JennyAmi ⋅

Formally Tenderheartjenny from DE! I'm a mom, a wife, a daughter, a U.S. Navy Veteran, a Social Worker, and a Thespian. My life is crazy! Crazy busy. Crazy loud. Crazy beautiful! My goal is to write more. I always found it cathartic, and right now my life needs that!

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My office has called us back into the office. Of course I had selected Cam to do the distance learning believing I would be home to help with school, so I’m a bit frustrated. Cam now does school ...


Surprisingly on Friday I received an e-mail from family court with my case number, a pdf copy of my payment receipt, an order that I cannot remove any minor children from this judicial circuit, a...


This entry is tangential and convoluted. I can’t sleep again tonight. I have been sleeping fairly well since I started on this divorce path, but tonight I cannot shut my brain off. I was actual...


Yesterday I met with the Paralegal and she completed all of the paperwork for me. It took three hours, but it was all completed and notarized right there. I had to do some research to figure out...


Right now I’m sitting in the Publix parkinglot anxious as hell. I meet with the Paralegal at 10, and she is less than 10 minutes from here and my stomach is in knots! I don’t understand why. This...


The last few days have been extremely busy! After making the decision to get the divorce, I spoke with a paralegal and she will be assisting me through the process. I felt better almost immediate...


Last night Brian and I decided to have the difficult conversation of Cameron’s biological father with him. Short Version: my exhusband shook Cam when he was 3 months old. It was the most difficul...


I can’t believe it’s been nearly a whole week since I’ve last wrote. Nothing exciting went on last week. We just trudged along waiting for the weekend. We went to Universal Friday night. By the t...


Another WTF day…but then again, when don’t I have a WTF day? It’s expected when you’re working in Mental Health. The day before yesterday a woman’s body was found on the side of the highway in my...


I’m still feeling blah today. A little better than yesterday, even though I did not get much sleep last night. Between Brian’s snoring, Earl crawling all over and trying to lay on my pillow, and...


I’m feeling kind of blah today. Nothing specific, I woke up like that. Feeling depressed and unmotivated. Nothing would make me more happy than to go back to bed. Unfortunately I can’t, I have wo...


I had to go into one of our offices today for a meeting. We ended up starting a half hour late - is it so damn hard for people to show up on time? I’m just saying… Anyway, after the meeting I was...


We got lucky and didn’t get much of anything from the storm. Some gusty winds and a very little bit of rain. This morning we decided since it wasn’t bad we went to the beach. It was nice actuall...


We’re pretty much set for the hurricane. It’s still just a Cat 1 so we’re not shuttering or bringing patio furniture in. We have it laying on the ground and brian will pull his car around back a...


I hate getting old. And I’m not even that old!! I had Minnie out the day before yesterday and a rogue squirrel decided to jump out of the trash bin right in front of her. She decided it was a go...


Cameron made dinner tonight. I was planning on making it, but he jumped into it and took over. I was very proud! He made baked ziti and garlic bread, and it was really good!!


Yup, we’re in the Cone of Doom! The thing is, no one has any idea what the storm will turn into, if anything, and no one knows where it will go. But the talking heads and fear mongers have place...


My weekend productivity came to a screeching hault today. I was doing so well too. Yesterday we got the main parts of the house cleaned. We even pulled the livingroom furniture out and scrubbed t...


For the record. I’m drunk. We actually went out tonight. We went to Archie’s for dinner. We sat outside and I had a rum runner and a toasted almond shot. Then we went across to the jetty and I ...


Why is it we take for granted our local treasures? I live in South Florida. One of the main reasons I moved here, besides being near family, was the beach. When I moved down here 10 years ago I ...


I slept in this morning. I’m glad I’m working from home. I was able to check my e-mails and do a few things before I jumped into the shower. I have a zoom meeting at 9AM with all the case manager...


First of all, I’m freaking exhausted! I’m not sleeping at night, so I’m exhausted all day, but by the time I get to bed, I can’t fucking sleep. Thanks PTSD! Second of all, Brian and I have start...


We’ve had a low key weekend. Friday afternoon I left work early, but the harness on Minnie, grabbed her muzzle and headed to the vet. There’s nothing wrong, but we realized we missed her rabies s...


The biggest problem I find working from home is finding the motivation to actually do my job. If it takes effort and brain power I struggle. Calling clients and having mindless conversation doesn...


The day!! Four hours down, four to go!! I’m already over the day. Let’s face it, I was over the day at 8AM. I had a zoom meeting this morning at 9, I’m on a telephone meeting now, and I have on...


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