ChainedChrysalis ⋅

Mama to 5 kids. Wife of 16 years and going on. Childrens photographer. Classic DIYer. Simplistic living, old fashioned, bunny owner. Bipolar, anxiety, autoimmune disorder. Gentle soul, seeking kindness and love. Slow down living, farm life, summer loving landlocked mermaid.

The devil asked how i knew my way through the halls of hell. I replied. I do not need a map for the path i know so well.

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I fully admit i go off the deep end regularly. When i do stuff. I dive in haha. So meet nameless two. DNA test pending, we wont name till we know. But based on internet search. The green is a...


2 days ago

Its home in Bittersweet

My baby bird is here! Cage built and trying to get it to calm down. Its very stressed. So doing my best to not bother it and let it watch me and see me working on the computer ect. Fingers crosse...


3 days ago

Thirty Minutes in Bittersweet

In 30 minutes i have an interview to be a special needs caretaker. A respite caretaker for parents with children who have special needs. I ADORE being around kids with special needs. I have one...


7 days ago

Adult ADHD in Bittersweet

So in having the boy with severe ADHD and having two others with a more minor, I know the symptoms and whatnot in a CHILD and more importantly a MALE child. See woman react different.... And the...


May 08, 2021

my new baby in Bittersweet

I went to see my new baby today. I think its a female but i asked the breeder to do DNA sexing for me. It was only 40, So i told her to put it on my bill for the bird and ill pay it off soon. She...


May 05, 2021

blah in Bittersweet

my manager told me its going to be 6 months till that promotion she mentioned. 6 months?!?! Shes all so dont do anything major bad lol. Like hahaa. Yeah i dont do anything wrong. I train people, ...


So i got another dead bun today. I lost four yesterday. Just the newborns. I have NO idea why they are dying. They dont seem to have RHD. There is no rhyme or reason. Just four yesterday in their...


May 02, 2021

new journy in Bittersweet

Sometimes i feel fickle,. Like i do things for a few years then move on. But im moving on. Ive found homes for almost ALL of my bunnies inside a week. Im excited. Im planning on keeping four. Jus...


April 29, 2021

:/ in Bittersweet

Well my manager gave me an update on the possible new position. The store manager agrees im the best candidate. That both my counterparts up front will be livid i get this job over them. But tha...


Kids brought in a litter of babies and i didnt feel the thrill or joy of new babies at all. I just feel… such a stressful hassle. So much work. For so little return. Even shaving them is so much ...


April 25, 2021

... in Bittersweet

The chickens are half feathered out again. They spent their first day outside. It was in the mid to high 80s. When i got off work at 5 it was 85 out haha. Although it was plenty windy to help co...


So the boy tested negative for Marfans and is positive for EDS. Which is hyper elasticity/ hyper mobility in the joints. We also had a lot of blood draws done, an ekg done. B nearly fainted with ...


Its like those damn annoying emails. Is this the end? I know i cycle through my choices to keep farm animals every time i flare. And im having a flare. The shed needs to be cleaned. I just lost a...


April 17, 2021

:( in Bittersweet

The dr got a hold of me today. Turns out Cos ekg was abnormal and to expect a call from the pediatric cardiologist at the children’s hospital for further testing… Marfans syndrome. can effect th...


Yesterday was my husbands birthday. He says he is offically in his late 30s now haha. Im all wait. how old are you? Cuz uhh how old am I?! lol. Im 4 months younger then him. So yeah hes now in hi...


April 07, 2021

What a week in Bittersweet

Holllleeeyyy sheet that was a week. So i had a 3 day weekend with a paid day for easter yay me! lets start with easter. Personally i have a moment on Ostara which is before easter and then easte...


April 02, 2021

scrubs and wool in Bittersweet

My work stocks scrubs made by carhartt and they are insanely silky. They dont feel anything like “normal scrubs” So i went ahead and bought myself a pair. The veggie matter and wool slides RIGHT ...


ok i havent shared my latest bunny photos. I have a home for a black and white pair, and possibly home for the other black. The tort is a wild card. Either the moms breeder wants it, or the guy ...


After getting some of my buttermilk soap at work, one girl asked me if i could make it in a lotion. Well now that you say it. Yes, yes i can haha. So now i have lemon tangerine lotion, From shae ...


On the 16th i bred the following Penny X Oni ( HR chestnut X rew ) Briar X Sunny ( Harli X HR Fawn) Sunny is out of Frostbite and Clover Frostbite X Kaji ( Ermine X Fawn) Kaji is out of Briar an...


Work is SO much fracking drama. First off, i went in with good intentions. Anxious but good. I gave out some of my soaps to the other front end people. When manager M got hers, she asked for the...


March 17, 2021

management solutions in Bittersweet

my manager took me aside and asked if i was doing ok after our chat. She thinks i need to talk to manager D about my concerns and shes going to address some of the others. Such as the “preferenta...


I had weaned myself off entirely of all my anxiety medications. I have been doing so good. But now after telling my manager some of the things going on, my anxiety is through the roof. I feel lik...


Farm Life Trigger Warning Talk of animal death ahead. Well i havent had a litter with any kind of genetic abnormality yet. I havent seen spina bifida (lethal) or a tripod, or worse… brains expo...


Figure ill post a few more. Facebook blurs the photos terribly but they are still cute. Merlin and Nimue, the rew im not sure if shes staying or not. Maybe ill simply call her lady of the lake...


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