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Has anyone here ever taken Xanax? My therapist, who admitted to not being a big fan of benzos, thinks that in my case, they might be beneficial/necessary for me to get me through certain stressf...


I’m officially divorced! As of this Tuesday! June 12th will forevermore hold a special place in my heart. I really thought I could never do it. But I did it. I was the only one who attended th...


My sister, bro-in-law and nephew are visiting this weekend. They fly in Friday morning and leave the following Tuesday morning. Not a long visit, but long enough. I’m excited to see them. Its...


I’m lucky enough to work at a job where I get Memorial Day off, so I had a nice 3 day weekend. Long weekends can be tricky for me though, because I HAVE to keep myself occupied to keep my mind o...


A few weeks ago I was walking my dog on the trails in the park that is literally right across the road from my apartment complex. I basically zone out until I come across another family that eit...


I need someone to explain something to me. So I was scrolling through FB when I woke up this morning, and I saw a pic of two dudes who I went to high school with standing next to each other and ...


You guys. I made a very questionable life choice last night. I will talk about it eventually, but I can say for certain now that I am completely turned off by dick. Not sure if I’m even turned o...


at the time. Maybe I am losing my mind, but it did seem like a good idea. So I had it in my mind that after work today I would take myself and my dog to the lake 5 mins from the apt to work on do...


I signed myself up for a kayaking day trip. Its this Saturday and is part of a “Women on Water” series. I’ve been mulling over signing up for about two weeks now, but as of today, there were o...


Yesterday I went on a day trip with a friend from the football team and her family (minus her husband, who is more like a live-in roommate that she doesn’t get along with....her words, not mine.)...


Do you know what I really hate having to do? Go on any sort of shopping outing to a place that is guaranteed to be busy with long lines. Like Wal-Mart. But I went. On a super sunny Saturday at 1p...


You guys. I have completely and utterly lost my emotional shit. I’m sitting here at work with tears streaming down my face. Luckily I have my own office and only two coworkers and one of them ...


I’m definitely feeling less crazy today than I was yesterday. Yay for improvement on the crazy scale! I read this article online. Its from Self magazine and shows women with their “before” bloa...


May 07, 2018

. in Self-Improvement, 2018

I feel like I’m slowly losing my mind. But I’m hoping this time its just monthly-friend related. I have my fingers crossed that this feeling will last only a few days. My friend did come today...


I cancelled my Kickboxing membership today. The weather is starting to get really nice again and the days are getting longer, so my interest in working out indoors is waning. It’s also money I ...


April was a challenging month, but I made it through unscathed. I had my monthly therapy appointment last night. I had to tell her about having to see James for the first time since I left beca...


April 20, 2018

Nothing in Self-Improvement, 2018

I think taking Tuesday off as a Mental Health Day was a superb use of 8 PTO hours. However, I’m starting to think those 8 hours weren’t enough. I’m just so devoid of any energy. Work has been ...


Yesterday was a day. I had plans in the early morning to let the owners/my fellow teammates know I was leaving the team. I was having the same digestive ish over this that I was having before/a...


I am done with the football team this season. Its the next piece of negativity in my life that needs to go. I just can’t stay on after what happened Saturday. So we lost our game. No big deal....


So as stated in my last entry, last night I went to house to have the hubby sign the final divorce papers and it was my first time seeing him & being back at the house since I left (Feb 17th)...


Tonight I have to go back to the house for the first time since I left. This will also be the first time I’ve seen my ex since I left. Side note: I have used “meeting with the ex to discuss div...


So the first football game of the season is done. You know how I’ve been fighting with the motivation to attend practices this season? I’m finding its not any easier with the games. Like I lit...


April 07, 2018

Work ish in Self-Improvement, 2018

Writing this on my phone, so I can’t guarantee the proofreading will be there. Not that I usually proofread anyway. It’s been a crazy week at work. I’m covering for our payroll chick who left on ...


I told my therapist all about my recent entertainment from dating apps. Told her about meeting guy #1 and the original Sunday night drive-in movie plan but I bailed because my spidey senses said...


Thank goodness I have a therapy appointment tonight! Because I have a dude who has found himself attached to me, which was not the agreement. The agreement was summertime fuck buddies as soon a...


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