Sunday... in 2018

So after spending like all afternoon with James on Saturday I didn’t really anticipate seeing him again very soon. But then we were talking Sunday morning and he said company would be nice so I was like is that an invitation? So I picked up a little bit and grabbed a quick shower. Then I gathered up some stuff and went by the store before going to his place.

He left it unlocked again and I went in and put my stuff down and rummaged through his kitchen for a minute putting up groceries. Then I went to his room where he was playing red dead redemption and cussing the screen lol. So I told him I brought stuff to cook for him and I think at first he was a little weird about it bc he was concerned about his kitchen needing cleaning. Seriously though… he already told me he was lazy when it comes to cleaning especially in winter and it wasn’t nearly as dirty as I expected. I did some dishes and cleaned up minimally. He did go in there and tried to clean up a little bit, but I kinda just told him to go play his game and let me do my thing. He kept offering to put on music for me and coming to check on me to make sure I didn’t need anything. Hugging and kissing on me.

I made him meatloaf and mashed potatoes and green beans. I don’t think he’s ever had fresh green beans and he really liked them. He was still eating on leftovers this morning after work. We ate and cuddled up on the couch and watched Wreck It Ralph. He had to leave for a little bit to drop a friend off at work and I took that time to clean up my mess in the kitchen. Once he was back we finished the movie, then took it to the bedroom. He had said we needed a normal day where it wasn’t just about sex. And I get that… but I still really wanted sex. We cuddled some more and watched star trek. We did end up having sex a couple of times and we napped for a while. At one point he woke up and I was kinda awake but he couldn’t hear or feel me breathing and freaked for just a second. I ended up finally leaving a little after 9… I left to go to his place at 12 so I was there by 12:45 at the latest.

I really like spending time with him. But I don’t want to jump into anything either.

Today I didn’t even say a word to F. I didn’t text him all weekend. I didn’t even make an effort to see him today. I also freaking started today so now I’m taking a hot bath. I deserve it though because I came home and vacuumed and mopped the whole main floor. I haven’t done the dinner thing… don’t know if I will bother.