Park Row Fallout ⋅ 40 ⋅

Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

Entries 2,321

Page 6 of 93

Just saw this online interaction: Biden4Prez: It’s too bad Trump supporters have their own delusional reality. TrumpLyfe: I think you have that backwards, there. Biden4Prez: Okay, how about you ...


I woke up in extreme pain today. I mean, it is obvious. I’m walking three miles a day (or so) plus trying to exercise plus trying to keep my house running plus work. My body is going through a...


okay… I know this is going to come off as calloused or insensitive but after watching some TV today? I honestly think I have to temporarily add “You can do better” to my list of trigger phrases....


So… one of the things I promised myself I would do with this “quarantine time” is to tackle my reliance on alcohol. I would say that it is okay or not that bad but… Sunday, I drank one drink. G...


Such. Bullshit. I mean… I.... ::sigh:: No wonder I don’t do well alone. Get in to work. E-Mail is flooded. FUCK! What happened over the weekend? “We’re having sex. And we were having sex. But ...


So the ASM Entry relates to me writing about my emotions regarding the divorce and processing my new normal. I mean, as COVID fell and continues to impact us all, we’re all discussing “new norma...


October 04, 2020

ASM in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020

I’m asking all social media: When a problem cannot be solved with anything other than patience, but there is still pain or hardship… what is the limit on “discussing it?” Is there a time where “e...


Just… Two Face Quote. Starting with “You thought we could be decent men in an indecent time.” Which frankly… I felt a kinship with Two Face as early as 1992… but that comment in today’s world s...


Last night, I went to bed… nothing special. BUT I had been informed that there was a FROST ADVISORY… meaning temperatures so low overnight that animals should be brought inside and windows close...


I feel like I’m about to do improv comedy in front of a firing squad.


September 29, 2020

S.O.B in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020

Not… a great start to the day. I was up late last night cleaning and catching up on house chores because with this week being what it is… there was no other day I could do that. I stayed up past...


September 28, 2020

Crap in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020

Uh oh! There was enough lull between getting today’s work done and leaving for my busy evening that I caught the sad. Shit. I hate that. I have so much to do tonight. Cleaning and laundry and ...


(1) The office computers have been slow today. Like… irritatingly slow. Like the over 60 year olds who don’t push their processors are even complaining about how slow it is. For me? A guy tha...


Jury Trial Number One starts tomorrow. Jury Trial Number Two starts Thursday. So, I expect I will be “break my back” busy. At least today I certainly will be. But still, two bits: (1) I was tryi...


September 24, 2020

Damn in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020

So, I’ve been trying to sleep for the last 4.5 hours. Nothing. My mind isn’t even the culprit, I got to my “calming restful” mind space. But my body is just in “fuck that” mode. The best I co...


So I don’t know if people have been interested in my particular perspective on certain issues. I am an attorney, but I’m sensitive. I am a prosecutor, but I am genuinely for ending police bruta...


I decided that proper sleep, relaxation, and a fresh mind would be the best preparation for trials set tomorrow, so I told the office I was working from home today. This also provides me with th...


Writing more because I can. Sorry to bombard the space so much. Just had depositions on Domestic Abuse. Big massive brute of a guy and this would be his third conviction for it if there is a co...


Well, shit. My pain levels are pretty bad today. And my voice is going. But considering what’s going on in the office for the next two weeks… can’t be sick, can’t get sick. So we’ll just push ...


Okay, folks, he said it in public and on the record. For any of you that believe Donald Trump isn’t racist, your arguments will now be deleted and mocked. Because we already had all the proof t...


This is something that most won’t truly understand. Even, I dare say, my most trusted readers. But that is the way when coded expressions rely on older references. You see, when I was consideri...


September 21, 2020

Grump in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020

If I’d known then what I know now, lol. In this case meaning? I should have selected TODAY to be the work from home day, not last Friday. Last Friday? Nothing happened. Which sounds like a go...


So, here’s something.... Yesterday, Nala was desperate for a walk. All of my “walk buddies” (read parents with children) couldn’t come to give Nala the added stimulation she needs. So I decided...


A spiritual statement on this Sunday… even as far back as pre-teen, I never had a problem with faith. Faith being a knowledge, a sense of certainty, in the Divine. I know that there is somethin...


September 20, 2020

HST in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020

Here’s something tragic..... but also Here’s Something Timely..... so, in 2019 I believe there was an entry about a man in his mid to late 20s having sex with a girl in her early to mid teens. A...