Timmy™ ⋅

My name is Timmy™, formerly authorcode C104458 on OD. Jersey born and raised, currently living in an OK state. I like cheese, feminism, bad puns, pegging, and Star Trek. Most entries are filtered. Don't be shy. I only bite if we have a safeword in place.

How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer.

Samwise The Brave, "The Two Towers"

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February 14, 2021

Oh, Airk. in The Napkin.

He amuses me. Sometimes I’ll be scrolling down my Book of Faces page and see him cursing out his Senator or Congressman. Just scathing “DO YOUR JOB, YOU F** JACKOFF.” Well, sans caps. You don’t...


This is a paraphrase from Sarek in Star Trek 2009. I want to start off by saying that right now, in this moment, I’m happy. It is rare, so it needs to be noted. Those close to me know my emotio...


February 12, 2021

Want some pizza? in The Napkin.

What. I feel like hell. Mikey is offering you some pizza. WANT SOME PIZZA.


Yes, indeed, I have a face. I know, baffling.


It’s not to hurt her. It’s to protect myself. Meh, too cheerful. Too mean. I won’t lipread for you, as I know what Riker is saying. No, still too professional. …Never thought I’d have to go...


I have been pondering about what to do video stuff about. Subjecting myself to hot sauce? Gotta start somewhere.


If you judge me for sleeping with a stuffed animal, you’re a big meanie. (What. I’m deliberately trying to not curse.) I should note I’ve been sleeping with this one since before wife even left...


Was going to title this Purpose/Feeling Needed something else, but here we are. I went from thinking about what I have to hope for, to strive towards. But then I started thinking about my compl...


February 09, 2021

Sleep Report, 2-9-21 in The Napkin.

Mood was probably best mid-day yesterday. A “fine” at best, which a touch of sadness. Strike that, I also felt “fine” when I went to bed. Well, not quite, either. I just wasn’t hungry all day. ...


Been a rough morning/afternoon. I tried Operation Distraction to “forget” how I was feeling, but it wasn’t quite working. It’s annoying that facing our emotions sometimes makes them feel worse ...


February 08, 2021

Sleep Report, 2-8-2021 in The Napkin.

Or lack thereof. I tried staying up late to tire myself out. And as soon as my head hit the pillow, I was wide awake. No sleep aids last night, as I prefer not to take them two days in a row. S...


Spock Earmuffs! Set those pointed ears to warm.


February 07, 2021

Depression be like.... in The Napkin.

(I’m actually in decent spirits today, shhh. Took a plethora of sleep aids last night and phew, it’s nice to sleep.)


February 07, 2021

Legolas. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.

The Hobbit movies aren’t the best, but they’re a nice addendum to PJ’s LotR adaptation. Something I like is how it helps the character of Legolas. Who has been accused of not HAVING much of a c...


This actually isn’t a story, but another one of my emotional, personal, and philosophical explorations where I’m not quite sure what I’m going to write. Always fun when you’re not quite sure wha...


Our favorite homosexual male is casually sitting on the couch, watching television. There is a bag of Smartfood™ white cheddar popcorn slotted to his right. He keeps switching through YouTube™ ...


Longtime readers may remember a playful “contest” I would do every April 16th. But why wait? As a preface, this “contest” was/is very tongue-in-cheek. I once discarded the entire results and d...


Stray thought. I have noticed I write the most when I’m mentally unstable. And if it wasn’t painfully obvious like being critically fucked through a concrete wall, I’m not mentally stable right ...


Wasn’t expecting three long-winded entries in one day, but here we are. LET’S GO, CUMSLUTS. It’s not that I hide being atheist. It’s that other religions are so HI I’M CHRISTIAN AND THIS DEFINE...


As in Open Diary. There’s your thesis statement. Yup, not even pretending it’s a decent writing style. I’ll continue to refine my craft, including just smashing through the fourth wall like a f...


Let’s define Compersion using a touch of google-fu. The word compersion is loosely defined as the opposite of jealousy. Instead of feeling upset or threatened when your partner romantically or se...


February 01, 2021

Ankle Weights. in The Napkin.

Nope, no metaphor for once. Ever try them? Definitely don’t wear them out-and-about nor to bed. But just casually at home? Your body adapts to the weight. And then when you take them off at n...


Trekkies know this term well. Kirk, Spock, Bones. It plays into Freud rather well. Spock is the logical Superego. Bones is the raw emotion, the Id. And Kirk mediates them, as the Ego. This ...


Q’pla, motherfrakkers. See, there’s two types of Honor. There’s the social honor. Oh, doing what the Empire wants you to do. And then there’s personal honor. Holding to your own personal virt...


I really forget who requested I sing. So, here we are, at past 6 in the morning. I had to argue with Youtube a bit to even allow comments. The darkness is intentional.


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