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August 05, 2017

Like me in Adult Friend Finder

Better than therapy, last week was a huge boost to my self esteem. When I first started being serious with Ed, he mentioned that he’d be leaving for a week at the beginning of August because his...


July 08, 2017

Bras in Adult Friend Finder

We were having coffee this morning at a nearby cafe and someone I know through work came up to our table and said hi. She had her dog with her and he was super cute with a lazy eye and a bright ...


June 24, 2017

A thing in Adult Friend Finder

Remember the person I wrote about here that I called Golden Hill Guy? During that year I spent single and focused on enjoying anonymous sex, he was the most normal guy I was with. We had sex fo...


May 20, 2017

Makes sense in Jessica and Me

I haven’t wanted to write an updates lately because they would all be about Jess and me fighting. I told her a while back that I thought if things were going to get better between us, we would h...


April 01, 2017

Always in Jessica and Me

Things haven’t quite been back to normal, and I struggle with feelings of shame and blame knowing that my own extreme moodiness is what’s causing the problem. My relationship with Jess still exi...


March 03, 2017

Gender neutral in Jessica and Me

I haven’t written about this until now, but I made a commitment back in January to only use gender-neutral or unisex restrooms when I am out in public. It’s a decision I made in solidarity with ...


February 18, 2017

Back on in Jessica and Me

Jess and I got into such an argument last night that I cried uncontrollably, then locked myself in our bedroom. After about an hour of sitting in there sobbing, I packed a bag and walked out. I...


January 28, 2017

Room mates in Jessica and Me

So a weird thing happened. Jess and I moved. But there’s more to the story than that. Kevin had been living in a hotel since he separated with his wife. Needless to say, that gets expensive, s...


January 14, 2017

Fiancee in Jessica and Me

Things have been interesting. I think we still have a whole lot to learn and explore with making this relationship work exactly the way we’d like, but it’s been going more smoothly throughout th...


December 22, 2016

Ideas in Jessica and Me

We sat at a bar this afternoon and brainstormed these ideas. This entry will be a work-in-progress. Please let me know your thoughts. 1 Permission to be with other lovers is already given to bot...


December 17, 2016

In so long in Jessica and Me

Yesterday after work I was sitting at home waiting for Jess and feeling kind of sad. It had now been more than 3 weeks since we’ve had sex, by far the longest since we’ve started sleeping togeth...


December 10, 2016

Progress I guess in Jessica and Me

So our conversation last week was I’m sure just the first of many that we’ll have about how to make our relationship work. We didn’t come to any major new agreements and things are still weird b...


December 03, 2016

Not ready in Jessica and Me

For about the last year, Jessica has been babysitting after work. It’s a weird thing for her to do at her age. But this couple we are friends with, Kim and Kevin, have two young kids. They wer...


July 17, 2016

Pride in Jessica and Me

Jess and I went to Pride this weekend. It was our second time going together. Priot to last year, I didn’t give much thought to Pride and couldn’t even have told you when it was. Last year, Je...


April 23, 2016

Tomorrow in Jessica and Me

I’ve been bad about updating lately. Mostly because I started this account to write about my sexual exploits, and now that part of my life is in my history. In some ways I feel guilty about it ...


February 20, 2016

True in Jessica and Me

Valentine’s Day was lovely. I gave Jess a Tiffany diamond necklace that I’ll be paying for for the rest of 2016, and she asked me to move in with her. We skipped going out to a nice meal and ins...


February 07, 2016

Regular customer in Deals

When I started selling my underwear, I really didn’t think it would be terribly successful. I thought I’d make a few sales, perhaps earn a few dollars, and then lose interest. Instead, I’ve bee...


February 05, 2016

Belt in Jessica and Me

I’ve never really thought of myself as a masculine girl. But Jessica brings it out in me. And now that I’ve dabbled a little in it, I can really start to see my masculine side. I enjoy it and ...


January 09, 2016

New in Jessica and Me

On new year’s eve, we went out to a local bar together. We didn’t want to do anything too busy or crazy, just have a few drinks and be social. A favorite bar of ours, which isn’t very far from ...


December 24, 2015

Easy in Jessica and Me

This is the exact text message exchange I had with my mother the other day. She didn’t know about me and Jess and I was technically waiting to tell my family while we were there for Christmas, b...


December 18, 2015

Strap in Jessica and Me

I’m seriously considering cutting my hair very short. I’ve been thinking about it for a week or so, and I have a very strong desire to do it. I’m not talking about just taking a few inches off,...


December 12, 2015

No hotel in Jessica and Me

Things are still strained between Jess and me. It’s not getting worse, it’s just stuck in a status quo. We see each other every day at work, but sometimes several days will pass when we don’t s...


December 02, 2015

Selling photos in Deals

I never imagined it would be this easy when I started selling my underwear. There is a little bit of a time commitment on my part, I have to respond to emails of everyone who contacts me. And I...


November 25, 2015

Slowly in Jessica and Me

Things are slowly improving. Jess’s birthday is today and I was worried that things would still be so awful between us that I wouldn’t be able to show her a nice birthday. We spent the night t...


November 22, 2015

More sales in Deals

I made two sales this week, and this whole experience is really turning out to be easier than I ever expected. All I have to do is exchange some emails. Then I just have to wear underwear, whic...


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