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Processing Fear
Fear seems like such a tame word for it. It bring the feeling experience that I encounter when I contemplate or even acknowledge the possibility of a choice that might offend my parents. I’ve r...
Have you ever seen
A real life glitch in the matrix? Im curious. How many have seen one, or haven’t.
Now this
Is an ugly, ugly sky; [url=https://postimg.cc/njRtkWqk][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/nMrxzHtw][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/rzZ8CDJk][/url] And this [url=https://postimg.cc/sMWzPK6F][/ur...
I'm Changing the Weather
It’s not a question at all anymore. It was for awhile. Quite awhile. Since 2018 when I began, in fact. This series is from just the other day. [url=https://postimg.cc/9zXTbtBH][/url] [url=h...
I feel
a lightness and a joy in letting go Being a follower is not as easy as it sounds. At least, not a good follower. Letting go and following has brought me back to my Dad. Good old daddy issues,...
Judging
How safe are you and, can you be of any benefit to me? That the feeling I had when entering the group. “You can trust me.” Oh, okay. Just let me set aside all my discernment, then! I clearly don...
Do you ever feel like
Everything is becoming Meta? Like. I can’t just feel my feelings - I apparently feel (or imagine I feel) what Feelings as an archetype are. It’s become an experience of experience. And I don’t...
Why Wouldn't I
Be me? I drank a cup of coffee at 5pm. FIVEPM WHY DID I DO IT So naturally I’m tired but VIGILANT. lol. It’s actually almost my normal bedtime. So not too late. I find it weird…? How I can ...
Interesting convo
Just now, Questioning whether I identify with wounded scripts. I say no. I identify with my choices. Which includes the choice not to identify with past programming. How do I know which is true...
Wahmen
Are completely annoying and entitled… Lol Look at me all judgemental. I just read a tirade from a woman complaining about feeling judged and she’s humble bragging about a week in bali without h...
I'm just awful
At being female. I need to do something about it. I recognize it. I’m not warm or comforting or anything. Idk what to say when people bring things up. I mean unless they directly ask or tell me...
GUILT
The Great Burden I carried blindly. Completely unaware that it was on my back. It wasn’t until I listened to a description of that aurum constitution that I was like. Huh. Isn’t that just how p...
Years
It seriously feels like several years between now and March 21st. Yeas. Several. WHEW Anywho. Man can I see everything. It’s uh,… weird. I just got a remedy today called Aurum. Homeopathic G...
Do I, though?
A dear friend took her precious time and resources to speak to me respectfully, firmly, the other day. Which I do appreciate. One of the things she told me that “we must feel emotions, not int...
Zooming Out
from that heart-centered place, where the light of heaven shines its consciousness down into my mind, allowing my eye to witness the living Heart that is my own Soul enlivening my body moment by...
It's a feeling of Entitlement
That I feel that comes up when it comes to family. Parents, spouses, etc. in the ego-identified state, that is. Because the ego may be very guarded, almost guaranteed it is, it wants to be secur...
Trust
& submission A friend recommended to me Zak Roedd. I read whole book today. I feel quite sheepish. The transparency of what is/was happening in light of his paradigm is just… Well. It’s th...
Today
Am I so dead set on just running the hamster wheel? Even after doing so much and feeling like on a roll, I have these thoughts of… “Now he’ll finally want me” or ” this will fix it so I can sta...
I am
My own problem And I need to get out of my own way
Has anyone
else started to feel a profound sense of joy, peace, love, satisfaction and happiness!? Idk if I’m just on the right vibe right now or if everyone is feeling this? Lmk 🙂
Love
Last week I did the inner work to receive the love from my parents that I was heretofore unable to receive. Then my mom emailed me out of the blue the next day (within 12 hours) and apologized ...
Spoken Too Soon
WOW is this sad. Mom, with all due respect and all that, you need to WAKE THE FUCK UP. Your email is very sad, victimized, and helpless. You’re in you’re what-? 60’s? Holy Hell, woman. You’r...
People are dropping
Off. And popping up. In this very meditative week- marked on one side by the 100th anniversary of the death of Steiner on the 30th, and the beginning of a new century of conscious spiritual de...
Getting there
Feels so freeing without all the weight. Naysayers are not part of my design. Get on board or get out.
Wow you guys missed out
I had an amazing entry and prosebox lost it It was great. Anywho, hahahaha I’ve been thinking about alignment a lot. I’m a pretty… unique? human being just compared to the status quo for a l...
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