Elle24/7 ⋅
I am a 24-year-old woman navigating life. This is a true journal and these are my true thoughts.
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How Do I know This Is Love? in Deeper
How do I know this is love? I know this is love because I know that no matter how far you go you will return I know this is love because there are only clouds and not eggshells beneath my feet I ...
Dreams As a Way of Processing Emotions in Just A Day In The Life
I had a weird nightmare last night that is stuck in my head. Most of my dreams are usually related to something that has happened to me that day. I think that I process a lot of emotions through ...
Monday Morning in Just A Day In The Life
I love working at a school but sometimes my coworkers/co-teachers drive me insane. My co-teacher decided to send out an email blast to the parents about what we did this week. This would have bee...
I can’t remember the last time I was this consistently happy. It feels like any of the bad that is going on is distanced itself from me because I have everything that I need. Eduardo and I have ...
I have been searching through the faces of strangers on the street Sitting in cafes the conversation weak tasting the kisses of lovers passing through none of them you Early at a black metal tabl...
Goodbye June! in Just A Day In The Life
I can’t believe that tomorrow is July 1st already! Time is passing at an interesting rate… It’s flying by but lasting forever at the same time. I remember the last 4th of July like it was yesterd...
Splayed in Just A Day In The Life
I had a bit of a mental break yesterday. The whole thing was triggered by PMS but it was still rooted in the truth of my inner feelings. I went to get ready for dance and remembered that the boot...
Healing in Just A Day In The Life
It’s been a few months and thankfully I can say that I’ve done a lot of healing. Things got worse before they got better but they DID get better. I think him showing me his TRUE colors helped me ...
I Will Survive in Just A Day In The Life
My new anthem is “I will survive” by Gloria Gaynor. That song brings me so much strength. gotta love the power of music! As much strength as that song brings me I still feel like I’ve been broke...
I'm Not Crazy in Just A Day In The Life
Jackson admitted everything to me yesterday. He took my money for fronting a drug deal, cheated on me, lied to me about his employment, and many other things. He told me he would pay me back on ...
The A U D A C I T Y. in Just A Day In The Life
At this point, I have gone through all of the stages of grief about 5 times. I am no able to find humor in the absolute madness that has become my reality. Jackson is playing that he’s mad at me...
Cheating Nightmare Continued in Just A Day In The Life
I have felt physically sick and haven’t been able to eat very much since I found out that Jackson is not who he says he is… I may or may not have broken down in the office at planned parenthood y...
Robbed and Heartbroken in Just A Day In The Life
Turns out Jackson has been cheating on me… or cheating with me. I looked through his phone after he fell asleep so that I could get his emergency contacts just in case something happened and I fo...
Same Song, New Rendition in Just A Day In The Life
“I love you”, do you? “You’re like no one I’ve ever been with”, am I? “I’ve never felt like this before”, have you? “It’s different with us”, is it? Same song new rendition. Men say they want a ...
Fear of Failure in Just A Day In The Life
I’m a pleaser. I don’t know exactly why I’m such a people pleaser but I know that I am. Wanting to please the people in my life often gets in my way. I know I shouldn’t put so much energy into ot...
Losing MYSELF in Just A Day In The Life
Jackson and I have been inseparable for the last 20 days (but who’s counting) and I am scared I might lose myself in US. I don’t want to lose who I am in our relationship. I guess me changing is ...
First Argument in Just A Day In The Life
Jackson and I had our first bigger argument yesterday. Thank god we were able to work through it. We were at my parent’s house and he unexpectedly brought up that he has a son. We had agreed that...
Space in Just A Day In The Life
Do I want space or am I scared? I was feeling like I needed space yesterday but it might just be that I am scared. It’s not really HIM that I need space from but the energy in his home. I feel l...
Accidentally Dissing My Man's Ex in Just A Day In The Life
Last night Jackson and I went out dancing. The numerous women that he has a history with were there of course but hey, I have my men with history there too, who am I to judge? He didn’t point the...
Today's the Day! in Just A Day In The Life
Today’s the day that Jackson and I go public in the dance community. I am excited to finally get to show off my relationship to all our dance friends. Last week we tried to hide it because we wer...
Clean Slate in Just A Day In The Life
Jackson and I were talking about how we feel brand new. Both of us have this clean slate to start with and we’re both very excited. I told him that I feel like I have been waiting for him to come...
Head Over Heels in Just A Day In The Life
I have fallen and I don’t wanna get up. I am fully obsessed with Jackson and I have no doubt that I am in love with him. We have seen each other almost every day for the past 7 days. You would th...
Thank God in Just A Day In The Life
I told my mom about Jackson and she took it shockingly well… like weirdly well… I think I have Kevin to thank for her supportiveness, ironically. My mom wasn’t the biggest Kevin fan mostly becaus...
F*CK in Just A Day In The Life
You guys, I’m screwed. I really fucking like this guy. I wasn’t ready to feel so strongly about anyone, especially this quickly. I decided to take a small leap of faith with Jackson. He has some...
Secret Love? in Just A Day In The Life
How are you supposed to respond to someone confessing their undying love for you out of the blue? Asking for a friend… Soooooooooooo. This weekend was interesting, to say the least. A couple of w...