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June 22, 2015

suggested friends in 2015

9:31pm Feeling better today. Mostly back to normal. I really just needed to take an evening to dwell, and simmer, and fester in the whole thing. But now it’s all sinking in and I’m accepting. It’...


June 20, 2015

news to me in 2015

6:36pm Well. I guess there was bound to be an update like this eventually. Yes, I’m in a mopey sorta mood. Just let me roll with it, please? We babysat the kids today. That’s not the mopey part! ...


June 14, 2015

fueled in 2015

April 28, 2015 10:39pm You know, sometimes I’m not sure whether I should laugh or cry at the way the world works. I don’t want to be one of those “crazies” that believes in destiny and fate, but ...


June 12, 2015

lifted weights in 2015

April 18, 2015 5:24pm Well I was going to come on here and make some comment about day-drinking, but I guess it’s actually after five and now I don’t feel so bad about it. :) I mean, technically,...


June 11, 2015

no transition in 2015

11:22am I’m back home again. Taking the day to mostly decompress from the trip and being away from the regular routine for so long. It was a wonderful few weeks! Seriously. It’s always so bitters...


June 07, 2015

now that's Texas in 2015

10:27pm I don’t want to leave here. Please don’t make me. =| Today was my last free day in town. Tomorrow I’ll be busy packing, trying to remember to print my plane ticket, finding directions to ...


June 04, 2015

hit the ground running in 2015

9:42pm Now I’m really not looking forward to going home. I mean, it’ll be nice to be back in my own bed and enjoying my backyard, but I’d rather postpone a while. I got a call today and apparentl...


May 30, 2015

flash clap in 2015

7:41am I am sitting here avoiding sleeping. Too much lightning/rain/extremely loud thunder to try to do any of that right now. We had to get up early [4:30am early] to go pick up my brother’s fri...


May 28, 2015

huh? in 2015

3:28pm I keep forgetting to sit down and write. Mostly I want to do it when my brother is away at work during the day, but I never quite get to it. I’m not even sure what I’ve been spending my da...


May 22, 2015

never stop in 2015

11:36pm Dude, mosquito bites itch sooo much! I can’t stand it! And it’s such a sweet release when you just give in and scratch the hell out of it. ugh. I swear, the more I travel, the more I real...


May 16, 2015

family will do in 2015

10:21pm Well, my birthday was not quite as exciting as I expected it might be. That tends to happen on most birthdays, but I always sorta hope that this will be the year that it’s suddenly the be...


May 12, 2015

LoneStar in 2015

9:45pm I’m not really keeping up with this the way I hoped I would. I always want to be one of those people that updates all the time, has a ton to say, and is super exciting/entertaining. But al...


April 24, 2015

just a spill in 2015

11:18pm I’m going to try to make this quick, but I’m not sure how well I’ll do with that. I do also want to try to get to bed here soon. I still haven’t been able to get myself on a good schedule...


April 09, 2015

as long as it's rational in 2015

10:30pm Work is insane right now. Well, not “right now”, but this week. I sorta figured it would end up that way. I’ve definitely reached the stage where I’m running on autopilot, half zombie lik...


April 05, 2015

no filter in 2015

March 30, 2015 6:01pm Oh life, why must you be driving me crazy all the time? How is it that I get wrapped up in these situations that I don’t even seem to have any control over in the first plac...


March 30, 2015

hindsight in 2015

March 25, 2015 6:02pm It’s hard to believe how light it is outside still. Feels like the middle of the day and technically we should be closed already. Stuck on a phone call though and will proba...


March 21, 2015

friendly all the time in 2015

9:51pm Let’s see how far I can get on one of these things today. I keep trying to put something together and only make it through a few lines before I’m distracted and can’t make it back to the c...


March 06, 2015

future trips in 2015

1:56pm Life is life. That’s weird. I don’t know why I said that. I feel like my brain was going to go somewhere with it, but I have no idea where. Moving on… It looks like it’s warm outside today...


March 01, 2015

oh these things in 2015

12:46pm I feel like my writing on here has turned into a bunch of random spiels on things that don’t matter. I mean, maybe it’s always been that way, but it suddenly feels different. I’d like to ...


February 23, 2015

not your mother's imagination in 2015

Feb. 19, 2015 1:49pm I keep having to change the settings every time I want to type an entry because my typical layout [of grey and dark] ends up wanting me to type in light grey on a white backg...


February 17, 2015

on such a winter's day in 2015

Feb 16, 2015 5:36pm It was so nice to have a day off yesterday!! Best thing ever after 4 weeks of work! Man it was just kind of amazing to be out in the sun. For so many years I dreaded summer. I...


February 15, 2015

lucky love in 2015

3:50pm Happy Valentine’s Day!! <3 I’m technically still on the clock but the afternoon is winding down. We’ve had quite a few walk-ins today so that’s been nice, especially when one [of two] c...


February 08, 2015

we ain't perfect in 2015

10:33pm Uh, when did February happen? I don’t even remember switching over the months. I think I wrote 2014 on something just yesterday. hah. These months always seem to fly right by me. I’m just...


February 06, 2015

tiny moments in 2015

Feb. 6, 2015 6:12pm I am currently taking a break that I feel kinda guilty about taking. It’s been a hard day of work. Appointments about every half hour or so, since 9 o’clock this morning. I’ve...


January 30, 2015

missing normal in 2015

Jan. 28, 2015 2:13pm I wish I could just write one of these and then post it, no matter where I left off, so that I don’t start this huge backlog like last year. There are still entries from 2014...


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