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It’s been just a bit since I’ve written. Lots of stuff has happened. First… I went on a date with C. I honestly expected it to be awkward and just not go all that well. I mean, at that point I’d...

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So yeah… I was feeling stressed most of the weekend. Between still being sick and mother nature and not wanting to deal with work and not being able to just have sex for stress relief it was pret...

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I’m so sick of coughing. Asthmatic bronchitis can go to hell. I’m finally feeling better, except the whole not being able to breathe thing. Then of course mother nature decided to make an appeara...

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Be honest; name of the last person to text you? V… that’s all you’re getting. This time last year what was your relationship status? I was attached, for over 2 years actually. What is the 15th te...

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I’ve been in bed sick since Friday afternoon. I felt off on Thursday, then woke up Friday with awful chest congestion but went to work anyways. By the time I got home on Friday I was done and I b...

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It’s just been very long so far. Been busy at work catching up on a bunch of evaluations and stuff. No M to make the day go by faster. Haven’t heard from him at all actually. H texted me the othe...

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I have none… I pretty much accomplished nothing at home today. I did get a spreadsheet thing at work finished at least. I almost feel like I need to get up and clean but sleep. It’s going to be ...

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Ok seriously… what is wrong with guys??? V came over last night. We pretty much did nothing. Like we messed around and he got his twice but me not so much. I went around and fed all my animals an...

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So far my only plans are V coming over tomorrow night. It’s been a little while since I’ve had anyone stay the night and he’s said he’s staying. I need to do things around the house. I need to s...

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V asked me if I’ve ever been to a swingers club and said I might like it. I’m not sure how to take this, but I’ve never even gone to a club/bar and picked a guy up or gone home with a guy, so fuc...

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Of anything really… I’ve been in a super funk recently. Last week I fostered a dog. I took him to the adoption event on Saturday and a nice couple took him home for a foster to adopt trial week. ...

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● Get my butt in gear and restart doing my physical therapy exercises. Also need to focus on eating a lot less carbs. I lost almost 25 lbs in the past 6 months. I would like to lose about 25 more...

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I have no idea where to begin. Hmmmm… ● I got a new tattoo on the 16th. It’s mostly healed up now but still occasionally itchy. It’s on my right side. Hurt like a motherfucker. It’s a deathly hal...

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Been a little bit since I wrote. Have a lot to catch up on. I’ll start with the fun stuff. Not this past Friday, but the Friday before, V came over. I was still cleaning when he got here. He came...

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My weekend was fairly productive. On Friday I got to leave work early because of the snow. I stopped for beer and chocolate covered pretzels and spent most of the evening knitting and watching mo...

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Tomorrow is M’s birthday. Today I made him a birthday lunch. Meatloaf, mashed potatoes and gravy, and green beans. He doesn’t even like meatloaf, but he loves my meatloaf. Followed by a reese cup...

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So it’s a new year… I don’t really do the resolution thing, but I have decided that I absolutely have to be more diligent in doing my PT exercises. I need to do them a minimum of 3x a week. So fa...

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So I really thought that V understood that I wasn’t looking for anything tangible… however, come Tuesday morning I was getting good morning texts. And that kinda became a daily thing. So we made ...

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Well… I called things off with JM. I felt terrible about it bc I knew I was breaking his heart. I went the nice route. I was originally intending to be brutally honest, but after I said the dread...

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Ok for starters, JM has got to go. I’m waiting until after the holidays, but he’s just way obsessed with me and we aren’t sexually compatible and it just sucks. Like he’s a really nice guy, but p...

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I’m not sure… the other night I made plans to go to this Science of Beer thing as part of a 21st birthday party. I thought oh I’ll have one drink at home before I go and loosen up and have a grea...

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To continue… On Tuesday I stayed late at work. M was here after 2pm and B was covering a shift so he was here all day. That afternoon B wanted me to give him a massage which is nothing new. I rub...

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I need to catch up… it’s ridiculous. Nothing much has changed with JM. Sex still isn’t really happening. I’m still trying and still getting no results. It’s frustrating. I did sorta make him cry...

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I have continued to see JM. He’s a nice guy. We get along well. We enjoy each other’s company. He is super into kissing and making out which is nice. However, sex has still not really happened in...

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I broke up with my ex sometime at the end of March or beginning of April. To recap… He started drinking in secret and doing harder and harder drugs. By that point he’d already lost 2 good jobs an...

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