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Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life
Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.
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Untitled by Zdislav Beksinski in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Started writing this from court which is where I am catching up on some Prosebox.net reading. My County is dead. How dead is it? Despite only having magistrate court once a week (for comparison,...
Statement of Emotion in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
This is not a good sign. I sit here at the end of my work day. I don’t want to go home. I don’t want to stay at work. As those are the only two options; that feels like a bad sign. What I want...
SSDD (a long entry) in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Woke up this morning; cracked my neck in three places, tried to stretch my right leg which is tight and sore due to cold. Then realized that I would rather be shot in the stomach than get out of...
Boring, in its way in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Today, I woke up and shoveled the sidewalk. Then got into a blue blazer and khakis and went to work. Desk is a mess. Court was… quick. Didn’t know what I was doing but faked it well. It turn...
Bollocks. in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Spent time with my friend. It isn’t… active time… but he gets lonely so it is good to spend time if available. We watched Then I set out back for Tiny Town. A 3 hour drive through snow, wi...
With Friend in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Visiting a friend this weekend. Upon entering a bigger city, a powerful rage hit me. I’m not too demanding in my hopes and requests. 1: Live in a city of 20k or more, preferably close to friend...
Another Day in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Earlier, I was doing “T minus” for when I’d find out about the job. But now that I know it is a no on that job… today is just another day. Woke up at -14 centigrade today. Step outside and… ...
Job in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Didn’the get it. Confirmed via phone call. Not a surprise but thoroughly disappointing. I am still going to do Good Boy December… just to show my Creator that fucking with me won’the destroy me...
T-5 in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Still no word about the interview. But truthfully, that really isn’t reason to panic. Hell, my county took three months after interviews to get back to people… and all they said was “We want to...
T-4 in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Yesterday, I truly felt like I had put in enough work to be worthy of a paycheck. That happens very rarely around here. Usually, I earn my paycheck by simply tolerating the ridiculous way thing...
T-3 in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
It is only 9:06 a.m. CST and I am already forcing “calming breaths” and whispering “Don’t complain, push forward” over and over to myself. It is… difficult in such a “lovely” place (sarcasm). ...
T - 2 in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
So, I may be setting myself up for a brutal fall but at least this opportunity gives all of you a far different look into who I am (perhaps). I don’t necessarily wear my heart on my sleeve; but ...
Behavior in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Call it superstitious but… as I have been praying like Luther in Wartburg Castle the last few days… my superstitious and bargaining nature have been off the chart. The full list of things I’d gi...
Update From Phone in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Interview was definitely for a dream job. I would be part of a team, I would be home, I would be able to learn, and I would be able to focus on ONE department (juvenile) instead of being required...
Into the Storm in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Today, I drive to an interview that matters more to me than my next breath. An interview that holds for me the promise of returning home. An interview that, above all, I am desperate to ace. I...
OMG: Culture in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Okay… this is judgmental as hell of me. I should feel bad. But I don’t. Because… PEOPLE IN THIS COUNTY DON’T KNOW WHO ELPHABA IS! Seriously… I just heard a room full of “Native Professionals” ...
My Hypocrisy in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
I am staring at my desk; which I thoroughly WANT to clean and am READY to clean… but my boss called with… well, something that makes me want to not clean and instead use the paperwork littering m...
Live Broadcasting in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
8:00 a.m. I had the oddest dream last night. I was holding three jobs that could be done simultaneously but unethically. I was delivering Book Storage to businesses, selling security devices do...
Surprising Days in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
I woke up this morning and was still so tired. Really getting sick of that. A classic sign of depression, of course, but there is also the fact that… well… this county is a dark, wintry place t...
Mah n NoJoMo in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
(1) One thing I dislike about the new Prosebox Format is that it is no longer as User Friendly to discover when I have new notes or new bookmarks. Sometimes there will be the in-page prompt but ...
From the Back to the Middle in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Aye. I haven’t been here for the Thanksgiving Weekend. I was considering it, but then thought a complete separation may be in order. Truth be told, I had planned on not writing today (or at le...
List Based and NoJoMo in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
As it highlights my current moods and accidental compartmental-mentality (which I hereby deem as CompartMentality) I shall share this as a list concept then follow up with NoJoMo Prompt for 11/23...
Interesting Song Bit in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
I have David Bowie’s “Changes” stuck in my head… but only one half of one stanza. I don’t know why, but open to interpretation, lol. “And these children that you spit on As they try to change th...
Dies Marti in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Just learned that the Latin phrase “Dies Marti” is where we get “day” from in our calendar. Dies Marti “days of Mars.” Last night, towards the end of work (or I should say “work”) I felt an ol...
Turkey Week in BookThree: Flight Log 2016
Weekend was okay. Went to Omaha for Pathfinder… which means a three hour trip down for five hours of gameplay and then a three hour trip back. But seeing friends, going to a real place, and get...
