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Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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This is much longer than something I’d normally put here; but it relates to my last post in this “book” so it felt appropriate for this location. One thing we can do to further egalitarian views...


The last twenty four hours have been interesting. I don’t know how to feel about them, I don’t know how to understand what happened… I can’t really wrap my head around it. So… bear with me as I...


I’ll write a political article about this soon but… you know how feminism is on the rise in social media? I’m all for feminism. I think the genders should be treated as equals and have no +/- th...


I’m sick of myself… or at least… sick of having the same problems and knowing I’m not taking steps to deal. Because the truth is… I haven’t the bravery, the resources, or the clear-mindedness to...


It has been… a strange day. Last night, due to how I was feeling, I tried to approach the lack of romance, physical contact, etcetera in my marriage in a new way. I sat my wife down and told her...


I just need to kvetch I’m tired of the same thoughts circling over and over in my head. I complain, I get angry, I try to change things and get smacked down for it. I want to remember what pass...


(1) Good afternoon, good evening; Buenos noches, or beunos dias. Just a simple how-dee-doo for the day, really. I went to train Life Size Barbie in court this morning. More open to seeing her ...


Any events discussed in the following reference Friday, October 3. This was not written on that date (it was written right now). It is running a little long as I write it… I will try to break u...


PRE 1: Ouchy ouchy ouchy. Lately with the weather changing into fall (which I love) my body has been more pissy. Add that to the “healthy lifestyle exercise” regimen… my body is killing me. So...


Because I AM in fact going for Husband of the Year..... I got a call at 8:15 today saying not to come into work- it was to be a training day and, as I’ve been there twice as long as everyone else...


So… while it isn’t and shouldn’t be a substitute for a healthy relationship… this is why I’m still with my wife (in some reasons). She is feeling under the weather and (as per usual) doesn’t wan...


PRE: Hello all, I recently discovered that the alert system on my bookmarks page was… insufficient. So I’m taking time to go back and read entries from friends and favorites that I missed. If ...


(1)a- I am a strong advocate for Mental Health Care and Mental Health Care causes; so I realize in advance that what I am about to say is not only potentially offensive, but categorically inaccur...


(1) Looking at everything going on; I think my wife’s issue is (still is) this clinical depression thing she refuses to acknowledge or deal with. She has ADD, she thinks she has Asperger’s, so s...


Writing is helpful to deal with things and I need to keep at it. As with most of life, though, in order to keep writing – I feel I need a “project” or something that keeps me actively involved. ...


Wow, it really has been a long time since I’ve written. I wish I could say that a lot has happened but; really it seems only like a handful of things. When I came back, I have to give a special...


I know I don't have the largest readership; I get that I don't have the most devoted following... frankly, the idea that nobody will read these words is almost entirely okay with me. That being ...


So, bar prep/study/examination is over... for now. If I passed, I will find out September 10th. If I failed; I will have to reapply, restudy, and take the exam again at the end of February. Of...


These last two weeks, I've been averaging 16 hours a day studying for the bar and roughly 2 hours of sleep... per night, of course. I've had no opportunity to read any of you- for that I do feel ...


I've been withdrawing and self-destructive again which is never a good place. Last time there was any Pub Trivia, it was movie trivia... not our strong suit and MK couldn't make it, but we still...


Interesting stuff lately.... On my way to work the other day, I was reflecting about how things have changed for me in the past few decades. Primarily- when I was in my teens; I wanted to be Ha...


Insomnia has returned. The insomnia has returned in a stronger way than usual and in such a way as to be causing issues. For instance, this week was supposed to be the start of my Bar Prep Cour...


Thanks for all the positive comments on the last update. Made the calls; been making the calls… apparently EVERY marriage counselor in the city is booked for the next two months. Ugh. Caught a bu...


I’ve been putting off the phone call to schedule marriage counseling for several days. I’ve also been putting off the phone call to a possible Job Hunter. I don’t know what it is. If it is FOR...


Friday night was the final "End of Semester" party for law school! It was... hrm. Yeah, some of this may be more appropriate for my "more likely to offend" book, lol. Anyway... how did I spend...