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I'm just me. I suck at relationships. I suck at picking people. I'm good with animals.
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So I’m not entirely sure how to feel right now. A. I’m hormonal. I’m like 6 or 7 days late and I know when it hits, it’s going to be terrible. And yes I’ve taken a test and it was negative. B. S...
Write the first paragraph of your obituary. “Found partially devoured by her menagerie of animals…” What is the best TV theme song ever? Hmmmm.... I’m gonna go with old school My Little Pony. Whe...
I Survived... in 2019
Well I made it through Easter weekend. I cleaned despite my back hurting. James helped some and my ex hubby helped some when he got there. I cooked everything. My sister made mojitos and brought ...
Stressed... in 2019
So I feel super stressed out currently and don’t want to do anything. I took 2 xanax and some aleve for my back and I’m hoping that will all kick in soon. I feel bad… like earlier we were trying ...
Mixed Bag... in 2019
Ok so currently I feel like hell because I started yesterday and I’m still stressed about work, though I did accomplish a fair bit today. Next week is going to be rough, but I’ll manage as usual....
Wedding... in 2019
So the wedding went pretty well. I haven’t seen his sister since probably high school but it was a pretty good weekend. We got along well and we all had fun. On Friday I ended up staying home to...
So full... in 2019
I just ate Arby’s and that was a lot of food. I know I haven’t written as often lately. Work is keeping me busy as hell. It’s stressful and I’m just annoyed with stupid people. That about sums i...
My animals are going to drive me completely crazy. I just want to sleep but right now one is whining, another is growling and just jesus. Everything has been going really good with James. He has...
So the week has continued to suck but there are some upsides. Quick recap on sucky. After not being involved enough operationally on Monday, on Wednesday I get an email basically saying “hey we’r...
Just Stop... in 2019
I am so sick of everything, but especially work. Today I got to listen to how I’m not involved enough because I didn’t answer an email at 7pm on Friday. I admit I’m not involved enough, but when...
I’m just in this incredible funk currently. I know what the problem is, but doing something about it is easier said than done. Basically, I haven’t kept up with my house as well as I should, so ...
Birthday Boy... in 2019
So Monday was his birthday. I stayed over Sunday night even though he was working. I would say he woke me when he got home, but I heard his truck before he ever got in the house. We cuddled. I of...
Valentine's... in 2019
Ok… let’s see… I got my hair done. It’s really red. I really like it. So does James. On Valentine’s he posted us as in a relationship on fb. I didn’t know about it until way later and that’s how...
I am really happy lately. I’m still tired and I still have my days, but I’m happy for the first time in quite a while. The weekend wasn’t perfect. I was on my period. It rained most of the time....
Birthday... in 2019
So James’s birthday is in like a week and a half. I’ve been struggling with what to get him for a little bit now. I tend to want to buy practical gifts. So I was thinking dishes or a shelf for hi...
Mother Nature... in 2019
I haven’t slept much the past 2 nights. I had to be up early for a meeting only to get here and find out that 2 people “forgot” about the meeting so we just didn’t have it. So I’ve been at work s...
All the Feels... in 2019
So this weekend was pretty amazing. I know it’s been like a week since I wrote. I can’t say a whole lot happened last week that I can remember. I’m pretty sure I went out to the Brewery on Tuesda...
All the Clean... in 2019
So while I was sick last week I also had this appointment for this chick to come demo this rainbow vacuum thing. I was trying to reschedule bc ya know sick, but she was insistent that it would he...
Awesome... in 2019
I’m laying in bed next to James while he snores along lol. Last night, we had the best sex. The kissing, the touching, it was just amazing. I’m pretty sure he’s been asleep for well over 9 hours...
Ugh I’m sick… my own fault though. This past week I was really feeling just bleh and off with James. But then the weekend came and he was sick most of the weekend but we still had a good time. I...
I haven’t written much lately… mainly I’ve just been too busy. The last time I wrote it was Sunday. The next day I stayed home from work because I just felt like hell. My ex hubby came up around ...
New Year... in 2019
So it’s been a little bit since I wrote… Still seeing James a lot. I really like him. He makes me happy. He kisses me like all the time, on the mouth, face, forehead, neck, wherever. He’s super ...
Merry Christmas!!! in 2018
Merry Christmas Everyone!!! I had a pretty good holiday. A little drama but not too bad. On Christmas eve at my aunt’s house, my other aunt wasn’t feeling well and about passed out and we ended ...
Let’s preface this with only argh because tonight will be the first night I sleep at my house since Wednesday night. It was a good week. On Thursday I made plans to go hangout with James. I just...
Good Weekend... in 2018
Another good weekend down… On Friday my bff called out because she didn’t want to get stuck for an extra shift, so we hung out and went to Costco and Petsmart and then back to my place. She craft...
