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My mother called from the hospital, she needs a quadruple bypass. She’s back in her room waiting for the surgeon to come in to talk to her. She has to be transferred to a hospital in the next tow...

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I’m really not. My mother has had a silent heart attack, she’s in the hospital and only my father can visit her. Friday night we went to Orlando to spend the weekend at Universal. We had a good...

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I cant believe how lonely one could feel when being surrounded by people litterally 24/7. Since we moved into my parents place I’ve felt so lonely. My parents sit on the couch watching the same...

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Was an absolute waste of my time. They called me right on time, then only asked if I had a phone number for Jeremy. I told her I didn’t and I was placed on hold for 15 minutes. She came back on ...

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The last two days have been super relaxing! Yesterday we went to Universal, which was SO NICE on a Wednesday! The weather was beautiful, the parks weren’t crowded, and we got to do so much stuff...

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Yesterday I had a nice Veteran’s Day. I got my coffee and breakfast and went to work. I was going to go to Applebees because they were offering a free entree, but we had a drug rep lunch and it’...

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Two days after I submitted my request for Default, I received it back signed by the clerk of court. I called my Paralegal and she walked me though how to request a hearing. That was last Thursda...

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It’s been a few days since I’ve wrote so I’ll provide a quick update about work. Last week we were able to move back into our office so, thankfully, things have settled down. Let’s hope it stays...

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Yup. I’m fresh out of Fucks and GiveADamns. I’m over a whole lot of shit right now. Saturday night That MotherFucker texted me demanding my address to “send paperwork” then refused to tell me w...

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I love low key evenings. We all got home about 20 minutes ago and already changed into comfy clothes. Brian’s making a simple hot dog and chips dinner tonight. Cameron’s studying for a science te...

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I’m still having my ups and downs. Yesterday was mostly a down day. I just felt blah and crappy all day. Today I’m feeling a little bit better. I ended up leaving work early and picking Cameron u...

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Yesterday I got a text from the ex inquiring if I had someone wanting to adopt Cameron. I had several thoughts at this point including: “Why the fuck do you want to know? It’s none of your fucki...

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Brian sent me a text message today saying he had “awesome news” then took forever to answer me when I asked what it was! He is being promoted to Assistant Manager of his office. I’m so proud of h...

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I Discovered some much needed good news today! My ex was served the divorce papers! He has 20 days to answer and I really hope he doesn’t. I have obsessively been checking the case every day. It’...

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It’s been another hectic crazy day at work. It finally started to slow down for me about a half hour ago. I have a feeling I should have slipped out when I had the chance because I hear a client...

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The anxiety of uncertainty has grasped me again. I got a whopping 3 hours of sleep last night. I have been up since 12:30 in the morning. I got to work a whole hour early. Ugh. I’m worried about...

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Really....Sometimes I feel like we just don’t catch a break. The Mental Health world is … well.....crazy. I’m down a case manager so I have a bunch of intensive client’s I’m trying to help, on...

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It did not take long for my office to go back to absolute chaos! It’s been nuts at work! And it’s about to get more crazy as I’m losing a case manager tomorrow. That means I’ll have another batch...

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My office has called us back into the office. Of course I had selected Cam to do the distance learning believing I would be home to help with school, so I’m a bit frustrated. Cam now does school ...

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Surprisingly on Friday I received an e-mail from family court with my case number, a pdf copy of my payment receipt, an order that I cannot remove any minor children from this judicial circuit, a...

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This entry is tangential and convoluted. I can’t sleep again tonight. I have been sleeping fairly well since I started on this divorce path, but tonight I cannot shut my brain off. I was actual...

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Yesterday I met with the Paralegal and she completed all of the paperwork for me. It took three hours, but it was all completed and notarized right there. I had to do some research to figure out...

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Right now I’m sitting in the Publix parkinglot anxious as hell. I meet with the Paralegal at 10, and she is less than 10 minutes from here and my stomach is in knots! I don’t understand why. This...

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The last few days have been extremely busy! After making the decision to get the divorce, I spoke with a paralegal and she will be assisting me through the process. I felt better almost immediate...

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Last night Brian and I decided to have the difficult conversation of Cameron’s biological father with him. Short Version: my exhusband shook Cam when he was 3 months old. It was the most difficul...

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