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oh yeah so. the other. song at the show ‘tina’ about tina turner. was ‘private dancer’ it’s so good. the scenes. w/ the music were better then the scenes w/o. cause it’s not one of those shows th...


btw. i kindof don’t write this entry bc. i’m at odds w/ my mom. again. <the correction.="" doesn't="" entry="" first="" further="" make="" of="" please="" read="" sense.="" sentence="" the="" ...


btw. a. i’m actually feeling better. i ate last night pasta. well half of it. and earlier - yesterday - i had this cinnamon thing and. um chips. and b. what i got was apparently cough medicine no...


so i got some cold medicine from the dollar store today. which i already took my first dose. it’s meant to be taken 4x per day. or once every 4 hrs. something like that. but i fell back asleep wh...


also. i’m sick. again i have a cold got it fri. um yeah before i forget. i was in london. recently. the day we arrived well the day we arrived was crazy. um. the flight out was ok it was long. an...


[you, went somewhere?] yes to london. w/ my mom. it was really good. i got back a couple hrs. ago and i’m tired. so. as to be expected. this’ll be a short entry. 6th - 12th sun. the 6th i did my ...


so sun. the 29th i. did my laundry as usual. on mon. i went to the store. tues. - wed. i didn’t do anything. um. thurs. there was the big mtng then a house mtng. then um. ..........oh my mom &...


no he still hasn’t called. but ya know. honestly. i’ve stopped waiting........i’ve moved on. the only thing. i’m still waiting for. is for him to call. so that i can tell him. we’re done. for goo...


October 02, 2019

from the 22nd - the 28th in 2019

so on the 22nd. which was sun. i. got back from my mom’s. i did my laundry. on mon. i. had a house meeting at 10. then i went to the store. tues. - wed. i. didn’t do anything. thurs. i went to my...


so sun. the 15th i did my laundry. er i think. on mon. i. no that’s right i went to the store. tues. - wed. i didn’t do anything. thurs. i. had my psych. appt. it went ok i. think i did better in...


and also when i was like. um 22. i volunteered at this senior citizens’ residence the same one both times. it’s in denver where i’m from. um anyway. i liked it cause. nothing much changed and it ...


right so i went to college in fl. ‘oh what was your degree in?’ no i didn’t go. to get a degree. i wasn’t going there for that just to try it out. i didn’t graduate. college and. i’m fine w/ it. ...


i think that. i’m more of an animal person then. a people, person. animals pretty much. let people do their own thing. they don’t care. what cup someone uses [no this is a hypothetical] or how ma...


and i forgot the ‘something else’. anyway. so. w/ most people. once i get to know them. something about them annoys the hell out of me. and i knew Pat for 6 - 8 months. and weirdly enough. it was...


September 24, 2019

evan and um. in 2019

so. i still haven’t heard from evan. and i hate. that he doesn’t know. no i mean that he doesn’t know. we’re not friends. i can handle breaking my own heart: it’s his i don’t want to break. no bu...


um. so the reason. i would’ve wanted. her to email me and. um. ..............in. the first line of the email state ‘i’m resigning as of.........’ besides well the obvious. i don’t open my email. ...


btw. never done hard drugs and don’t want to. um. so what valerie did to me. was unfair. no um. in the ‘80’s in new york. people. would lie lay? down in churches in honor of those who’d died from...


September 22, 2019

valerie, evan and. uh fuk. in 2019

so for those who don’t know. [although i have high standards so.]. valerie was my former mentor who quit on me by. ghosting me a bit over a yr. ago. no bash her all you fukin want i won’t defend ...


um. right so my sister. has no idea what it’s like to be bisexual and be sitting there. in the co. of our uncle who. i’m pretty sure is homophobic. which. is why he & i’ve never talked about ...


September 18, 2019

from the 8th - the 14th in 2019

so um. on the 8th which was sun. i. didn’t do my laundry. on mon. i. went to the store. tues. wed. i didn’t do anything. thurs. - sat. i was at my mom’s. it was nice.


so. last time i saw her i. had private notes for dr. earp one of the topics being. it’s great. that she’s ok w/ the LGBTQ comm. and yeah she’s like ‘i’m fine w/ any and all orientations’. yeah me...


um so. on sun. the 1st i didn’t do my laundry. well no i did it. but it was interrupted by the washing machine leaking and the dryer not getting hot. like at all so. so then on mon. after i went ...


btw my eczema’s cleared up. [well i should hope so by now. it’s been about a month since i got it. that is fukin awful. having now had it. yeah. i get it. i understand. omygod. don’t get eczema y...


so. oh! oh omygod. the best part of my day yesterday. was. so when i was at the store where dawn worked well i was coming up one aisle. in the freezer section. and i saw this guy w/ gray and whit...


and. yes i realise it’s now tues. um so my weekend. it was ok. i don’t remember much of sat. i love tues. sat. bc on tues. other then calling the bus people there’s nothing i actually ‘have’ to d...


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