Timmy™ ⋅ 40

My name is Timmy™, formerly authorcode C104458 on OD. (Successor to A624512) Jersey born and raised, currently living in an OK state. I like cheese, feminism, bad puns, pegging, and Star Trek. Some entries are filtered. Don't be shy. I only bite if we have a safeword in place.

How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer.

Samwise The Brave, "The Two Towers"

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September 05, 2021

I'm sweaty. in The Napkin.

Forgot my towel for my post-workout shower. I prefer being naked and showering at the gym, rather than driving home covered in my own TimmySweat. Thankfully, I caught this before I showered. I...


So, I was in the back part of a gym where there is no music. So all the female and male breaths of exertion sound like… Well, you can use your imagination. It’s disconcerting and “YEAH, LET’S ...


Is that even a thing? It’s nice feeling happy or pleasant. Isn’t it? And yes, I do believe thinking positive helps you be more positive. As circular negative thoughts have a way of festering an...


Though, Wifey pointed out today that I could get the Devils logo on my other shoulder. Still kind of want to keep my right arm/shoulder a clean canvas. At least until fifty. : D


August 16, 2021

Sexy Thang. in The Napkin.

So, I’ve been trying to be more friendly at work. Some of the staff are really nice, so I’d like to give it back. Guy asked me for something, so I said, “You got it, comrade.” Comrade, as it’...


I am not particularly surprised, given my trademark look. It’s like I should put a trademark at the end of Timmy and call myself Timmy™. But gosh, it would require some next-level ostentatiousn...


What is serenity? When have you felt serenity? That was the topic. I snapped my fingers, and the chair motioned to me. Serenity is feeling calm and at peace with your emotions. Good and bad....


I don’t feel like googling if this qualifies as biphasic sleep. Slept 3 hours. Gymmed. Slept 3 more hours. I feel good? Wednesday, August 4th, 2021 Crux: 6:23 AM - 7:21 PM (58 minutes) Yester...


August 01, 2021

Water Weight. in The Napkin.

In a span of two days and three shifts, I’ve dropped three whole pounds. Excuse me while I imbibe even MORE water. Stay hydrated, kids!


Oh, I’m still atheist. That is a chapter in The Big Book. I figured it would take a while to find my rhythm in terms of when/how many AA meetings I would attend weekly. Considering my work sch...


Or Obi Kenobi’s, whatever. As a writer, I sometimes like to put in a Wise Olde White Dude into my works. Someone whose backstory you don’t reeeeally need to flesh out. Their aura of wisdom pre...


July 25, 2021

OldER. in The Napkin.

I am now at an age where some chicks are both very legal, and still too young for me. Wonder if there is a website for thirty-somethings that are too young for some crowds and too old for others...


July 23, 2021

Don't rib me. in The Napkin.

I don’t think I broke a rib, but whatever it is, it’s enough to annotate. Still think it is bizarre to injure my rib-area on LEG PRESS. People all “oh, I don’t squat, bad for the knees”. Never...


July 22, 2021

40+ in The Napkin.

Been scheduled into overtime again. Doesn’t really bother me. I didn’t think I’d adapt to working evenings so well, but it leaves my mornings so stress-free in terms of getting to the gym. In ...


My phone is nearing brick status. “Gee, Timmy, your Blackberry was so not fetch when you got it.” Blackberry is fetch. Blackberry is always fleek and on point and radical, you neo-maxi zoom-dwe...


I knew it was going to hurt, and gosh, did this new tattoo not disappoint. First one only hurt near my hipbone. Second one barely hurt, as it is on my bum. I almost want to say it hurts more “...


Nah, not much fancy to say. Negative thoughts were there, but somewhere in the evening I forgot about them. Ha ha. I “forgot” I was depressed. I COULD hit the gym in the morning, but I wouldn’...


In the past when I had suicidal ideation, it was at least confined to the privacy of my residence. It’s quite different to be in public and casually thinking about death. All the classics: “I h...


July 12, 2021

I hate days off. in The Napkin.

I noticed this decades ago. Well, I do have two things I COULD do, and probably will. Group meeting, and hit the gym. But other than that, there’s no hard deadlines today, no stressables of any...


1: Saves time. 2: Gets me out the door before I have a chance to wake up and argue with myself. Nope, no snark. If it must be said, it doesn’t do much for you in terms of calories burned. If...


When I’m more mentally stable, stress and eustress tends to go into different compartments. Work goes in worktime. School goes in schooltime. Relationship goes in relationshiptime. Gaming goe...


If only we could create our own. Well, technically, you can. Whenever I move into somewhere new, I order Dominos. (Okay, any pizza will do.) I decided to create a tradition, and so I did it. ...


There seem to people who have an innate drive or desire to reinvent themselves. Always chasing something new, something exciting. Never content to be sitting still, in the same place whether ph...


Wednesday, June 30th, 2021 Crux: 8:41 AM - 9:38 AM (57 minutes) Yesterday's nutrition: Too much chocolate after the sun went down. Sleep: Good. Front Squat: 8 @ 45 lbs 8 @ 55 lbs 8 @ 65 lbs 8...


Tuesday, June 29th, 2021 Crux: 6:37AM - 7:42 AM (65 minutes) Yesterday's nutrition: Too much chocolate after the sun went down. Sleep: Four hours sans any alarm, but awoke really refreshed. L...


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