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Well if finally happened…I have covid. My coworker was sick last week was tested Monday was negative, came to work Thursday still sick, but not as bad but her husband and daughter also sick now. ...

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So this dream I had before, but tonight’s went longer. I dreamt that a blonde lady was acting erratically and pulled into the parking area where I lived. In the dream my apartment was similar, b...

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I Had a dream involving basketball players, cheerleaders, the cheer staff of the Dallas Cowboys cheerleaders, Bea Arthur, and myself. There were auditions, rule breaking, traveling, very pink loc...

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Just as I thought things were settling down a $500 car repair had to happen this week. I am hanging in there, most things are status quo. The holidays are always super busy for me. I read you all...

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Whether you are celebrating Thanksgiving or not, there is always something to be thankful for. Thankful for so much. Thankful for you all.

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I’m currently overwhelmed with life nothing new really. I’d like to say something different, but it’s like I figure out one thing and 3 more creep on in. Going to try and update in categories… Lo...

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Life is not horrible, but I’m a bit of a big mess. Everything makes me cry, I don’t feel happy. I just want to run away from life. I don’t know what’s wrong and yet everything is wrong. I know th...

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So I have been physically and mentally exhausted since I would say July. I have today off was supposed to have a massage but it got canceled and rescheduled for Thursday so update time it is. He...

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Well unofficially it’s “most likely” a cyst, but they are recommending a 6 month follow up which is the part I don’t get. Other women I know that have cysts just go in for their yearly mammogram....

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For my imaging to take place to see if it’s nothing or something in my right boob. Prayers please.

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Why not…my car brakes are shot more money I don’t have. I have either a stye or infection on an oil glad in my lower eyelid it hurts a lot. Waiting to see when I can get in for that. Shoot me now...

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My parents garage. I am so pissed I can’t even deal…so what am I doing… crying instead. I realize I never updated about what happened that sent me into a hysterical mess. A pipe blew at my chi...

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I’m literally having a crying melt down in a parking lot. I can’t take this anymore…something else just happened and I just can’t.

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Is when they can get me in for the ultrasound and second mammogram. The doctor said not to lose sleep most often these results are commonly from the way the breast was placed in the machine or ju...

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Had my first mammogram today for routine purposes…got an email a little bit ago that I have new clinical results on my health chart app. I read the results…I have a 6mm nodule they recommend furt...

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Go ahead call me a chicken I saw D last night and my anxiety overruled my wanting answers. I do believe I’m going to have to write him a letter/email and just give it that way. We had a good nig...

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My car door latch broke yesterday and it was just one more thing to overwhelm me. Chauffeur to my parents, errand runner, part caretaker, on call committee for church to find new pastor and made ...

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Lowest of lows. I know some of you saw I finally closed my dating 2020 book because on August 1st it will be the one year anniversary of the first date I had with D. It’s been a tumultuous year f...

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Don’t worry I have others it’s just this one was dating in 2020 which 2020 is clearly over. I’ve been dating the same man D since August of 2020 my ups and downs are chronicled in my regular book...

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My dad was in a wreck tonight, he’s ok, but it scared me and my reaction to that was a breakdown because it triggered me. I began thinking of losing him and it just spiraled out of control from t...

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Outside so my apt is an oven even with AC on because I have to use portable AC units and they just don’t work that great. So updates…work is still not 100% what I thought it would be and I’m piss...

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So my client’s summer hours got approved so I won’t lose anymore until school in the fall, but by then I can pick up another case. One less stress for now

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So this just means my feelings are coming at me 1000% tonight and I’m definitely on emotion overload. Got some potentially bad news about my already low hours for work this summer, the situation ...

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Just had a dream where I was a spy and Tim Allen was my boss and he sent me on a mission to rescue someone. I had to go skydiving and lost my shoe in the jump. Where I landed was like a huge gard...

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That’s me…I saw the boy last night and wasn’t brave enough to stand up and ask for what I want…my only defense which is a poor one is that he asked about things that made me feel he’s more commit...

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