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Midwest Married Man; Attempting to find answers, traverse the waters of life, and figure things out.

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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Why not do more whining, I’m not getting notes anyway, lol. It could be said that my largest problem is how much of my life is lived on-line. But all things considered… that is how things are he...


So… my spirit has been in a weird place. I have a house, my wife and I are starting to do well(ish) in counseling, I’m in a job that I like that pays well… that hopefully I won’t lose anytime soo...


I’m feeling lonely and a bit listless. It happens, especially when living and working in Rural Iowa… but it isn’t a fun place to be. I’m just… feeling a little lonely.


I’m torn. I’m happy that next week is Christmas because I certainly need some time off; but I already know that my Christmas “time off” will be much like most of my weekends of late. Hustle, dr...


Oh… the News. I think one of the reasons why Weekends are so rejuvenating for me is that I don’t watch the news or read the news at all. That’s what makes the weekends so restful. Immediately L...


Statement 1: Oh, my wife. This is one of those wonderful experiences where I become a little bit of both of my parents and my Wife becomes the other bit of both my parents. You see, Wife and I ...


As some of you may be aware, Mortal Kombat 11 got an Announcement Trailer. For those that are not aware, I present it to you below: Now… the nature of the world On-Line is one of repetition, de...


Wow. It didn’t take long for fandom as a thing to be turned into a weapon. This isn’t new and it isn’t news but the fact that it is becoming more and more THE STORY of fandom is a tragedy. I ...


So… consider this one of those “Stupid BS confessions to the void that doesn’t need to be said but I’m saying it anyway” I’m sick of porn. Like… I have a beautiful woman in my life that I’m marr...


Title chosen at random but for those curious about the similar sounding “Unbearable Lightness of Being”, Wikipedia says the following: “Challenging Friedrich Nietzsche’s concept of eternal recurr...


UFDA! Today… was a busy, hectic, crazy day. Made worse by my half day yesterday. Don’t get me wrong, the half day yesterday was good! I was in terrible pain, I went home, my Wife showed me deep...


NoJoMo 30 Prompt 2: Write a letter to your future self NoJoMo 30 Answer 2: Dear Future Me: Logic dictates that the future will not be as different as one would hope. No flying cars, no food in p...


(1) I’m not a math guy. I’m a word guy. So tell me if my math is wrong here. The stars of the Television Show “Friends” were paid $75,000 per episode in season three, $85,000 in season four, $1...


So.... I’m a do a NoJoMo but first I wanted to share (1) Wife has been at her parents for most of the week. She and her parents returned to the house last night. Her parents are weird people bu...


NoJoMo 28 Prompt 1: “Live and let die”, or ” You live for the fight when that’s all that you’ve got”? NoJoMo 28 Answer 1: Frankly, I live by both and am glad for it. Live and Let Die: everyone sh...


The truth of the matter is that Domestic Abuse happens in this world and that there are many different types of victims. Some victims are mad and want to make damn sure that their abusers are bro...


NoJoMo 27 Prompt 1: Write about pain you have inflicted on someone else. NoJoMo 27 Answer 1: I’m sure there is pain of immense and amazing depth that I’ve caused to others. But the truth is… whe...


My wife went to her parents. She is getting stuff for the house but… honestly? She isn’t really. She spoke with her mom yesterday and her mom confirmed that the tables and chairs and things wou...


In politics, it pays to have a memory. In policy, it pays to have a memory. But people are just straight up using Memory wrong. Positive Use of Memory: Mitch McConnel made it his mission since ...


NoJoMo 26 Prompt 1: Which of the “seven deadly sins” do you think you fall into? Why? NoJoMo 26 Answer 1: HA! Props to the question for using the exact wording to let me tell you a story. SO, I ...


NoJoMo 25 Prompt 1: What is your fondest childhood memory? NoJoMo 25 Answer 1: Baka! More memory ones. Fondest childhood memory? Probably when I first fell in love with Theater. NoJoMo 25 Prom...


Dream Interpretation Question: I had another dream about Tiffany 2. She was my first girlfriend but was also someone who (unintentionally) made me think that all my good work was actually hurtin...


NoJoMo Prompt 24: What is your personality type? (ENTJ, INTJ, etc.). Do you believe it fits you? NoJoMo Answer 24: Mine changes all the time because I can seem Introverted or Extroverted or in b...


WARNING: THE CONTENT OF THIS ENTRY IS SEXUALLY EXPLICIT. LANGUAGE, SUBJECT, AND CONTENT ARE ALL OF A POSSIBLY OFFENSIVE OR TRIGGERING NATURE. I woke up this morning from a very graphic, enjoya...


NoJoMo 23 Prompt 1: Write about the hardest decision you have had to make. NoJoMo 23 Answer 1: Still in the process, honestly. The question and struggle of how to honestly deal with my marriage...