Public

Bittersweet

by ChainedChrysalis

Entries 353

Page 10 of 15

June 15, 2020

The birthdays

Yesterday Co turned 13. Hes a big boy, almost 6 ft tall and hes my do everything right kid. I did everything with him the way i wanted, got the birth i wanted, nursed till three. parented the way...


June 12, 2020

The Harli program

I announced today my harli program. Our babies were born today. Tamora had 12 kits. 8 alive, 4 doa. She had harlis, and 6 solids. Which translated to live babies for 3 harlis and 4 solids. Well...


Ive been needing to write but havent really had the push to do it. Im exhausted still and it makes me just veg out. No amount of sleep helps this tired. I ate some fresh beef from Angus tonight,...


May 25, 2020

One step closer

You know that person you want to be. Every step you take, make sure you are taking one step closer to her (him). Setbacks happen. But you have to look forward and make sure EVERY step is moving c...


May 23, 2020

Blog sites?

I want to make a blog that is more public. Where i can attract and teach more about my fiber arts to people who are searching for that information. Not that i would stop writing here, but more li...


May 14, 2020

Sweet 16

My oldest son B turns 16 today. Its hard to think of having a child as old as 16 when i havent had one yet lol. Every time he gets older it almost surprises me as to how he keeps getting older! ...


May 12, 2020

City life Reimagined

I almost miss my farm in Alaska. In a way i had more to do there. Here Ive got… city living re-imagined lol. I had my critter chores, my garden chores, house crap. I almost miss it all. I miss th...


May 09, 2020

Broken

My 8 year old L was playing on the hoverboard. After being told several times not to play in the house on it. So he falls. hits the table on the way down. Broke his arm really well. The bones are...


May 08, 2020

The mask ordeal

Im making masks and have sold a couple. Im going super cheap on them because its hard enough having to wear them in so many stores… I had to go to costco ( only place with my stupid dog food) so ...


May 05, 2020

The only contest

So i do one photo contest a year. Its free, its anonymous and its voted on by the public. Meaning you can go spend HOURS voting like me haha. There are a ton of categories and you pick your fav o...


It really makes sense to me. How a person who is hurt or broken inside will seek out and try to hurt other people. Im not sure if they do it because it makes them feel something? Even cruelty. Im...


April 26, 2020

The new hype Pics added

So i ended up making my trip this weekend… 900 miles ONE WAY. Not shitting you lol. I literally drove 900 miles in a day. Slept for a few hours and 900 miles home. 900 miles is 12 hours. So thats...


My parents brought up once again, them moving and us taking over the house for them. My dad is looking at working in either Montana ( 12 hrs) or Alaska ( and living in Washington or Oregon) Seein...


April 14, 2020

Closer to home

Welp. The first case of corona hit closer to home. At least that we are aware. Our local walmart which is the closest shopping center. An employee is positive. It feels a tiny bit more real. The...


April 13, 2020

Tizzy fit over

I feel better now. I went ahead and went to the room and stayed there for hours. I threw dinner in and went back to the room. Eventually papa came down and did the rest of dinner and yelled at ev...


April 12, 2020

Happy Easter

Happy Easter for all the levels of celebration. We did our egg hunt yesterday when it was 70 out. Today its 30 and cold and cloudy and snowing off and on. I have to go feed critters and i dont w...


My kids have decided its now the Ninja Apocalypse and i made them the ninja shaped face masks to play with. its a step up from sacrifice. The last game they played. Im sewing some of them for whe...


April 02, 2020

An Elder

So if you dont know TOO much about native culture. Elders are kinda pampered a lot. They get their way. They get to do what they want, They dont often listen to youngers and ignoring a female is ...


March 23, 2020

Ranty ranty

I wrote a huge rant about the corona virus and decided to make it public. The truth is, it would offend people and im just venting. So i removed it. Im sitting here on my computer watching my rai...


March 18, 2020

Day WTF ever

So as of Friday we will have been trying to self restrict. So far ive failed every day. I had to go to the bank today, then lowes. Moms fever is gone but her cough is nasty. Ive started a dry ti...


March 16, 2020

Day one

We… Did not honor quarantine protocols. haha. Husband went to work. He came home around 1. I tried working on his birthday gift, Im not going to finish, even though its a month away. Because he ...


March 15, 2020

lockdown

Im trying to be good. I went to costco. Took the kids for a couple mile walk. Walked the doggos too. Bored out of my freaking mind. Im a homebody half the time. But i can tell you im NOT when i n...


March 13, 2020

Time for shopping

So with a big family. We dont shop like smaller families. EVERYTHING is bigger, more lol. We usually do two costco runs a month, My mom does a sams run, then we do smaller runs throughout the mon...


March 12, 2020

staying home

Ahh its spreading. The IT. You know the It. They are canceling schools all over the place. stores are sold out. We are trying to figure out when is the best time to do food shopping. Tomorrow or ...


March 09, 2020

Just so blah

I havent really felt like talking lately. Its not that i feel like i need to hide away. Just havent really felt much like actually writing. I go through phases. For so many years i wrote every da...


Book Description