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Challenge this in 2016
I’m getting back to a place where I am ready to open the box we hid away and pretended wasn’t there and think about what happens when you’re nearly 32 and you don’t ovulate. The choices you have ...
Fuck hormones in 2016
Seriously, fuck hormones and the monumental craziness that they can cause. They have made me SO ILL over the last few months, but then I have a period and its like angels singing, lights shining...
Nomorenomojojomofo in 2015
Just wanted to say I have enjoyed having regular updates from you all, it’s been lovely!!! Work is mental at the minute so I haven’t had time to update myself, but I will miss having entries to r...
Serendipity in 2015
When I looked back at all the bad stuff that happened one of the few things I felt sad about was the total obliteration of our friendship group. After so many issues and explosions, that whole si...
Rock n Roll Lies in 2015
I’m in Bristol. I’ve had a wine, and I met up with an old Cardiff friend who I thought was lost in the dreadful herpesgate incident. But here he is in Brizzle, and here am I. I was so fucking anx...
Press pause in 2014
I have no idea where to even start. So much has happened, and it makes it feel impossible to just jump in and start talking, with no preamble, but then I don’t have the time or the energy for the...
Spoofyginger in 2014
I love my husband because he walks around in his pants singing songs to the cat about being ginger, to the tune of Gold Finger. Real entry coming soon.
Are we there yet? in 2015
I want it to be honeymoon time already. I am desperate for a bit of proper sunshine, and being warm, and drinking cocktails from coconuts and things. Mmmm. I’m so tired today. Busy weekend, busy...
Happy new year! It's not late... in 2015
So, apparently I just don’t update this anymore. Which is silly, and annoying really because actually, I love having somewhere that I can go back to and look at things that have happened. I won’t...
Long overdue update of ALL THE THINGS in 2014
House We have finally moved in to our very own house, a house we actually OWN! (Or, you know, own the debt for). I sort of can’t believe it’s really ours but at the same time it feels as if I’ve ...
I feel like my body has decided I need to just stop for a few days. Stop playing roller derby, stop spending hours of the day in a car, stop feeling overwhelmed with the amount of things there is...
Let me preface this by saying, I am not unhappy. I have no regrets. We are hopefully moving in to our new house soon and there are job developments on the horizon and I am beginning to feel a lit...
Oranges are not the only sofa in 2014
I bought a sofa. Originally, when looking on the internet, I wanted this one: Pretty, non? However, it was "pleather" and I have a 3 legged cat who occasionally grabs at the sofa to pull himse...
The opposite of destruction in 2014
Earlier I spoke to my mother to find out what happened in the process of my sister getting her mortgage. We're trying to buy houses, mirror image but otherwise identical houses that are semi-deta...
I got my 21 day progesterone levels back today after my second cycle of clomid. It was 3.1, almost exactly the same as last time. Which confirms what I pretty much already knew, that I still didn...
Rage and sads in 2014
I am angry and tired and emotional and irrationally angry at pretty much everyone, but especially smug motherfuckers whose lives always seem to come up smelling of roses no matter how much shit t...
Further thoughts in 2014
I think I kind of ran out of steam on the last entry and didn't explain everything especially well. Thats the trouble with not writing for ages, there is so much to say that you can't give enough...
Passing by in 2014
Yeah, so, updating. Thats not a thing I do anymore apparently. Life is.... muddled. Its wonderful, and amazing and everything I could want. I have a wonderful fiancé who treats me like a prince...
Eh Jupiter, you don't got a song in 2014
Last day of the holiday today, it's been lovely. So wonderful to just relax, eat, drink and do rudes. I stil marvel that I love sex now! Who knew?!? I finally understand what all the fuss is abou...
Eh Jupiter, you don't got a song in 2014
Last day of the holiday today, it's been lovely. So wonderful to just relax, eat, drink and do rudes. I stil marvel that I love sex now! Who knew?!? I finally understand what all the fuss is abou...
To the sea in 2014
A lovely meal in a restaurant by the sea, cocktails under the stars. We went for a walk to "look for the moon" apparently. The moon has been huge and beautiful the last few nights but we couldn't...
Roller derby hurts in 2014
Feel like a massive bellend tonight. Feel like I'm pretending to be all YAYS cause we did a win n shiz and it's about the team, and not the individuals but I feel like I was just the dead weight ...
I miss my job and my city and who I was when I was in those things. I miss direction and having a plan. I miss Cardiff. I miss it so much it makes my heart hurt.
This. That. in 2014
I am totally useless today. Sometimes I just have days where I faff about and achieve nothing, and I think today is one of those days. I really need a job where I’m not able to do that, like a nu...
Today has not started well. I was completely disorientated and confused when my alarm went off because I thought it was Sunday, so I felt out of sorts from the start. Then I went to get in my car...
