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Outdoor Enthusiast / Biodynamic Farmer / Nutrition Science Buff / Equestrian / Ultra Frugal (Cheap!) Lifestylist / In Pursuit of Moral, Physical, Intellectual Excellence

"The healing of the land and the purification of the human spirit is the same process."

-Masanobu Fukuoka.

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Last nights dreams were interesting. I don’t say that just because everyone’s dreams are interesting to them, of course. I mean interesting in a general way. I was a… I’m not sure. Some kind of ...


and I’m pretty sure why. MIL pulled a fast one on DH and I the week before we went on vacation. It kind of sucked pretty hard because MIL and FIL were going to be part of the vacation- just to s...


and I’m pretty sure why. MIL pulled a fast one on DH and I the week before we went on vacation. It kind of sucked pretty hard because MIL and FIL were going to be part of the vacation- just to s...


6 days ago

The Sky Today in Journal

made me think of how f’d up the weather has been. Little backstory. I’m a small farmer. I became disenchanted with the whole deal in my 2nd or 3rd year, after yet another aridly dry summer that...


This isn’t a justification; it’s just how I feel. Saturday DH had a short discussion about Mother’s day plans. I told him my plans- which had to be completed by 11am and couldn’t be moved- and s...


This isn’t a justification; it’s just how I feel. Saturday DH had a short discussion about Mother’s day plans. I told him my plans- which had to be completed by 11am and couldn’t be moved- and s...


May 10, 2019

Relationships in Journal

What are they? Recently I’ve come to the realization that they are not what I thought they were. Threats. Obedience. Force. Punishment. Exchange of goods or services. Appeasement. My entire li...


May 08, 2019

It's been awhile... in Journal

It really has. A lot has happened since I last came here. I’ve changed a lot. Reading back to previous entries always amazes me. I’m forever pleasantly surprised at my own ability to articulate...


Yep. You’ve read it and there it is. I can begin to delineate my personal experiences with said entity, but it’s overreach is felt by everyone, no doubt. Even those supposedly beyond it’s control...


I’m venting here, obviously.


June 03, 2017

On Becoming.. in Journal

My senses are sharp. They relay to me the exquisite sensations of the world. I revel in the cold sting of chilled running water, and the warmth that blooms in my skin afterward. My eyes seem to p...


May 31, 2017

I found my totem in Journal

It wasn’t very difficult. I suppose we all already know what our totem is already, but we’ve just never really brought it to the forefront of our consciousness. Because, I think, it’s always ther...


May 30, 2017

Clouds in Journal

Wow. We have clouds again. I marked my calendar the day that they stopped spraying those godawful geoengineering trails. It was May 18th that the first clear day was seen over my house in at lea...


I can hardly check my messages on fb anymore without becoming completely bewildered by the asinine thoughts of the people around me. Don’t get me wrong. I’m not judging the people. I’m fascinate...


May 21, 2017

Running in Journal

This is another dream- or daydream. Can’t quite remember. I am myself, same age (29). (I tell you at the beginning because I so often dream that I am not myself, but someone else, or I may be mys...


April 03, 2017

Love Dream in Journal

Forward: I am me, although maybe a little younger. At my most aloof, distant, expressive, and intense. Setting: the dream begins as I am sitting at a long table with several family members. Ther...


September 14, 2016

Another one of these things.. in Journal

Just not feeling creative lately. so thoughtless answers it is. Been married: nope Been divorced: no Gone on a blind date: A few Skipped school: every chance I got Watched someone give birth...


44 Odd Things You Don’t Know About Me Do you like blue cheese? Yes. I love all cheese. Have you ever smoked? Never smoked cigarettes. Do you own a gun? A few. What is your favorit...


August 01, 2016

Change of heart in Journal

I’m having a really hard time with this.. Recently, after spending my WHOLE life with the absolute CONVICTION that I did not want kids, I have been re-thinking that conviction. Hey, everyone ge...


July 28, 2016

Tarzan in Journal

I went to see it with my mom this past weekend and it was a really great movie. The movie, though, touched me in ways that good movies usually do (I’m a very visual person) in an emotional soft-...


July 28, 2016

um... in Journal

So today I’m really tired due to my bf’s cat being a stupid butt and trying to sleep on my head all night. In other news… stacked a bunch of hay at like 10pm because it was the only time a decen...


to NOT be patronizing and condescending to everything around you; to announce to the world that you’re right and they’re wrong. Especially when such a person does have some really good informati...


July 21, 2016

Yoinked Survey in Journal

A) What does the last text you sent say? And to whom? Explaining why I’m late to work AGAIN. B) What does the last text you received say? Haha it’s all good no worries C) What time do you wak...


selling myself to people. I can see their need clearly, and so can they. I know that I can help them, but I can’t seem to say it in words that are adequate. It’s like I just want to gush at them ...


July 19, 2016

Today feels Off.. in Journal

Do you ever wake up and wish the day was over already? It really doesn’t happen very often for me. I truly enjoy my days. But today feels wrong. I’m tired. Not bodily tired, or mentally, but.. e...


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