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Mom! / Biodynamic Urban Farmer / Naturopathic Doctor / Anthroposophist / Mystic / Avid Reader / Writer Extraordinaire / In Pursuit of Moral, Physical, and Intellectual Excellence.
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Am I Dreaming? or Awake? in Essays
Or dreaming-awake? My recent experience with Family Constellations work and the profound-and instantaneous- effect it had on my family was a poignantly informative event. This even, which I de...
Relative Value in Essays
To perceive the value that society and people in general place on certain classes, we just need to look at their quantitative analysis. From one looking in, who may not share the same quantita...
Perceiving the Spiritual world in Essays
Is not a special gift. There are no gifted or chosen ones. There are only Choosing Ones. What I mean is that, the spiritual world is experienced by anyone and everyone, all the time. We simpl...
Steiner Quotes, Fairy Tales, Inheritance in Essays
“Now when we fall asleep, our physical and etheric bodies-that is, a paternal and maternal element-are lying in bed. Our ego and astral body are in the periphery. The astral body contains what i...
Steiner Quotes Elemental Beings in Essays
“as regards his own soul-being, man belongs to a world which does not reveal itself to the outward senses but lies behind this sense-perceptible world, that in his innermost soul-nature he belon...
Fem >_ Masc in Meditations
In revelatory splendor, my whirled is once again blown away by the realization of deeper levels of inversion. It began with a feeling. A shallow, but insistent feeling in my stomach. It was ne...
I’ve had a scathing respect for my mother’s capacity for premonitions. Scathing, because, she is paranoid, controlling, neurotic, etc Respect, because in spite of her flaws and blatant misuse o...
Is all there is Left of my little self I see her and love her But my perspective is widening To cosmic heights. Or at least, nearer Than it was. I’m learning Morse Code. I never before ...
Seemed appropriate in Meditations
Weekly Verse, Week 14 -Calendar of the Soul, by Rudolph Steiner “Surrendering to senses’ revelation I lost the drive of my own being, And dreamlike, thinking seemed To daze and rob me o...
Am I paying attention? in Journal
Yesterday I had a first coaching call with T. He isn’t very good, and I probably won’t schedule another one. I remember the first time I saw him (on a recording). My heart sank. I had that sam...
The Spirit Matter in Meditations
The answer to life, the universe, and everything. As I innerstand it. Not gonna pretend it’s totally comprehensible. Here goes. My core inner experience since the time I was born in this lif...
Butterflies in Journal
If you find yourself experiencing hate for people you’ve never met in real life, and who haven’t harmed you, or who you assert “harm” a concept like a community (an idea- there can be no phys...
Kind of Insane to Me in Journal
How many people’s days, let alone their current lives, are unhinged by what some orange guy does in his corporate office. I pray for y’all. Upon reflection,I think government, or U.S. Corp o...
I love to Write in Meditations
Under the Blessed Pine. I feel more grounded and connected to myself. Yesterday, I had an experience that required some deep integration. And, after this experience, maybe a handful of hours l...
The Mystic in Journal
Descriptions of the Mysitic and the path of the Mystic, by Christof Melchizedek “Neptune and Aries ask you to reclaim any projection of the divine even on Jesus or Buddha or Krishna right they ...
I was just empty? No thoughts, no feelings, no emotions of my own? No internal dialogue, as they say. Just a shell. Just a body. All the workings… But no content. Except for one thing. A ...
Vague Resistance in Journal
There is some vague resistance. A sense of withdrawal. A keeping in. It is unpleasant. I do not wish to be in a closed off energy I feel as if war goes on inside me. A deep one. At what level i...
Are things moving fast. I hadn’t really realized just how fast until I looked at my entries just now. Just a few hours apart, some of them. It feels like weeks have elapsed. And yes I absolut...
The 9th Beatitude in Essays
Has been on my mind before just now, as it is in Thomas Mayor’s ground breaking book Covid Vaccines from a Spiritual Perspective, in which he suggests to pray the 9th Beautitude for the vaccinat...
I had been using the technique taught by Dr Robert Gilbert to align, protect, and center myself daily for awhile, now. But this is much faster. And while I felt that Dr Gilbert’s technique was ...
The Clouds in Journal
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Outside Perspective in Journal
Is very nice from time to time And I had thought that maybe I would be slowing down with the writing, but I’m really really not. I feel so good writing. I’m reading, and writing, and reading, ...
Scripture in A Childhood Lost
Context: Timothy 4 The Spirit distinctly says that in latter times some shall fall away from the belief, paying attention to misleading spirits, and teachings of demons, speaking lies in hypocr...
Harmony Non-Comativeness Equity Natural Law Equanimity Humility Wholeness Loving kindness Do they mean something different? I don’t know. They all contain some facet of the feeling of ch...
A Welcome Guest in Journal
Last night I could not sleep as I was lying in bed. It occurred to me that something was amiss. Something internal. Psychological, even. I then asked my Angel, could you please reveal to me wh...