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More thoughts in 2020 Vision

I’ve been really moody lately. I almost had a complete mental breakdown yesterday, but I saved myself by drinking a tall glass of wine while on the clock. That is allowed while working from ho...


I’m a little sad, and I’m going to allow myself to feel a little sad. I like The Young Buck. We’ve hung out nearly every day since he got back. I like spending time with him, and he is a reall...


May 14, 2020

05/14/2020 in 2020 Vision

The Young Buck is back. They came in yesterday, and he came over last night. He is back to being firmly set on getting out of the Navy. Its frustrating, but it’s his decision. I’ve written hi...


May 04, 2020

05/04 in 2020 Vision

Time for another update! Washington’s Stay at Home Order has been extended until May 31st, but as of tomorrow, hiking is legalized again. Its been driving me crazy seeing people able to hike le...


April 27, 2020

04/27 in 2020 Vision

Some days I don’t mind working from home, but on other days (like today) I feel completely demotivated like “I just need another human being to interact with!” I’m just drained. I think The Youn...


April 21, 2020

Sent hiking in 2020 Vision

If there’s one thing this quarantine has made me want to do, its exercise....A LOT. It makes me feel slightly in control of things. And since my usual daily routine has been completely upended,...


April 19, 2020

Weekend in 2020 Vision

I feel like I need to write in here again before I take another lengthy absence. I really need to get back on a set sleeping schedule even though I don’t have to be awake until 8:15 in the morni...


April 13, 2020

Emails in 2020 Vision

I got two unexpected emails from The Young Buck today. He had told me roughly a month ago that he wouldn’t be able to send me any more emails for the duration of his underway (but I could still ...


Happy Easter, y’all. For me, it’s pretty much just another day. All of my family is in Wisconsin; they got snow today! My mom got 7 inches, and my dad says they got over 10”. What a freak tim...


April 08, 2020

Its my birthday in 2020 Vision

Today is my birthday! My quarantine birthday! I did my first FB live video today; judging by the like and comments, it wasn’t a disaster! I bought a single piece of cheesecake yesterday and I...


April 07, 2020

I'm still here in 2020 Vision

Barely reading and barely noting, but I’m still here. I’ve just lost a lot of motivation and honestly, at times I question if writing here actually makes me feel better in the end. And then cor...


February 27, 2020

Ponderings in 2020 Vision

What is it that’s going to make me happy? And how do I go about taking the necessary steps to achieve my happiness goals without shooting myself in the foot in the process? I couldn’t sleep last...


Emailing with The Young Buck has been interesting. Its the 23rd and I just got one that he wrote on the 17th. I also learned out from a friend of mine that all e-mails I send/he sends are being...


February 21, 2020

02/21 in 2020 Vision

It’s been sunny this entire week. I’m so glad I took Tuesday off and went skiing. Absolutely no regrets about that. I’d have been tempted to take another day off this week to do the same thing...


I love the PNW, but MAN come February, the rainy winters get to me. Its been so bad this Dec, Jan and Feb. On Saturday, I woke to rain for like the 3875298745987th time and I was still in my lo...


February 14, 2020

02/14 in 2020 Vision

I’ve been experiencing the low sort of mood that has me so close to calling for an appointment to be put back on antidepressants. So close. But, history as shown over and over that if I just wa...


February 10, 2020

New week in 2020 Vision

Two unusual things about today: 1) Out of me and my 2 coworkers, I’m in the most positive, upbeat mood today. Usually that achievement belongs to M. I’m a tad bit worried about him though; he h...


February 06, 2020

its a thursday. in 2020 Vision

I ended up deleting my last entry. I was operating on very little sleep and not thinking clearly/rationally and feeling oversensitive to just about everything, including feedback from readers. ...


February 02, 2020

Think I'm Gonna Make It in 2020 Vision

Things are going much better than my last entry in which I was pretty sure I was falling off the psychotic deep end. So since things are going better now, I do not wish to elaborate on that epis...


January 29, 2020

ugh in 2020 Vision

Do any of you guys ever feel like you’ve 100% fallen off your crazy rocker? Just me? I’ll eventually elaborate. Maybe I won’t. I need sleep.


January 28, 2020

Confidentiality in 2020 Vision

Guys, apparently when PB was created back in the day after the Open Diary fiasco, I made two accounts here. Imagine my surprise when I accidentally logged into my “other” account and had 99+ boo...


January 26, 2020

Good feels in 2020 Vision

Guys, I got a little behind on here again. Whoops. First things first: Things with The Young Buck are still going well. Since I last wrote, we have continued spending time together and havin...


January 17, 2020

Overthinking in 2020 Vision

So far knock on wood things with The Young One (thinking about changing his alias on here to The Young Buck because its more fun to say in my head) are still going well. We took our first kickbo...


January 15, 2020

Don't go.. in 2020 Vision

We seem in be in the middle of our annual week-long freak snow storm that we get once a year in the lowlands. I worked from home yesterday, and I’m working from home again today. Its slightly a...


January 09, 2020

Young in 2020 Vision

Right now the forecast is predicting 100% rain for my hike with kickboxing dude Saturday :( Hopefully, that will mean snow in the higher elevations and that maybe it’ll turn out to be romantic e...


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