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Outdoor Enthusiast / Biodynamic Farmer / Nutrition Science Buff / Equestrian / Ultra Frugal (Cheap!) Lifestylist / In Pursuit of Moral, Physical, Intellectual Excellence
"The healing of the land and the purification of the human spirit is the same process."
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I usually remember my dreams in Journal
Last nights dreams were interesting. I don’t say that just because everyone’s dreams are interesting to them, of course. I mean interesting in a general way. I was a… I’m not sure. Some kind of ...
I'm feeling bitter. in Journal
and I’m pretty sure why. MIL pulled a fast one on DH and I the week before we went on vacation. It kind of sucked pretty hard because MIL and FIL were going to be part of the vacation- just to s...
I'm feeling bitter. in Journal
and I’m pretty sure why. MIL pulled a fast one on DH and I the week before we went on vacation. It kind of sucked pretty hard because MIL and FIL were going to be part of the vacation- just to s...
The Sky Today in Journal
made me think of how f’d up the weather has been. Little backstory. I’m a small farmer. I became disenchanted with the whole deal in my 2nd or 3rd year, after yet another aridly dry summer that...
Mother's Day- and an unpopular opinion in Journal
This isn’t a justification; it’s just how I feel. Saturday DH had a short discussion about Mother’s day plans. I told him my plans- which had to be completed by 11am and couldn’t be moved- and s...
Mother's Day- and an unpopular opinion in Journal
This isn’t a justification; it’s just how I feel. Saturday DH had a short discussion about Mother’s day plans. I told him my plans- which had to be completed by 11am and couldn’t be moved- and s...
Relationships in Journal
What are they? Recently I’ve come to the realization that they are not what I thought they were. Threats. Obedience. Force. Punishment. Exchange of goods or services. Appeasement. My entire li...
It's been awhile... in Journal
It really has. A lot has happened since I last came here. I’ve changed a lot. Reading back to previous entries always amazes me. I’m forever pleasantly surprised at my own ability to articulate...
Fucking hate the government. in Journal
Yep. You’ve read it and there it is. I can begin to delineate my personal experiences with said entity, but it’s overreach is felt by everyone, no doubt. Even those supposedly beyond it’s control...
My neighbor the dickhead in Journal
I’m venting here, obviously.
On Becoming.. in Journal
My senses are sharp. They relay to me the exquisite sensations of the world. I revel in the cold sting of chilled running water, and the warmth that blooms in my skin afterward. My eyes seem to p...
I found my totem in Journal
It wasn’t very difficult. I suppose we all already know what our totem is already, but we’ve just never really brought it to the forefront of our consciousness. Because, I think, it’s always ther...
Wow. We have clouds again. I marked my calendar the day that they stopped spraying those godawful geoengineering trails. It was May 18th that the first clear day was seen over my house in at lea...
The chaos of everyone on FB in Journal
I can hardly check my messages on fb anymore without becoming completely bewildered by the asinine thoughts of the people around me. Don’t get me wrong. I’m not judging the people. I’m fascinate...
This is another dream- or daydream. Can’t quite remember. I am myself, same age (29). (I tell you at the beginning because I so often dream that I am not myself, but someone else, or I may be mys...
Love Dream in Journal
Forward: I am me, although maybe a little younger. At my most aloof, distant, expressive, and intense. Setting: the dream begins as I am sitting at a long table with several family members. Ther...
Another one of these things.. in Journal
Just not feeling creative lately. so thoughtless answers it is. Been married: nope Been divorced: no Gone on a blind date: A few Skipped school: every chance I got Watched someone give birth...
Another survey. Cuz why not? in Journal
44 Odd Things You Don’t Know About Me Do you like blue cheese? Yes. I love all cheese. Have you ever smoked? Never smoked cigarettes. Do you own a gun? A few. What is your favorit...
Change of heart in Journal
I’m having a really hard time with this.. Recently, after spending my WHOLE life with the absolute CONVICTION that I did not want kids, I have been re-thinking that conviction. Hey, everyone ge...
I went to see it with my mom this past weekend and it was a really great movie. The movie, though, touched me in ways that good movies usually do (I’m a very visual person) in an emotional soft-...
So today I’m really tired due to my bf’s cat being a stupid butt and trying to sleep on my head all night. In other news… stacked a bunch of hay at like 10pm because it was the only time a decen...
I don't know why it's so hard in Journal
to NOT be patronizing and condescending to everything around you; to announce to the world that you’re right and they’re wrong. Especially when such a person does have some really good informati...
Yoinked Survey in Journal
A) What does the last text you sent say? And to whom? Explaining why I’m late to work AGAIN. B) What does the last text you received say? Haha it’s all good no worries C) What time do you wak...
Sometimes I feel really bad... in Journal
selling myself to people. I can see their need clearly, and so can they. I know that I can help them, but I can’t seem to say it in words that are adequate. It’s like I just want to gush at them ...
Today feels Off.. in Journal
Do you ever wake up and wish the day was over already? It really doesn’t happen very often for me. I truly enjoy my days. But today feels wrong. I’m tired. Not bodily tired, or mentally, but.. e...
