things that need doing, but my motivation is in the negative....


October 12, 2018

Negative...

It was negative. I’ve been kind of emotional about it. I really don’t want to do anything. I’m at work right now, but I’d like to go home and just sleep. I think I’m going to spend a fair bit of ...


October 09, 2018

Tomorrow...

Tomorrow is the day… I’m not exactly hopeful but I guess we’ll see. I had a pretty eventful weekend. On Friday I saw Garfunkel and Oates with the bff. It was hilarious. On Saturday morning the b...


October 03, 2018

Baffled...

I don’t understand boys… I suggest we go to a movie, a movie he likes, he says he wants to see it, but already committed to working overtime, I say you should get someone else to work it and say ...


October 02, 2018

Go Away...

I would really like to not be in pain… but I don’t see that happening anytime soon. I had my follow up with my hip dr today and he agrees it’s my si joint causing the issues now and he’s sending...


September 28, 2018

Third Times the Charm???

I’m hoping. Yesterday I had my last IUI done. I have no more donor sperm left so I would have to purchase more if this doesn’t work. I had a bit of a mental breakdown on Wednesday night. I was j...


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