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Now I have a few.... in Thoughts.
Because not all promises have to be forever. xo Becca
I kinda got drunk a few weeks ago and hooked up with this younger, ridiculously sexy man from Iraq last weekend. I met him through my friend. We went out a few times, but then stopped talking… un...
Backwards, forwards, sideways and confused. in Thoughts.
Your mistakes don’t make my mistakes better.
Another awful truth... in Thoughts.
Two years ago, I promised G that I would NEVER talk to SB ever again. No matter what. But sometimes I think about him. And wonder. Sometimes I think that talking to him could either open up a c...
My awful truth... in Thoughts.
Sometimes I think I want people to say “there’s nothing you can do” so that I don’t feel bad when I do nothing. :-/ Honestly, Becca
How to tell if you're dating a guy... in Thoughts.
No really. How can you tell? Hahaha There is this wonderfully sweet, nerdy guy I have been hanging out with. We will just call him P. ;) P met me on an app and then met me for pizza in person be...
I have so many blessings and yet I am still standing here (or sitting in this case) with question after unasked question. I don’t know why I have a tendency to flirt with fire. I think I love t...
A lotta bit late... (There is a bit of a rant lol) in Thoughts.
But I am sorry. I never really gave you all of me. I never really even knew how. I never even KNEW all of ME. I’m still a work in progress. Still making steps And falling to pieces. and fall...
I think I’m falling for him. And he doesn’t see a future with me As a possibility. And yet still Every time I see him I just feel so happy. And I just want it. And him. I feel like I’m going...
Forgive me.... in Thoughts.
Our love destroyed me. It was bought with sacrifice and paid for with pain, and in the end, I was left empty. Void. Cold. Afraid. You gave me fear. Love was never supposed to be this way. Lo...
Heartbreaking... in Thoughts.
This is Shattering. This is Painful. This is A wake up call.
I am crazy about you.
Tonight I got a little more assertive than normal. And it paid off. Aww yeah
Short ramblings in Thoughts.
Fear only stands in the way of us achieving greatness. Anxiety is a wall that pushes us into ourselves. Depression is proof that we all crave connection. And love has the strength to conquer. ...
Never touch the fire, For you will burn. And the feel of your flesh Melting, Being destroyed, Will linger as you heal. But the feel of your heart, Beating through the pain, Of love lost, Of pas...
Through many years... in Thoughts.
I’m not even sure how many years it has been anymore. Maybe 17? But how I miss you terribly still. Even though my memories fade… Continuously fade… And I am left with only glimpses, Only ideas, ...
Do any of you guys snapchat?
self absorbed thoughts in Thoughts.
I deserve more than I let myself believe. Because I can’t forgive myself For the things you’ll never see. And these scars that lace my heart, Tie perfectly in me A love that will not be More ...
You’re a serpent in the grass Eyes following your prey. And as the sand in an hour glass, My trust trickles away.
A memory and broken dream in Thoughts.
Some times I see your face in the people around me. I hear your words flowing out of my mouth. And truth be told, I will always love you although I know that you’ll never know. You touched my hea...
You were writing in fire, in Thoughts.
You were writing in fire, the burns upon my flesh… and words can’t change the pain you’ve caused as you ripped open my chest.
So I might have spiraled a bit out of control. I’m working on refocusing again. I need to get myself back together.
I don’t even know what’s wrong with me anymore. I’m shutting down.
Its been busy. I’ve been dating a guy for a few months now. Things are going well with him. He is very kind, and eventually I’ll get into writing about him. For now I’ve just been enjoying what...
To be inside in Thoughts.
I’m standing outside of it all. Looking inside, seeing, try to touch, but I am blocked by invisible barriers that likely exist in my mind. And sometimes I can walk through walls, but tonight I...
