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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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One of my favorite restaurants closed down last year due to staffing issues. RIP Po Boy Factory. I could go for the fried oyster basket with Cajun fries and the house made Hot Damn Sauce. Oh, ...
Happy Easter! in Hello
The house permeates with the smell of the ham in the oven. 🤤
It's A Warm One in Hello
I turned on the oven to make some baked beans with dinner. Mom got the brilliant idea to turn on the dryer. It’s pretty toasty in here now. Got chicken on the grill and creamed corn on the st...
My Twenties in Hello
Who Ya Gonna Call? in Hello
Went to see Ghostbusters Frozen Empire today. It was really good! The post credit scene was hilarious. Spoilers, the little Stay Puft marshmallow men steal a semi truck shipping Stay Puft Mars...
That Dude Is Going Places in Hello
I admitted to the whole aftercare class about my relapse with drinking and getting high. It spared me a drug test tonight actually. The new(ish) counselor asked me to stay behind and we had a g...
Let The Hate Flow Through You *Edit* in Hello
I have court next Friday so I’m taking a seven day detox to fully clean my system. I was smoking weed to help curb the alcohol cravings. A few things went wrong so far today (it’s only 12:09 in ...
Who Do You Voodoo, Bitch? in Hello
That was a song from the video game Dead Island. I’ve been playing Dying Light 2, made by the same dev team and I had the time stuck in my head so I bumped it in the car today. Mom has been harp...
Punching The Air in Hello
I think it’s finally hitting me. Just the disappointment I feel towards myself about my relapse. Please, no comments about it’s part of the process. I went to a fucking rehab program then beca...
The Ole Craving in Hello
I’m smoking a bowl to curb the alcohol craving. When stoned I don’t want alcohol. Songs about addiction…
Bender Bending Rodriguez in Hello
Where’s my Futurama peeps? I’m coming off a four day bender, I skipped the aftercare class cause I felt awful and reeked of booze. I poured out the last of the vodka when I got up today. I’m d...
I Saw The Whole Wide World Just To Find Her in Hello
In real life this actually happened to me…a few times. Girls think it’s sexy when a man can serenade them.
Want To Lose Your Faith In Humanity? in Hello
Go to a Wal-Mart and people watch. Seriously, it’s like a human zoo. 🤭 In other news I’m paying for the relapse. My stomach has been torn up.
Time Travel in Hello
I wish I could go back to my dad’s funeral so I could scream at his corpse for giving up. Why not when he was alive? He stopped caring. I’ve been raising myself since age 13. Shit, mom used me (...
I'm Still Alive in Hello
Hungover but not deathly hungover like I’ve been before. It’s 6:37 PM, I’ve been asleep most of the day. Saturday night into Sunday I had a very intense dream about someone I once loved. She m...
I Just Don't Care in Hello
Relapsed last night. Drunk now. ‘Night folks
Oh God Oh God It Hurts in Hello
1:35 AM She ended up buying tickets for not only the Natural History Museum but also The Berman Museum. That one was world history. I snapped some pics of a confiscated Nazi flag from the WWII ...
Yum Yum Yum And A Liverwurst A-La-Mode in Hello
Ugh. I’ve drank too much liquid tonight and my bladder hates me. Some stuff since I last wrote… Mom is officially retired and bored out of her mind. To rectify this we’ve been going for walks ar...
End Of February Reading List in Hello
Night Shift by Stephen King Side Jobs by Jim Butcher The Cobra Strain by Richard Preston Zone One and Harlem Shuffle by Colson Whitehead The Devils Boneyard by William W. Johnstone and J.A. Johns...
I’m listening to a band YouTube keeps recommending me. This song is beautiful.
Dumpster Diving At The Mental Health Clinic in Hello
It’s one thing to be in a waiting room at a regular doctor’s office. You should see the lobby at a state ran mental health facility.
I feel like shit. Acid on my stomach is bringing bile to my throat and liquid fire out my butt. Today I shall lay low with antacids, Peptol and plenty of water. It’s almost 8 AM and I’m thinki...
What's Sleep? in Hello
Monday was my birthday and it was so hard. At dinner that night an elderly couple sat at a table across from me. I listened as the man told his wife, “to another forty-one years,” as they clink...
Quote From Harlem Shuffle in Hello
“The way he saw it, living taught you that you didn’t have to live the way you’d been taught to live. You came from one place but more important was where you decided to go “ -Colson Whitehead
Today I Am 41 in Hello
Looming on the horizon, as the day approached I became more and more depressed. Now that it is here I just don’t care it’s my birthday. Big woo, I’ll go eat at an overpriced steakhouse. I wish...
