2018
by Down the rabbit hole...
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Trying...
I’m going to try to be more positive but no promises. For starters… I found out why he’s been completely avoiding me… he got back together with bar slut. So if that’s what he wants he can have it...
Epic Failure...
Today was an epic failure. I was more forced to talk to F at work about a work thing. The conversation was short, but basically I learned that he’s perfectly happy with me not talking to him and ...
Stupid...
I’m considering doing something stupid… sadly I know it’s stupid but I can’t seem to help myself. I haven’t spoken to F since before my surgery, so December 13th… I haven’t really said anything ...
I Shouldn't...
… but I really miss him. I haven’t actually spoken to him since before my surgery. So more than 4 weeks… same with texts… he never responded the night before surgery and I have refused to text hi...
Bad Mood...
I am just in a really bad mood today. I am so sick of work… And it’s not the work that’s the problem, it’s the people. Like I’m sick of a certain person wanting to micromanage everything and I’m...
M...
So since I’ve been back at work, M has been weirdly nice to me. He’s opened doors and carried things for me. When my ex hubby dropped me off the other morning, M was outside and just automaticall...