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letter to the husband in Self-Improvement, 2018
My husband has been heating up again and has now requested that I write him a letter detailing all of my thoughts recently. I told him I would write him a letter, but in doing so, it would come ...
so the appointment with my therapist, staring the hubby as the special guest, was last night. originally the plan was for me to pick him up after I got off work, but I hadn’t seen him since Thurs...
Y’all in Self-Improvement, 2018
I’m glad I’m standing up for myself and holding my ground and not at home. Hubby has been blowing up my phone. Yesterday I had to tell him that I was done texting for the day. I didn’t go to foot...
01/19/2018 in Self-Improvement, 2018
Super long story, short: Hubby and I are doing a trial separation this weekend. Shit hit the fan Wednesday night, we talked Wednesday night, we talked last night (Thurs night) and I made an eme...
01/03/2018 in Mental Health, 2017
I had my appointment with my therapist today. The first thing I did was mention my awful appointment with the other therapist. i wanted her to know that i A) at least tried and B)wasn’t 100% cli...
Got an appt with my old therapist! in Mental Health, 2017
IM SO EXCITED!!! I called my old therapist’s new place to day to see if they were scheduling appts for her yet because last month they said that they wouldn’t be scheduling her appts for her unti...
Time for an update in Mental Health, 2017
James got back from his visit home for his father’s funeral on Saturday. His mom has no plans on moving out here. James DID text me once while he was gone asking how I would feel if his mom cam...
12/05/2017 in Mental Health, 2017
I officially cancelled my next therapy appointment. I just cannot mentally get past how much I couldn’t “click” with this lady. It just seemed off from the moment I walked into her office and s...
Therapy appt with new therapist in Mental Health, 2017
I should really write this recap tomorrow when I have a clearer mind BUT no time like the present: The Good: I got a second opinion of whether she thinks i have depression or am bipolar. She said...
It’s been almost 24 hours in Mental Health, 2017
And I’m feeling better. No more puking since the 5am episodes. I did have what felt like a racing heart for most of the day at work. Every time I stood up, I did this drunken sway type move. At ...
Idiot thing in Mental Health, 2017
You guys. I did an idiot thing. In my defense I didn’t think the result was going to be as bad as it was. Though, it could have been a lot worse. Yesterday, I was feeling pretty meh all day, b...
A Good Thanksgiving in Mental Health, 2017
I feel like I’m walking on shells just waiting for the bad news bomb to drop because the hubby and I actually had a really good Thanksgiving, just the two of us. James cooked a turkey; it was his...
Another voicemail left in Mental Health, 2017
I spent the majority of my weekend mentally debating on whether or not its really necessary for me to continue therapy with someone new. I found a private practice online that accepts my insuranc...
Points for trying in Mental Health, 2017
I find got enough courage to start looking around for a new therapist. I don’t know how to explain how much anxiety I get making that first phone call. It takes EVERYTHING in me to place the ca...
11/14/2017 in Mental Health, 2017
Y’all. Thank you for being my voice of reason on days that my own brain can’t. You guys basically were right saying that I shouldn’t let a possible error on the receptionist’s part sever the tie ...
Just thinking in Mental Health, 2017
So I’m thinking about seeing a brand new therapist and starting over. I was gonna wait until this week to contact the new place that my old therapist is moving to/moved to to see if she started t...
Bisexual explorations in Mental Health, 2017
I’ve been sort of in a mood today, so what better time to write. So I had to look back to see where I last left off. My last entry stated that I had just had my last appt with my therapist before...
Happenings in Mental Health, 2017
I had my last appt with my therapist today. She told me where she’s going! Hallelujah! She said that I should call them in a month or two if I want and she should be started by then. The mindfuck...
Bicurious, Heteroflexible in Mental Health, 2017
I kissed a girl and I liked it. Um. So on Saturday evening me and a couple of teammates went to the local gay bar that we sometimes frequent. But BEFORE we got there, me and one of my teammat...
09/06/2017 in Mental Health, 2017
I took some natural probiotics this morning. I think I’m almost done deflating. Carry on.
Not sure what's next in Mental Health, 2017
My brain was completely scrambled Wednesday after my therapy appt. This was the appt that she was supposed to tell me the details about her new job, how to go about initiating the transfer legal...
Untitled in Mental Health, 2017
I absolutely need the next two weeks to fly by. And I really think I need a new antidepressant. On Tuesday I found out that my therapist is leaving the clinic that I go to. I 100% broke down. ...
07/28/2017 in Mental Health, 2017
I’m “working from home” today. We’re in the middle of moving offices and today is the last day of the move because all of our stuff has to be out of our old office before Monday. The dudes in t...
True story in Mental Health, 2017
One of the managers at our New Mexico location wanted to fire one of our employees. So he drafted a termination letter and was going to send it to our company’s lawyer for review buuuuuuut he acc...
So I did end up keeping my appointment with my therapist. It was Wednesday, July 5th. I showed up in a super good mood, and instead of deeming me “fixed” she was smart enough to take that into ...
