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I just want to overlap with you Moving in and out Swaying to the gentle breeze Hold me until I bleed Wreck me in the kindest way Nothing else matters I have no control There’s this fire Raging in...

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Verse 1: I just wanna relax I just want it off my back There’s no escaping the dread As it rears its ugly head Snapping jaws Take me away to my death And I’m just wondering how much longer Until...

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Verse 1: From the first time we met She shined like a beacon through the storm clouds I was enthralled by her Something more under the surface Verse 2: Drawn to her light Like a hopeless moth to...

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You and me are compatible You and me are incredible Baby, take my hand And dance with me You’re everything I am And everything I’m not I love the similarities And even the differences One look ...

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She moves with grace Alluring me with each step She is the goosebumps On my skin Twirling around me Circling deep Her smile lights up my life Her eyes sparkle like the moon She lifts me up Never ...

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She enchants me Enthralls me Captivates me She takes me by the hand Escorts me to the brightest fires Seeing the light catch in her eyes Beckoning me to meet her I fall at her feet Gazing up at ...

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My lungs inflate Then deflate I want to tell you I want to scream My voice gets caught in my throat I can’t seem to shake the feeling That swells like the ocean tides This feeling of wanting I fe...

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So I haven’t written in a while. I’m sorry. Life got so out of control. I’m doing a bit better now. Updates: Me and MJ broke up for good. Still friends. I am dating two new girls: Cory and Mag Ye...

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Walk away from me In the heat of the fire In the eye of the storm I can’t keep chasing your shadow The shape of your lips The ones I longed to kiss Now kiss another Undeserving of you You invite ...

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I stayed away from her cause I’m trying to heal but I didn’t want her out of my life. Even after all the shit she did and all the shit I did, I didn’t want her out of my life. I needed a damn bre...

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Well, last night I messaged my friend Jack who has been there a gaming buddy of mine and an all around good friend to me. Anyway, last year, it was that group that I brought together. We used to ...

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I dunno what the hell but we are talking again. She was drunk (no surprise there) when she blocked me and unfriened me. So, updates: We are trying to talk again but she mentions him and I see al...

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Never tell someone they are your other half and then break them into pieces. Let me explain what happened. Cliff notes: I met her when she was with Liam, her abusive ex. She ended up being with m...

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Not only did she lie to me, she is now denying that she lied to me. Okay, so re-cap, MJ, being the little bitch she is, hooked up with Riley. “He’s my bae.. can’t wait to see him omg omg omg” Sa...

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What do you do when you See yourself in the rear view mirror of someone else’s life? I see the way you used to look at me Reflected in their eyes I see myself going further away from you The mo...

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Well, once again back into an argument with MJ. This time over Riley. There will always be that friend that makes me think she wants more with them which makes me think when she is ready, she won...

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Here I am again. Trying to find work has been a nightmare. I need something: -Work from home. -No DRUG TESTS -Flexible hours That’s about it. I found one that looked okay then it hit me with set ...

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So today, MJ invites me back to the whole “come hang out with me and my friends” thing. Which is nice and it made me feel good that she wanted to talk to me or like have me around or whatever. Or...

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Well, today has been nice. Day off and all that. Nice to relax. I did some art for Raf. I am so late with his gift but my whole creative side is asleep or something. I can’t get the creative juic...

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Today has been meh. My friend suggested I start to write down my moods to see if they change a lot or rather to see how they change and where I go. So, I’ll be doing that. I have to do it old sch...

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She’s also different and I do not fit into this little group of hers. It’s like trying to fit a square into a circle. She also is doing the same shit where she could add me to the conversation bu...

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Okay, so, when I do practice with these guys, I feel awkward because I’m Enby and I express myself as male. So these guys do not know that about me. With all the transphobic garbage I have been t...

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So, today I feel really good which is odd for me. It’s a feeling that I do not get very often. I wanna talk about the music I am working on and how I am an awkward person. Alright, so real quick...

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So I made this new book and I’m changing My Medical Life to talk about doctors and junk. A place to organize my thoughts on that. Also, if anyone is reading, you can see what it’s like going to d...

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Ok so we left off really shitty. But today, out of the blue, she calls me and I’m happy about it. Like she talked to me about stuff that I won’t talk about here but know that she is struggling. ...

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