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I was nervous walking into today. I didn’t get my weekend list done. So, that means the work list doesn’t get shorter. And this emotional struggle is a reason for both anxiety towards the wor...

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Not that I had any doubts; but I was able to prove this weekend that I can waste an entire weekend even without alcohol. Though, I’ll admit, the urge to drink was thick on Saturday! I did non...

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(5/27) 8:51 p.m. - Well, holy shit! I stayed home from work, did laundry, looked at my script a little, then went to rehearsal. NOW… I still have the most lines by far so people aren’t super ...

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So, I hate typing on my phone. I equally dislike typing on the crappy keyboard of my home PC. Therefore, for the weekend- I took notes on what I would want to say here. And then? I’m still ho...

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So, I will admit- going into the weekend is always difficult for me to remain sober. This problem is elevated going into a three day weekend. Ironically, when I was struggling mightily with lin...

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It’s funny. It’s happening again. I’m beginning to feel somewhat invisible. That is a strange thing to mention when you’re currently a leading role in a Shakespeare show. Just contemplating t...

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The world is burning And yet we do what we can As the flames devour Well, starting the day by writing a depressing as fuck Haiku seems… off brand for me! But the mix of creativity, depressing ...

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So, despite going to bed to try to sleep at an early hour last night… Nala protested MOST vehemently. She got dog park time on Thursday but no Downstairs time. I had promised her that she woul...

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No real reason to open today with L.L. Cool James’ “Mamma Said Knock You Out”. But I can share how I got here in my mind. I woke up this morning, once again, twenty minutes before my alarm we...

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Today has already started off strangely. I awoke at 7 am naturally. Rested. I would say that perhaps my body is growing accustomed to 6 to 7 hours of sleep but for the fact that my Gout Foot hu...

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The morning started out well. The sun rising before 6 am is MUCH better for me overall! I wake up to a bright day and I’m not late… it’s a good thing. Though, I will admit. I’m worried about ...

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So, I may publish two entries today as my weekend was… different… so I just threw notes into a file called Draft 136. So I’ll write this, publish it, than write Entry 137. I left off with the F...

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Let’s start today with a small tip about how to protect yourself from certain things. If you are involved in a car accident and are the only person in the car… sitting in the passenger seat sudd...

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Genuinely, cannot think “Back in the Habit” without thinking of Sister Act 2. For all you Gen Z babies and younger… Millennials are absolutely a product of their Media Culture! I daresay Gen X...

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I decided after rehearsal tonight that I wanted to do a little bit of character study on Benedick in Much Ado About Nothing so if you have no interest in that, feel free to skip. Part of this s...

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On the drive in to work on Monday, May 5th, 2025… I was thinking, “I wonder if I should keep writing. I mean, even I am getting sick of my bullshit. I go to work. I go to church. I volunteer fo...

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I won’t put too many spoilers in this but I believe in giving spoiler warnings when needed. It is not my place to say whether this is a massive spoiler or won’t ruin your experience… so if you ...

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I wanted to get the last entry out prior to lunch on Tuesday just in case anyone had any suggestions about conversations on these infernal apps. I mean, honestly, texting convos via dating apps...

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Well, I start this off with a huge sigh of just… massive BLAH. It is a Tuesday so I am prepping my 100 Plus Trials when I get four things at once (1) There is a guy in my program who clearly s...

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I see the doctor on Monday but my index toe hurts a lot. It was lightning and thunder all morning and I wish I could have stayed home with Nala. She was so scared of the Big Boomies that she st...

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This morning greeted me with ill omens. In the night, Nala decided to retreat to her chair rather than sleep in the bed. But there was no evidence of my tossing and turning. So either the mattre...

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I’m really glad Shakespeare work starts tonight. They ease me in, really. All rehearsal tonight and Thursday, but only the last hour tomorrow, and that’s it for the week. Granted, there is a ...

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I will try to be brief. I realized I could do one entry per day and write 4 entries but I’d rather attempt to police myself to be brief and write less than 4 new entries all at once. We’ll see w...

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This weekend has been interesting. Time with my parents, of course always is. But I also saw a lot of theater. And had some.... interesting and odd relationship moments. SO… I am thinking when I...

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I shared this image last night on Facebook. It is an accurate feeling and the dates are perfect. I didn’t create this. But yes, as a person also born in 1984… THIS That said, there is an adde...

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