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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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Tired And Headache in Hello
I got two hours of sleep this morning. Peeled myself off the couch and went to group. There I developed a headache from hunger. After I rode by the hospital to visit mom a bit and show off the...
Flamin' Hot in Hello
Just got back from visiting. She got her ice and around 5:30ish they brought her dinner. Why does hospital food look inedible? Pointless story time. I stopped by the vending machines in the lob...
I’m whipping up a pot of chicken tortilla soup. As I’m getting the ingredients ready I realized I’m out of cumin. It was only a half teaspoon so I don’t think it’ll be missed. Haven’t seen mo...
Da Doo Run Run Run Da Doo Run Run in Hello
Yup. Stress has given me a sour stomach today. I’m bored with tv. Wish mom was home so I could annoy her. ☺️. Peacock once said that we live to piss each other off. Kinda true. I am conce...
Achey Breaky Fart UPDATE in Hello
I think the stress has gotten to me. I don’t feel well, my knees ache and my damn arthritic hand is constantly numb. Even though I’ve slept hard, I’m very tired. Ugh. She SHOULD be getting r...
Official Diagnosis in Hello
She’s diabetic. I visited for an hour earlier this evening and spent most of it looking up diabetic recipes. Not gonna lie, some of them sounded delicious. Speaking of food I had a bologna and h...
That Was Close in Hello
Mom is MUCH better. Not a stroke thankfully. They’re keeping her over the weekend, running a few more tests and whatnot. Mostly I’m happy she gets some time to just rest and be. Gonna take a ...
Mom Is In The Hospital in Hello
They think she may have had a mild stroke. She told me she had muscle spasms till the arm went numb. I brought her an over night back with three of everything. BP was low, glucose high, iron ...
Fine Dining in Hello
Kool Aid and a microwavable ravioli dish for lunch. chef’s kiss ....I drank last night. Sigh.... The house got cleaned, in regards to the last entry. I passed out way too early so I didn’t do ...
Unfinished Progress in Hello
Very…annoyed right now. Mom took out her sofa yesterday and moved the recliner over. Kinda cleaned the stuff that was under it, still a pig sty. She made crab/lobster rolls for lunch and spill...
Hey There, Fancy Pants! in Hello
When cleaning out my drawer under the sink I found an old bottle of cologne. So everytime I shave now I dab some behind my ears. I like smelling fancy. I’ve been waiting the last TWO hours fo...
My Smoke Isn't Bothering Me in Hello
Monk on in the background. Mom slept all day so I took a cue from her and slept most of the evening. Got up around eight-ish. Grilled the steaks, roasted the asparagus and tossed the Caesar sal...
Happy Independence Day America!!! Where the SCOTUS is stripping away our rights, day after day. I wanted to go see the new Indiana Jones today but for the last few days mom has been really sick...
This Sucks in Hello
I drink coffee maybe twice a year, if even that. I had a cup earlier with half of an apple fritter and now I feel SO sick at my stomach. Too much sugar. I’m going to dilute my body with water...
You've Had Your Fun in Hello
Drank Friday and Saturday. As my title implies, I had my week of feeling sorry for myself, but now it’s time to saddle up again and take this seriously again. I’ve slept on and off today. Mom...
Sweet fucking christ it is HOT outside. I took my shirt off when I got in from court and getting lunch, turned on the fan and laid down on the couch. Took a sip off my ice water and some of it ...
Depressed, yet again. Overwhelmingly feeling sad and alone. I was doing good mentally. What happened? Is it because of my relapse? Because I miss new friend (we parted ways for our own ment...
Stupid Head in Hello
I drank again last night. Cried most of the morning. In group I told them about my relapse. One of the girls gave me a hug and said it’s going to be okay. See the judge tomorrow at ten AM. Too...
This Depressed Me Hard in Hello
https://www.reddit.com/r/comics/comments/14ktlmv/black_cats_my_first_full_comic_that_started_it_all/ I have a black cat I named Midnight that has been hanging around my house since 2019. I make ...
My color got called today. There is a form I fill out everytime I go. There are two blank areas that require a checkmark that boils down to I have done drugs/alcohol in the last 72 hours or I h...
Turn Off The Friggin' Lights!!! in Hello
Oh I feel like ASS. Can’t get enough water. Slept all day. Didn’t have to do a pee test and emailed the counselor I had a flat tire. I’ll be back ship shape and ready to go tomorrow. I’m just go...
Full Relapse in Hello
Vape and an almost empty bottle of vodka sitting next to me. Jail seems fun…
Weed Whacker in Hello
Today is one of those days I really wish I could get stoned. One of the Showtime channels is having an all day marathon of the Friday the 13th films. I’d get baked and laugh at all the ridiculou...
Another Saturday Night... in Hello
Feeling alone and low right now. What’s new?
Ack, Crivens! in Hello
Oh waily waily, waily! It’s bleedin’ hot and humid outside. I’m totally jealous of my friend who is celebrating her honeymoon in Iceland. She sent me pictures of snow and ice. 🤬 I told her to...
