JennyAmi ⋅
Formally Tenderheartjenny from DE! I'm a mom, a wife, a daughter, a U.S. Navy Veteran, a Social Worker, and a Thespian. My life is crazy! Crazy busy. Crazy loud. Crazy beautiful! My goal is to write more. I always found it cathartic, and right now my life needs that!
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Surgery in My life....I can't make this shit up!
My mother called from the hospital, she needs a quadruple bypass. She’s back in her room waiting for the surgeon to come in to talk to her. She has to be transferred to a hospital in the next tow...
I'm not sure how much more I can take in My life....I can't make this shit up!
I’m really not. My mother has had a silent heart attack, she’s in the hospital and only my father can visit her. Friday night we went to Orlando to spend the weekend at Universal. We had a good...
Lonely in My life....I can't make this shit up!
I cant believe how lonely one could feel when being surrounded by people litterally 24/7. Since we moved into my parents place I’ve felt so lonely. My parents sit on the couch watching the same...
Mediation in My life....I can't make this shit up!
Was an absolute waste of my time. They called me right on time, then only asked if I had a phone number for Jeremy. I told her I didn’t and I was placed on hold for 15 minutes. She came back on ...
Relaxing Days in My life....I can't make this shit up!
The last two days have been super relaxing! Yesterday we went to Universal, which was SO NICE on a Wednesday! The weather was beautiful, the parks weren’t crowded, and we got to do so much stuff...
Feeling Overwhelmed in My life....I can't make this shit up!
Yesterday I had a nice Veteran’s Day. I got my coffee and breakfast and went to work. I was going to go to Applebees because they were offering a free entree, but we had a drug rep lunch and it’...
Requested a Hearing in My life....I can't make this shit up!
Two days after I submitted my request for Default, I received it back signed by the clerk of court. I called my Paralegal and she walked me though how to request a hearing. That was last Thursda...
Motion for Default sent in My life....I can't make this shit up!
It’s been a few days since I’ve wrote so I’ll provide a quick update about work. Last week we were able to move back into our office so, thankfully, things have settled down. Let’s hope it stays...
Outta Fucks and GiveADamns in My life....I can't make this shit up!
Yup. I’m fresh out of Fucks and GiveADamns. I’m over a whole lot of shit right now. Saturday night That MotherFucker texted me demanding my address to “send paperwork” then refused to tell me w...
The Nights I Live For in My life....I can't make this shit up!
I love low key evenings. We all got home about 20 minutes ago and already changed into comfy clothes. Brian’s making a simple hot dog and chips dinner tonight. Cameron’s studying for a science te...
Ups and Downs in My life....I can't make this shit up!
I’m still having my ups and downs. Yesterday was mostly a down day. I just felt blah and crappy all day. Today I’m feeling a little bit better. I ended up leaving work early and picking Cameron u...
This MotherFucker!! in My life....I can't make this shit up!
Yesterday I got a text from the ex inquiring if I had someone wanting to adopt Cameron. I had several thoughts at this point including: “Why the fuck do you want to know? It’s none of your fucki...
Much needed good news in My life....I can't make this shit up!
Brian sent me a text message today saying he had “awesome news” then took forever to answer me when I asked what it was! He is being promoted to Assistant Manager of his office. I’m so proud of h...
Much needed good news in My life....I can't make this shit up!
I Discovered some much needed good news today! My ex was served the divorce papers! He has 20 days to answer and I really hope he doesn’t. I have obsessively been checking the case every day. It’...
Friday! YAY! in My life....I can't make this shit up!
It’s been another hectic crazy day at work. It finally started to slow down for me about a half hour ago. I have a feeling I should have slipped out when I had the chance because I hear a client...
The anxiety of uncertainty in My life....I can't make this shit up!
The anxiety of uncertainty has grasped me again. I got a whopping 3 hours of sleep last night. I have been up since 12:30 in the morning. I got to work a whole hour early. Ugh. I’m worried about...
If it’s not one thing, it’s another... in My life....I can't make this shit up!
Really....Sometimes I feel like we just don’t catch a break. The Mental Health world is … well.....crazy. I’m down a case manager so I have a bunch of intensive client’s I’m trying to help, on...
Well, that didn't take long... in My life....I can't make this shit up!
It did not take long for my office to go back to absolute chaos! It’s been nuts at work! And it’s about to get more crazy as I’m losing a case manager tomorrow. That means I’ll have another batch...
Back in the office in My life....I can't make this shit up!
My office has called us back into the office. Of course I had selected Cam to do the distance learning believing I would be home to help with school, so I’m a bit frustrated. Cam now does school ...
Well, that was fast in My life....I can't make this shit up!
Surprisingly on Friday I received an e-mail from family court with my case number, a pdf copy of my payment receipt, an order that I cannot remove any minor children from this judicial circuit, a...
This entry is tangential and convoluted. I can’t sleep again tonight. I have been sleeping fairly well since I started on this divorce path, but tonight I cannot shut my brain off. I was actual...
It's off.... in My life....I can't make this shit up!
Yesterday I met with the Paralegal and she completed all of the paperwork for me. It took three hours, but it was all completed and notarized right there. I had to do some research to figure out...
Why am I anxious? in My life....I can't make this shit up!
Right now I’m sitting in the Publix parkinglot anxious as hell. I meet with the Paralegal at 10, and she is less than 10 minutes from here and my stomach is in knots! I don’t understand why. This...
Busy few days in My life....I can't make this shit up!
The last few days have been extremely busy! After making the decision to get the divorce, I spoke with a paralegal and she will be assisting me through the process. I felt better almost immediate...
Difficult Conversation in My life....I can't make this shit up!
Last night Brian and I decided to have the difficult conversation of Cameron’s biological father with him. Short Version: my exhusband shook Cam when he was 3 months old. It was the most difficul...
