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Umm… I know I haven’t written in like 42536 years. And I WILL be back soon, but there will be one major change, since my Mom currently knows my diary name, has her own, and violates my privacy. ...


September 28, 2017

News

Good stuff first: I always knew that the MS Society awesomely gave free cooling vests, etc. to people with the disease. But until last nite, I thought that you had to print a paper app and send i...


Hi! I missed yall sooooo much! I hope yall missed me! Here’s the deal, Imma be adding my back entries from the time I said I was leaving yall and hopefully my craptastic handwriting in my pape...


I went with my Mom tonite to a semi-marathon run to Walmart. Got most of the stuff that is non-food to stock the house with while I will be gone. I already got her set on weed, and we get food ...


March 05, 2017

AWOL, MIA, LOL, MEH...

Let’s start with the good shall we? Dr. Allison, for all the hell she put me thru by making me wait ohhh sooo long for hormones, has managed to cure me with the last surgery I had. I have no mor...


February 04, 2017

Payday... (with Pics)

I don’t even think we can help ourselves. LOL. We just got our money on the 3rd, and yes, we DID need some stuff, but anyway… we have already bought like, 5 things on Amazon and eBay. One, omg...


January 24, 2017

KILL.

ME. OMG I have nooo idea why this recovery has gone back like 10 steps today and decided to torture me with excruciating pain, but alas, that is where I sit. My 2 week post op is tomorrow with ...


January 18, 2017

MENopause...

Yep, I am here. And here I shall stay. I haven’t decided yet if I am going to do hormones or not. I have to wait 21 days post surgery, which was on the 10th, to even start them if I decide to....


I just won $200 Off the same scratch off ticket!!!!!!!! Here she is folks!: (No it is NOT a joke, we are BEYOND happy right now!) So in case some of yall can’t read it, or you are like me and ...


January 07, 2017

Closer realizations...

This is just my FB status. I don;t have much more in me, and I am doped on xanax. Heh. 1/6/17 - What’s on my mind? Well, the fact that I am about to be a menopausal woman at 35, and it fuckin s...


January 05, 2017

Woo hooo

All sorts of good! I shall list them in order of good - ness. LOL I talked to Roger, my landlord, and he did agree to let us simply pay extra on rent in lieu of paying utilies! HUZZAH!!! I ca...


January 02, 2017

Oh, My.

Just got done puking. I am sooo hungover. What a looovely entry I blessed yall with on New Year’s Eve. LOLOL. I didn’t have a traditional hangover, I just think personally with all the probl...


December 31, 2016

The NYE Drunk Entraay

So I’m not AS oops drunk as I think I am. That didn’t make sense. Dammit my dogs want out. Umm… Yea, I’m not cut out for this drinking stuff. Wow. IO can still type well n stuff. Hmm… look a...


December 31, 2016

Yuck.

I felt yucky today. Stomach issues, rotten egg burps, gas, you name it. I did NOT wanna leave the house. BUT, I had talked to my Mom last night and her and my stepdad had decided that the dog ...


December 07, 2016

Quick like woah.

K, so this will be a quickie, since I haven’t gone to bed yet and it is 7:30am. lol. A. Talked to Roger yesterday, and he confirmed that we will not have to start paying utilities this month! ...


December 03, 2016

The Happs... (W/ AMY PICS!)

Hiyah. I have been a little eh, well actually that kinda describes me just fine. Just eh. LOL. Not really interested in Facebook, or friends, or anything really. It’s all got to do with the ...


November 24, 2016

I feel Like Turkey Tonite...

Yea, we’re weird, and doing Thanksgiving now. LOL. We do that sometimes. I just had to get my brother to bring my Mom’s can opener to me so I could, ya know, open cans n shit. sighs. Other t...


So, I decided to go to my six week post op checkup, because things weren’t feeling right. After a very painful physical exam, she sent me to ultrasound, which found two new cysts, one on each ov...


So court went well. Sorry I am just now updating. Stupid judge put me back in the diversion program. According to my friend Candace who works with law and knows it, if she woulda just made me ...


Well, I am at my Mom’s staying the night in preparation for my big court date tomorrow. Some, hopefully a lot, of you will be voting tomorrow. I will be hopefully just finding out that I have t...


November 06, 2016

Current.... STRESS!!!

I have noticed when something is going on that is stressful or bad in my life, I tend to retreat into myself and not let anyone know. Even this place. Surgeries do not count for me, as I don’t ...


So, as yall may remember, or prolly not, I had surgery on the 4th. My bday was on the 29th, and that was also the day I had to do all of my pre surgical appointments so I had to stay the nite wi...


September 17, 2016

Chantix.

Yep, I actually am looking forward to vivid dreams. Watch it not give me any now. LOL. Anyway, Day 2 on it. Can’t even tell yet. My doc said it’s an antidepressant? That would make sense, s...


September 16, 2016

And Back Down Again... t

Despite my goofy/madhatter mood, (we will get to that lol) I am, indeed, staying the nite at my Mom’s house tonight at the behest of my wife. I dunno, she’s PMSing, and maybe I am not as aware o...


September 13, 2016

Ess EEE Ex.

Today/night, there has been lots. I am soooo not complaining. I am starting to get a tad bit tired tho.... lol So, I talked to Dr. Allison today and she did confirm that there are two cysts on ...


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Hi… I am Stephanie. A 32 year old lesbian, married to a wonderful woman for almost 14 years, since we were both 18. We do not have children and will not ever be having any because I have Multiple Sclerosis. Most days I wake up and have no idea what I am facing. That means one hell of a rollercoaster ride and I think I am ready to write about it… about all of it now. I am on full Disability and will never work again due to the way the MS affects me which is mostly cognitively. I have a lot of brain damage and cannot think the same way I used to. I went from a 120 IQ to an 80 IQ practically overnight. I have had a brain biopsy in Jan. of 2013 and that was to see if I had a tumor or if it was MS. I think I would have preferred tumor. I had no idea what the diagnosis would mean to me and to my future. My wife has been thru hell and back with me with my ups and downs and emotions all over the place. I have put her thru hell and she has been a trooper! She deserved a medal. Now I am here, ready to finally write again. If you will have me, I am a fiercely loyal diary friend and was at Opendiary from the very beginning till the very end. Some of you I have known for many many years. And some I would love to get to know. I have changed, for sure. But hopefully yall will like the new me just as much. Beware tho… there will be cat pics!!! LOL. I love you all so much! I have missed each and every one of you! :(
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