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That some people are really quite judgemental....never judge someone unless you know their whole story, even then try being supportive or helpful not judgemental. In other news the house may be ...

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I finally talked to my doctor about getting into a counselor or psychiatrist and got the information from the referral program and the first place is a 1-2 month wait and I don’t think I can wait...

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Sick…so I had an IBS attack for the first time since last year. Can’t fall back asleep. Still feel like life is spiraling out of my control. Talked to my doctor today and will be starting therapy...

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I’m feeling very overwhelmed with life right now. Dealing with 2 infections from the surgery, figuring when I can now return to work, figuring out how to make the contractor do his damn job, figu...

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I am set to head down to OR around 6 and surgery is 7. Or is 5 now, wish me luck, send me prayers. Love you all. Made it through with a very sore throat and sleepiness which was the absolute best...

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Will be surgery I’m nervous as hell. Prayers/good vibes needed. There is a chance it’ll still be Monday. I’ll keep you posted. Edit I may have pushed it to Monday so I could get my pulmonary cons...

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So long story short doctors on MI day listened to me and had an ent come in with her camera to go down my nose into my throat. She gets stuck we try again it goes through. She goes omg I see it s...

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So I was kept overnight until Saturday afternoon had two episodes during that time of bleeding. Nothing until today and it happened again. Doctor said go back your blood work looks off you levels...

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Well another trip to the ER has landed me in the hospital. I randomly began coughing up blood today. They don’t know why. Getting lots of tests. Keep me in your prayers thank you.

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I can’t even try to buy a car without the dealer reducing me to tears not once, not twice, but three timed because I kept telling him I wasn’t sure about the car, that I had to think on it and he...

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Millionth time today. Went over to childhood home because contractor said the flooring would be there today, but guess what no flooring and no one working at all. I can’t handle this stress. I di...

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Remembering the innocent people who perished on this day. I will never forget that day or the events that happened and will continue to remember those that lost their lives that day as well as th...

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I am a mess. You would think 8 months out and I could be normal again, but I am not sure I will ever be normal again. I am haunted by the dreams I had while I was in the coma on the vent. My em...

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Still in the hospital. First night was spent in the ER all night while they got my O2 leveled out and waiting on a room as they were admitting me. The last 2 days were spent figuring out why my O...

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I’ve moved home since Monday finally. Unfortunately I’ve been noticing my O2 levels dropping here and there into the 70s and I finally called the doc and said get to the ER. So here I am waiting ...

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Because I’m alive to see 42. It’s my bday and after the last six months despite everything I’ve been through I’m alive and yes it is the most important thing to focus on. So happy big 42 to me.

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That my life is never going to get back to where it was and I sit here alone at my 20 year college reunion crying because of that and my 2 best friends that I came here to see decide going to a b...

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So here I am almost one month home and tonight was tough. You see I slept through what would’ve been the worst part of my covid illness and therefore sometimes it is hard to process the aftermath...

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So bacterial pneumonia is what they found. I could’ve gone home today, but doc said staying one more day to get one more round of I V antibiotics would be good but it was up to me. I decided to e...

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Currently in the ER. My BP dropped too low when home health was there and said I should call for an ambulance. So an IV of fluids, a chest xray, CT scan, many vials of blood later. They said my W...

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Today I’m leaving the rehab center and going to live with my parents until I am strong enough to go up the 20 stairs at my apartment. I’m going home. I’m so excited. It’s almost unreal to me. I’...

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Been at in-patient rehab for about a week and a half. Today they finally removed my feeding tube from my stomach. I’m only attached to oxygen at this point. I wasn’t using the feeding tube since ...

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Well still here in the 2nd hospital and in the same building as he inpatient rehab facility that I’m moving to as soon as a bed comes available. It’s basically like a hospital but with intense th...

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As I read in my notes some of you know I was hospitalized on Christmas Eve. I had covid and while on the bypap machine I collected air around my stomach and heart it needed removed and during tha...

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Worst thing so far…constant joint pain. Apparently viruses can exacerbate arthritis and mine is definitely exacerbated. I want to rip my fingers and toes off. Also the headache that comes and go...

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