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Before even launching in, a bit of humor that reflects where I am: Presently, on my home PC, I have Entry 158 sitting there. It sits there due to my intention to reply to each note I receive in...

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I haven’t found an easy way to include this in what I’ve been writing but I don’t want to not include it and act like it’s not noteworthy or odd or anything. So… I haven’t heard from Nancy much...

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Last night, it stormed something awful. Poor Nala. Considering rehearsal was over a little after 7, I had intended to give her the fun exercise time she’s been lacking but… the storming was so ...

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Today was a good day in many ways and ultimately, if I could be this productive every Saturday, I’d honestly feel worthy of having a solid relationship. Which, I guess is a confession that reve...

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So, I don’t have rehearsal tonight. And while I have that ever expanding, never getting done list of just… all the shit that needs doing? Tonight isn’t an exception where we can expect that sh...

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I’m feeling an old familiar feeling again. Rage, without merit or target. I think it is largely being enhanced by this whole “Chris, giving you an intern means you’re supposed to be able to ha...

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I was nervous walking into today. I didn’t get my weekend list done. So, that means the work list doesn’t get shorter. And this emotional struggle is a reason for both anxiety towards the wor...

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Not that I had any doubts; but I was able to prove this weekend that I can waste an entire weekend even without alcohol. Though, I’ll admit, the urge to drink was thick on Saturday! I did non...

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(5/27) 8:51 p.m. - Well, holy shit! I stayed home from work, did laundry, looked at my script a little, then went to rehearsal. NOW… I still have the most lines by far so people aren’t super ...

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So, I hate typing on my phone. I equally dislike typing on the crappy keyboard of my home PC. Therefore, for the weekend- I took notes on what I would want to say here. And then? I’m still ho...

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So, I will admit- going into the weekend is always difficult for me to remain sober. This problem is elevated going into a three day weekend. Ironically, when I was struggling mightily with lin...

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It’s funny. It’s happening again. I’m beginning to feel somewhat invisible. That is a strange thing to mention when you’re currently a leading role in a Shakespeare show. Just contemplating t...

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The world is burning And yet we do what we can As the flames devour Well, starting the day by writing a depressing as fuck Haiku seems… off brand for me! But the mix of creativity, depressing ...

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So, despite going to bed to try to sleep at an early hour last night… Nala protested MOST vehemently. She got dog park time on Thursday but no Downstairs time. I had promised her that she woul...

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No real reason to open today with L.L. Cool James’ “Mamma Said Knock You Out”. But I can share how I got here in my mind. I woke up this morning, once again, twenty minutes before my alarm we...

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Today has already started off strangely. I awoke at 7 am naturally. Rested. I would say that perhaps my body is growing accustomed to 6 to 7 hours of sleep but for the fact that my Gout Foot hu...

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The morning started out well. The sun rising before 6 am is MUCH better for me overall! I wake up to a bright day and I’m not late… it’s a good thing. Though, I will admit. I’m worried about ...

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So, I may publish two entries today as my weekend was… different… so I just threw notes into a file called Draft 136. So I’ll write this, publish it, than write Entry 137. I left off with the F...

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Let’s start today with a small tip about how to protect yourself from certain things. If you are involved in a car accident and are the only person in the car… sitting in the passenger seat sudd...

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Genuinely, cannot think “Back in the Habit” without thinking of Sister Act 2. For all you Gen Z babies and younger… Millennials are absolutely a product of their Media Culture! I daresay Gen X...

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I decided after rehearsal tonight that I wanted to do a little bit of character study on Benedick in Much Ado About Nothing so if you have no interest in that, feel free to skip. Part of this s...

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On the drive in to work on Monday, May 5th, 2025… I was thinking, “I wonder if I should keep writing. I mean, even I am getting sick of my bullshit. I go to work. I go to church. I volunteer fo...

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I won’t put too many spoilers in this but I believe in giving spoiler warnings when needed. It is not my place to say whether this is a massive spoiler or won’t ruin your experience… so if you ...

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I wanted to get the last entry out prior to lunch on Tuesday just in case anyone had any suggestions about conversations on these infernal apps. I mean, honestly, texting convos via dating apps...

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Well, I start this off with a huge sigh of just… massive BLAH. It is a Tuesday so I am prepping my 100 Plus Trials when I get four things at once (1) There is a guy in my program who clearly s...

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