Timmy™ ⋅

My name is Timmy™, formerly authorcode C104458 on OD. (Successor to A624512) Jersey born and raised, currently living in an OK state. I like cheese, feminism, bad puns, pegging, and Star Trek. Some entries are filtered. Don't be shy. I only bite if we have a safeword in place.

How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer.

Samwise The Brave, "The Two Towers"

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October 08, 2021

Never skip leg day. in The Napkin.

Skipped the gym yesterday because I’m running short on sleep, and been a touch too depressed. So, here’s a “bad” selfie.


Got out late. There was a car next to mine with its lights on, which was weird. Turned out just to be one of the waitresses. She was with a guy and I couldn’t tell who it was. I joked “Enjoy ...


Dear Future Timmy™, Here’s a light workout you did on your “deload/transition” week. Chin: 3 @ +25 lbs Squat: 1 @ 225 lbs Deadlift: 1 @ 315 lbs Overhead Press: 1 @ 105 lbs Bent-over Row: 1 @...


October 03, 2021

Tired. in The Napkin.

I feel like I peaked a decade ago. To feel like you’re going somewhere. I’ve almost forgotten what that feeling is like. It feels like a slow fade away into nothingness. Free to do whatever I w...


Well, not literally. Just my greatest fear. Probably everyone has this fear in some form. It might sound like a downer to “accept” that I’m going to be quite the loner for a long time, if not ...


October 02, 2021

Preworrying. in The Napkin.

I sometimes have anxiety about anxiety. Like, I’ll be relatively fine, but there is a small worry I’ll be anxious later. I was at work and worried I’d be anxious before bed. I’m… eh, not anxi...


October 01, 2021

Cookie Monster. in The Napkin.

I’m up 7 lbs from last month. Concurrent with tracking when I get up and go to sleep, I weigh myself before bed, and first thing when I get up. It’s so fascinating how you can lose two pounds j...


September 30, 2021

I even lift, bro. in The Napkin.

I gave myself permission not to lift today. Slept as long as I felt comfortable. Still ate my oatmeal, because oatmeal is healthy whether you’re on your deathbed or a healthy 29 year old. Actu...


September 29, 2021

Nano Thoughts. in The Napkin.

I was relaxed enough at work to do some head-writing for my next novel. I keep coming back to the concept of losing and then trying to find a older/younger sister. I’ve done “falling in love wi...


September 29, 2021

Red-lining. in The Napkin.

So, 20 workouts in 23 days, plus one cardio? Or something. Tired? Kinda. Well, yes. It’s that early-morning calm. Physically, I feel fine. Well, I was getting tired towards the end of my wor...


September 28, 2021

Ho Hum. in The Napkin.

8 hours of sleep, check. Plenty of food, check. Holding off on cookies last night? Uhhhh. I’ll try to watch my cookie quota tonight. Woke up rested today but not entirely motivated. I am try...


September 27, 2021

Sugar. in The Napkin.

Ah, honey honey. I’m always looking for course corrections. Saturday night I went to bed early and slept 10 hours. Woke up feeling amazing yesterday. Went to bed relatively on time last night,...


September 26, 2021

Streaking. in The Napkin.

Well, ran my upper/lower split six days straight last week. Got ten hours of sleep last night; felt rested enough to do some fasted cardio this morning. Does that count as “hitting the gym” sev...


September 24, 2021

Timmy Got Back. in The Napkin.

I got a compliment at the gym. Usually, I’m there first thing in the morning. Well, first thing for me, which can be as early as 4 am. I had a morning shift today, and an evening shift last nig...


So, led my second Ass Day* of the week with ten sets of 3 deadlifts @ 245 lbs with one minute rest periods. There’s two squat racks on either side. And both are occupied by dudes curling. Punch...


Feel like I have nobody to talk to*. So, here we are. I’ve lifted 14 out of the last 16 days. Today’s workout was… 104 minutes. May remove one exercise. I’m trying to keep it consistent, and...


I don’t think prayer actually works. I do, however, believe in the efficacy of positive thinking. As a writer, I find writing dialogue rather easy. I can shift back and forth between different ...


Ya know. I’ve worn wife-beaters to the gym for years. Never really gave it much thought. The gym is a highly sexually charged alternate space where levels of clothing clearly vary from what sh...


Let’s see, ten workouts in eleven days. Every workout over 75 minutes. Lifts are going up, I feel physically awesome. Hell, might be placebo, but I feel different in the mirror. I will laugh i...


September 17, 2021

Resting Bitch Face. in The Napkin.

Apparently I am afflicted with it. Eh, apparently. I get accused of looking angry when I’m not. Maybe annoyed, but usually it’s just latent sadness. I don’t bother fake smiling, as fake smilin...


At times, saying “I’ve read all these books” and citing all these quotes can be a bit of Appeal to Authority. It’s cool to borrow other people’s ideas to influence you, to help shape you. But at...


That’s been my personal way of expressing or summing up how I feel. The calm I have. Things feel easier. Though. Am I still a touch lazy? You bet your ass. I lifted today. 8th workout in 9...


Faith is believing in fiction. Faith is fancy word for assumption of what will happen in the future. This is what I posit, for now. We’re doing the chapter on the agnostic again, which I find ...


“The sooner we put it in the present, the sooner we can put it in the past.” - Me


And it’s Squat Day. Rawr. This will be workout 7 in 8 days. Mind you, I pick things up and put things down. Workouts have drifted to upwards of 80-90 minutes. Still running an upper/lower spl...


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