major update in Torridaussity Two

So I have been physically and mentally exhausted since I would say July. I have today off was supposed to have a massage but it got canceled and rescheduled for Thursday so update time it is.

Health
I talked to my certified nurse-midwife who had to take over my care from the former PA who left the practice about my ultrasound and second focused mammogram. Without even asking me she is sending me to a breast specialist because of the findings. Apparently I have a cluster of cysts that are probably benign that word was used again. By seeing a specialist they will do a full very in depth medical history to see if I need an ultrasound sooner than 6 months and if I would need a biopsy. I have A score of 3 which “implies that your mammogram results are probably normal, but there’s a 2 percent chance of cancer. In this case, doctors recommend a follow-up visit within six months to prove the findings are benign.” She wants the specialist to determine the timing for testing and what kind of tests need to be done to make sure it is benign. She did say the majority of them are benign and again not to lose sleep over this. She is just taking all appropriate precautions. I am feeling good about our talk and our plan to proceed and will just continue to pray that it really is benign. Other health is doing pretty ok. My thyroid levels are on the normal, but low side as well as my B12 level so that probably is why I am extra tired. My blood sugars are stable and where they are to be aside from when I cheat or my hormones throw them off so that is good.

Parents/flooded house
So overall my parents are hanging in there with their usual health issues. We finally got them a car at the beginning of the month. The flooded house as of yesterday is emptied out and we are now waiting for the next step in the process. Thank goodness the insurance is paying for the damage done. At first because no one has been living in it they said no, but because no one ever changed the policy for it to a vacant house they have to pay because my parents had the policy up to date and paid for. Their insurance company is refusing to cover them again though because of this which is ridiculous. But we found cheaper and better coverage anyway. They had a crew to help clean up the mess which helped but for the last 3 the majority of my free time was spent there. The exciting news is that I get to make all the changes I wanted before I moved back in anyway and get to make it my own. It will be about 6 months they think for everything to be done.

Work
This coming Monday I go back to my regular hours and my bank account will appreciate that. I have a new client I will be getting and hope it will be a good fit. I am a bit stressed because I will be in a school with my one current client with a new teacher and worry how it will all go. I pray it will be okay.

Relationship

After a year of dating D and I had our first overnight together. It was good and yet bad. It is always hard sleeping with someone when you are used to sleeping alone. He sleeps on his back and snored so that took some getting used to. I felt in that moment though that we were continuing to get closer. He was so cute, he apologized for not having a spare toothbrush, got me out an extra pillow and in the morning made me hot tea and got me fresh water to drink. It was unplanned and I happened to have an extra t-shirt in my car to sleep in and I left it there and he offered to wash it for me. The sad part is I feel like since that night he got even more distant with me which he is already distant in between in person visits as it. That night he talked about restaurants he wants to go to, movies we need to watch, taking me to his families lake house etc. and now something feels off, it could just be in my head, but we shall see. Maybe he just really is a good actor and tells me what he wants to hear to get some action, but I really don’t think guys would be with someone for a year just for some action. Maybe I am wrong maybe some would do this.

Just to sum things up life is quieting down a little, but still have some things to get through and decisions to think about. Thanks for those of you who still read and comment I appreciate it more than you know.