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Self Worth, Pt 2
It’s funny how Some things are SO simple it makes you scream on the other side of clarity. Talking to DH today, I felt my self worth. It was palpable. I notice it because it is so different f...
Processing Fear, Pt 2
I spoke on this a bit ago, and it is still the case that I cannot access my Terror. I reflected that perhaps the Terror was not mine, but perhaps a thing from outside. And maybe that was why I...
Self Worth
and Resentment. I am learning about myself anew, it feels like. No longer is my self-worth tied to the opinions or the treatment of others. Formatively, my parents. Amazingly, my resentment o...
Too Beautiful
Not to share Exercise 19: Become aware of your own little spiritual deaths. Overcoming Fear By Thomas Mayer
I'm Losing It
and it’s beautiful Do ya’ll know The Crucible? Ever have a British Literature teacher like mine? Mine was great, don’t get me wrong, but he made everything so personal. Anyways. I’m finding i...
The Holy Grail Vortex Prayer
[url=https://postimg.cc/Wd9sg07c][/url] [Visualize and empower a clockwise rotating spiral at the center of the space to be prayed over- its the opposite than one would think, the direction move...
Lately hasn't
Actually been noteworthy So here’s pics [url=https://postimg.cc/v4pS8thD][/url] Bunnies, because obviously. [url=https://postimg.cc/mcCpP1pj][/url] My sexy man [url=https://postimg.cc/SnXvpv...
Turns out
there is actually a ton of dead etheric bodies all over the place. When I saw them, a few months ago or whenever it was… It wasn’t just me. They are actually stuck here. I just saw them. I did...
What am I paying for?
Has been a particularly harrowing question for me. That reading I did a bit ago. I got a recording of it. I watched it again. I’m so stuck by the … The sheer depth of challenge that it reveals...
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Today’s the day I realized I can see through time
Seems like
I’ve fallen prey to every foible in the book. At least I’m aware of what my foibles are? Generally I’ve become more sensitive. That is expected, having been doing the practices for a couple ...
I actually kind of Like
This new approach. The approach that seeks out a feeling and just accepts that feeling, no matter what. Like, “oh, you have the belief that your dad is capable of murder (or worse) and the fa...
Processing Fear
Fear seems like such a tame word for it. It bring the feeling experience that I encounter when I contemplate or even acknowledge the possibility of a choice that might offend my parents. I’ve r...
Have you ever seen
A real life glitch in the matrix? Im curious. How many have seen one, or haven’t.
Now this
Is an ugly, ugly sky; [url=https://postimg.cc/njRtkWqk][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/nMrxzHtw][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/rzZ8CDJk][/url] And this [url=https://postimg.cc/sMWzPK6F][/ur...
I'm Changing the Weather
It’s not a question at all anymore. It was for awhile. Quite awhile. Since 2018 when I began, in fact. This series is from just the other day. [url=https://postimg.cc/9zXTbtBH][/url] [url=h...
I feel
a lightness and a joy in letting go Being a follower is not as easy as it sounds. At least, not a good follower. Letting go and following has brought me back to my Dad. Good old daddy issues,...
Judging
How safe are you and, can you be of any benefit to me? That the feeling I had when entering the group. “You can trust me.” Oh, okay. Just let me set aside all my discernment, then! I clearly don...
Do you ever feel like
Everything is becoming Meta? Like. I can’t just feel my feelings - I apparently feel (or imagine I feel) what Feelings as an archetype are. It’s become an experience of experience. And I don’t...
Why Wouldn't I
Be me? I drank a cup of coffee at 5pm. FIVEPM WHY DID I DO IT So naturally I’m tired but VIGILANT. lol. It’s actually almost my normal bedtime. So not too late. I find it weird…? How I can ...
Interesting convo
Just now, Questioning whether I identify with wounded scripts. I say no. I identify with my choices. Which includes the choice not to identify with past programming. How do I know which is true...
Wahmen
Are completely annoying and entitled… Lol Look at me all judgemental. I just read a tirade from a woman complaining about feeling judged and she’s humble bragging about a week in bali without h...
I'm just awful
At being female. I need to do something about it. I recognize it. I’m not warm or comforting or anything. Idk what to say when people bring things up. I mean unless they directly ask or tell me...
GUILT
The Great Burden I carried blindly. Completely unaware that it was on my back. It wasn’t until I listened to a description of that aurum constitution that I was like. Huh. Isn’t that just how p...
Years
It seriously feels like several years between now and March 21st. Yeas. Several. WHEW Anywho. Man can I see everything. It’s uh,… weird. I just got a remedy today called Aurum. Homeopathic G...
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