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or something, since W is now coughing and acting fatigued, as I felt for the last 2 weeks. Thought it was just my preggo hormones/energy getting me down. I felt like a human yesterday for the fir...

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I wrote a letter to FIL, and I don’t think I’ll share it, here. But here are my contemplative ruminations on it. After his wife, my DH’s mother, and my MIL, died last November, I have thought wi...

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I have just about zero energy. The first couple weeks- few weeks, even- I was working out and walking and playing all day with my ham. Now I’m lucky if I make dinner. Waking up SUCKS so hard. I w...

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Drama. I received an apology today from someone who acted aggressively, angrily and with hurtful intent toward me a little over a year ago. I must say the relief is just palpable, for me. And, I...

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Nothin’. Annoying. I want to poke it with a stick. Do something. I bought myself a pregnancy journal and am keeping my logs in there. I like the idea of having something physical, and also person...

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TTC has come to a happy end. I’m excited, naturally. I feel giddy most of the time like bubbles rising in my stomach… Or is that nausea? 😅 Seriously though I am just ecstatic. I’m literally sit...

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and the first time we’re doing Crypto on the tax forms. Also the first time we have enough assets to even shake a stick at. It reminds me that most people pay professionals to do this. lol. I’m ...

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Never come to me in the right moments. Why do you fail me, brain?! BM asked me right as we came in the door for birthday dinner: “Are you a pisces?! Or no? Then Aries right?” It occurred to me as...

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I guess my subconscious was right. I fought for it, I trusted it, I asked for it, and it delivers. Who needs God? I feel so good- ok n top of the world. Other than our son is sick rn, nothing c...

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leave me unsatisfied. DH and I talked about our experience of his family at the 30-or-so people gathering yesterday. It went something like this. Me: “I noticed that I have a lot of anxiety aro...

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sister are like 2 peas in a pod. My dad is fervently right and my aunt is vehemently left. I don’t know why it took me so long to piece it together. They’re both very reactive, uncritical to the...

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And, I’m not sure what I want to say. I feel an expectation to be useful to other people, here. I don’t particularly mind that expectation, but I also want to acknowledge it and identify that I d...

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Is refreshing. I can’t remember seeing ANY honest thoughts about it from the public at large. It was always “I love it so much I’m so special I’m so loved” or “I hate Valentine’s stupid Hallmark ...

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It has been brought to my attention that I’ve neglected to support my arguments with sound first principles, here. So I’m providing the argument for property rights. Property rights is the princ...

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Empathy. It’s a funny thing. It’s one of those things that we often assume about people, groups, institutions, parents, etc etc etc. We assume it because… well. Because to do anything else would...

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I feel so happy. So. My plan for day trading has commenced. If anyone wants to know what I’m doing, keep reading. (not financial advice) I follow a few people pretty regularly. Dollar Cost Crypt...

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I’ve decided pretty much by sheer impulse to start day trading. I think I’ll start today. Well. I’ll think about it today. Inflation has me freaked out quite a bit. Our grocery bill is almost as...

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People are mean. People are defensive, agressive, ignorant and idiotic. I feel ashamed. I feel greif. I feel that it should not be so. But the evidence is overwhelming. It seems that anything ...

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For anyone who actually reads this stuff, what do you think when you hear that someone consciously, intentionally doesn’t speak to their parents anymore? I’m genuinely curious, please answer :)

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We have it. Lots of it. Gotta shovel it. Snooooooo

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We’ve been TTC for what seems like most of last year. In reality, we’ve only really been able to catch 2 solid months. It seems like a married couple should be able to plan these things, but it w...

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Self-esteem, upon meeting someone entirely new, he is not concerned with what they think of him but rather with finding out what he thinks of them. His social need for psychological visibility ca...

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I read or hear something like this “Herman’s work is valuable to everyone who has been the victim of such incest because it offers help; it is valuable to those whose families are shattered by i...

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(imo) the involuntary, spontaneous dissipation of rightful anger after having been harmed maliciously or unintentionally. Ie, forgiveness is not a virtue. There can be virtue in earning forgiven...

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Is a pretty contentious topic. I mean. It’s contentious because a) average people cannot conceptualize the experience of the high IQ 2) the Kruger-Dunning effect d) High IQ people are not just a ...

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