Park Row Fallout ⋅ 40
Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life
Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.
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4 Shows Down in Whatever Will Be Will Be
Three to go. I am massively going to miss this cast and this show. I realize Hermia is chomping at the bit for it to be over and I will benefit from having more time on my hands but… I have lov...
Updates and Self-Reflection in Whatever Will Be Will Be
Today was an interesting health day! Woke up and… couldn’t go a full 60 minutes without needing the bathroom. That was even just pushing water… not even attempting food! Hermia suggested some OT...
Massive Content Warning in Whatever Will Be Will Be
I hate writing on my phone but this will have to do. Yesterday, I grabbed a rapid lunch and ate it quickly. Then I went back to work. Where I threw up into my trashcan in my office ruining my ti...
Use of Weekends & Other Ramblings in Whatever Will Be Will Be
Honestly, I wish I could approach this space and just share heaps of joy and happiness; that I could be sitting in a beautiful 3 season room, enjoying Autumn weather, while reading other people’s...
Just kvetching about work in Whatever Will Be Will Be
So, this is my job. But there is just so much of me that can’t help but look at the assortment of… pardon my language… assholes that I deal with from an almost paternal perspective. I don’t han...
Story by Amanda Marcotte taken from SALON (found HERE) Despite the best efforts of the mainstream media to portray the Republican Iowa caucus as a real competition between Donald Trump, former Go...
01.09.2024 in Whatever Will Be Will Be
Okay, very much OW. After rehearsal last night, it started to snow. It was expected to be bad. Going home added several more minutes to the route. I even went to bed early because I had a doct...
01.08.2024 in Whatever Will Be Will Be
Lots I can/should/could write as ever. But busy as ever. But this time operating on a grand total of oddly gotten sleep. Friday Night I literally couldn’t sleep a wink. No nap, no eyes shut f...
01.02.2024 in Whatever Will Be Will Be
Well, I have been writing here since 2014! That.. is intense and interesting. As ever, I haven’t the time to do what I wish to do; which includes writing here. NEW BOOK and all that. I’ll com...
Last of the Year in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
So, it is a obvious statement that 2020 did NOT go as planned!!! ROFL. This time last year? I was already reaching out to friends to plan trips. There was going to be The Final Canada Trip to...
Pills in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
Shit. I didn’t take my pill yesterday. It isn’t like a massive negative issue if I skip a day but considering the lack of D Vitamins, the way life in general has been going and everything else? ...
Bizarre in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
It is bizarre that this would be a thing for me, but since tightening security (needed) on my PB space… I don’t show up on the Front Page anymore. It’s ridiculous that such a small thing would b...
PURGE in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
This is the results of a needed purge. Chuckers was arguing with Essen today and referenced “Chris passing out on the floor of his room!” The possible ways he could have gained knowledge about ...
Miserable Start in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
Grumble, though I’d like to not. I had a social engagement every night of the weekend. Which is massively impressive and makes me SUPER happy(!!!) But add that to the single digit temperatures ...
Should I go Friends Only? in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
Should I go Friends Only on here? Not because I’ve received any added abuse or anything; simply because Essen’s husband is making his move. Something to consider. Oh, and as you read what follo...
Baka in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
Grump. But I shouldn’t be. lol So, last night Victoria came over to help me set up my bigger Christmas Tree in the basement for her COVID safe birthday party/holiday party. Instead of any hanky ...
Bah- Wednesday in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
So.... I stayed home from work yesterday because I wasn’t feeling well. And Remus was getting a COVID test so I felt that was best. Remus’ test was negative and the kids have been sharing a hea...
Therapy Words and Other in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
Apparently, I can hold on to my confidence for approximately 4 days. After an excellent shot of confidence and feeling loved, I was doing very well until Sunday. Then, with no warning or reason...
I Get The Compliment in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
Today, I was playing with the kids. I was doing a great job of it. Victoria said the only thing missing was a kid of my own. I know she meant that (and stated) that I would make a great dad. I...
Good for Good Reasons in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
Before I go into the more recent, I want to make sure I explain something from a few nights ago. You see, when I say that Nala loves when Victoria and Essen’s kids come over… and loves those kid...
Bah in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
I got maybe 67 minutes of sleep last night. Drove to Des Moines and back for new glasses. Was still in the office by 10. Working on the dumbass list of Magistrate Bullshit tomorrow. After work, l...
That Tears It in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
Call me judgmental but… I sent this to my therapist: Condensing: I need and want to treat Therapy like a Battle Strategy because I like knowing I’m making progress. And this year “progress” in an...
Unsettling in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
Today I woke up feeling only two things. Anger and Emotionally Cold. That’s… not a great way to wake up. I’m wondering if it is because this is “back to work after a Holiday”… the whole concept...
I just received the greatest compliment of my life in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
I just received the greatest compliment of my life Essen said that I remind her of Samwise Gamgee. “You’re loyal, pure, steadfast, and determined through adversity. And you’ll come home to your...
Uniquely Positioned in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020
There are three things that I see from my tower that I feel I am in a unique position to see (1) Man’s absolute inhumanity and cruelty never ceases to surprise or dismay me. The brutality, the h...