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Love undying in Thoughts.
Tonight I’m going to share something I wrote for a friend. Tomorrow marks 10 years of his physical absense from our lives. There will never be a way for me to show how much he means to me, or h...
Dust and ashes. in Thoughts.
No one ever looks at the fat girls and thinks they could be anorexic. They can. They are. They struggle with eating Just as much as those overly skinny girls That starve themselves to death. It j...
I feel alive. in Thoughts.
And it feels wonderful. ;) How are you?
The Golden Party (And my baking fail) in Thoughts.
So yesterday was my friend’s birthday and she hosted her own “Golden” birthday party. (Meaning, in case you dont know, that she turned 29 on the 29th!) Oh muh goodness. It was such a crazy day, ...
I’m still staring at blank pages waiting for the words. But they won’t come. And I’m tired of waiting and trying. I’m bone deep exhausted right now and I’m still pushing myself to exist, but i...
The end of something flawed. in Thoughts.
I stare at a blank screen, waiting for the words to describe what I feel… but I don’t have them. I thought I would feel more. I thought I’d be broken. I thought I would fall apart. I thought...
Taking a rest. in Thoughts.
I need to trust my gut more. I need to trust myself more period. I’m going to take some time off from writing publicly I think. I will do my best to still read and note/comment on your entries...
Its been storming pretty badly here the past few days. I’ve gotten a flash flood warning alert on my phone the past three days. One day at work, a manager was making sure all of the flashlight...
Walking poem... in Thoughts.
Today the world began to feel to heavy, so I took a walk. It’s been too long. Working such a long stretch has really messed with me physically so I only did 2.5 miles or so today. Meh. And durin...
Its finally my day off after a 13 day stretch. So I’m filling my time with.... Ugly Betty. <3 hahahahahaha. Love it. I bought ALL four seasons on Amazon. The third one was temporarily out of s...
a catch up? in Thoughts.
I’ve been meaning to write about a few things for a while, but obviously I haven’t had time. So B and I hung out on three separate occasions. The first two I wrote about in my previous catch up ...
My angel-bug in Thoughts.
Little baby Lorelei blessed us with her arrival today. I’m blissfully in love with her. I was even more blessed to be the lucky person to get to hold her first. (I feel slightly bad that I held ...
Today I’m tired. Down right exhausted to be honest. I hate these days. Where all I do is work. And I hate that I feel so exhausted by it all because.... I hold myself to higher standards than I...
Survey times. in Thoughts.
When you wash your hands, do you use the cold or hot tap? I usually use both. I go for warm. :) If you had to be straight/gay for a day (whichever you’re currently not), what celebrity would yo...
My guard is back up. in Thoughts.
Let’s be honest, I’m way too good at trusting too easily. Well F*ck that. I’m not being super trusting anymore. Where has it gotten me really? I love with everything I am. I give with everythin...
Dancing Ashes in Thoughts.
Sitting on this cliff, my legs are hanging down I see the water crash against the rocks below. The wind is pulling me, pushing against me So strong. A storm is brewing in my soul. The view from h...
Untitled writing. in Thoughts.
I know I am no great writer, but occasionally I just really feel the need to write. I hope you enjoy.... or at least don’t cringe too much. ;) It is currently untitled. If you have any ideas fo...
Did i play with fire? in Thoughts.
I never meant to burn anyone.
Holy Guacamole. in Thoughts.
So today I met one of my dearest friends from OD. It was really random.... and very interesting.... more later.
Just a survey? in Thoughts.
A- Available: Not really. B- Biggest Fear: Being incapable. Of surpassing my limitations, overcoming my anxieties, etc. C- Crushing On: My ex. -.- bleh. D- Drink You Had Last: Water E- Easiest P...
Because I knew you... in Thoughts.
I have the song “For Good” from Wicked stuck in my head. Its a beautiful song and I’m finding that it aligns with some of my thoughts. So this weekend was fucking crazy busy. My sleep has been ...
My first job has cut 6 hours from my already b.s. part time schedule. It’s pretty obnoxious. Fortunately though, GiGi’s added me for tomorrow night. Between four shifts at Michaels and three ...
When life gives you lemons, make lemon cupcakes! in Thoughts.
I started my job at GiGi’s tonight. I’m seriously going to die from sugar overload. I’m lucky I have an off button or I’d be in really big trouble. I only tried two types of cupcakes tonight. (...
Self worth. in Thoughts.
I’m doing a lot of reading on this issue. A lot of things are in my head, and I’m not sure how to fix everything. But I have to start one day at a time. I’m proud of myself today for the fact t...
For the girl that never felt beautiful.. in Thoughts.
You are. Your beauty isn’t measured by how thin you are, but by how big you love. It isn’t in the way you style your hair, or how much make up you wear. It’s the kindness in your eyes and the ...
