Eh Jupiter, you don't got a song in 2014

Last day of the holiday today, it's been lovely. So wonderful to just relax, eat, drink and do rudes. I stil marvel that I love sex now! Who knew?!? I finally understand what all the fuss is about :)

The fact I am engaged is slowly sinking in. It's such a weird thing. It's like, I never questioned that this was it for us, we were done looking for who we would end up with. But the wedding I knew we would have eventually was always hypothetical, and now it's not. And that's kind of insane. I still can't get past the idea that THIS CAN ACTUALLY HAPPEN NOW. I'm still not sure it will, or not for a long time maybe. We have no money for one and are in the process of trying to buy a house. But suddenly I can think about these things in more realistic terms. What would I want from a wedding? I can actually go try dresses on! It's very odd.

It's also nice to know I don't have to search for the words to describe him now! No awkward partner/boyfriend whatever's, this is my fiancé! Kind of cool :)

Hehe :) I gone done an engaged.