Unsettling in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020

Today I woke up feeling only two things.

Anger
and
Emotionally Cold.

That’s… not a great way to wake up. I’m wondering if it is because this is “back to work after a Holiday”… the whole concept of today I deal with Children in Need, Juvenile Delinquents, and the rest of the week with Criminals… or if it is something else. Because I wouldn’t be surprised if it was something else!

Just… this feeling of a black gloved fist around my heart.

I don’t like being closed off in that Corporate Attorney “feelings are for off-time” sense. But maybe this is the way I need to be. Openly caring for others hasn’t exactly worked out in my favor.

Between hearings today, I need to clean my desk. They put in different tables in my office over the holiday so now my office is mostly tables. Something to deal with.

Last updated November 30, 2020