The anxiety of uncertainty in My life....I can't make this shit up!
- Oct. 8, 2020, 6:06 a.m.
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The anxiety of uncertainty has grasped me again. I got a whopping 3 hours of sleep last night. I have been up since 12:30 in the morning. I got to work a whole hour early. Ugh. I’m worried about so much stuff right now. We have to move in 2 months and still have no clue where we’re going, Brian is possibly up for a promotion that would require us to move two and a half hours north, we’d have to break that news to both our parents, nothing has happened with the divorce I filed two months ago - no word from the sheriff as to whether he’s been served or not - and all of the crazy shit at work. I’m exhausted. I feel like I’m walking on eggshells no matter where I go. I can’t turn my brain off at night. I can’t focus at work, I’m not getting tasks complete....It’s just a struggle all around.
I am doing my best to stay positive that things will work out. It’s just hard.
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