Bleh... in 2018

My life has just been stressful lately. My house isn’t a complete wreck but it could use some attention. I still have a few animals to feed. I did manage to catch up with laundry this past weekend, but there’s always more. Either way, things are a little more in control.

My love life is.... complicated as usual. I’m still hanging out with F and making out with him nearly daily. He came over twice in the past two weeks but still no progression in him actually taking any steps to get rid of chick.

So in the spirit of not putting all my eggs in that basket I’ve been trying to branch out…

I’m still talking to bumble guy.... let’s call him Carson… so Carson is really nice and he’s attractive, but 2 kids with 2 baby mommas… and not to sound snobbish, but his family sounds a little white trash. And lately it’s constantly been something, so I haven’t seen him in a couple weeks. He has flaked on me at least twice if not more. The last time was a broken down car issue and while I get it… if you haven’t found the time to see me in over 2 weeks… then seeing me is just not very important is it?

Then this past weekend I kinda started talking to a new guy, let’s call him James. Not from a dating site exactly. Like I came across him on POF because he had looked at my profile, but I didn’t contact him there. I recognized him from fb, because he’s related to an acquaintance of mine and I’ve seen him comment on her stuff recently. So I sent him a fb message and he added me and we’ve been talking since. I’m not entirely sure how interested he is, but we’ll see I guess. He’s definitely more my type than Carson. I’m hoping to actually meet him sometime soon, but I’m not going to be pushy about it.

In other news… M has been flirting with me again more recently. I’m not entirely sure why, but I’m betting it’s probably because his gf is pregnant and he’s not getting any or at least not as much.